Niall POV

It's been a week since I've been stalling to see my mother, I honestly just want want to stay in bed all day with Zayn everyday, while he holds me. Whenever I feel sad about my mother rejecting me for being gay. Zayn been always been my my side making me feel better. It never amazes me how lucky I am to have him.

I get out the shower drying off my body with a towel, then slipping on a pair of boxers and a plain green shirt.

I stepped out Zayn's bathroom with a slight limp from last week fun.

"Still limping?" Zayn asked pulling me on top of him, as I straddle his waist.

"Yeah, but it's getting better."

"Does it hurt when you walk?"

"Not really." I say, resting my head on his shoulder.

"What's wrong?" Zayn questioned, his lips on my neck.

"I'm ready to talk to my mom again, I've been stalling for a week now. I'm just nervous she might not completely want me anymore."

"I'm sure she will. Your her only son and your perfect the way you are. If she does say anything negative about your sexuality of me just kill her with kindness." Zayn says smiling.

"I will try." I sigh, then pecking Zayn's lips and getting off of him.

"Want me to go with you?"

I shake my head. "No I'm going to be fine. I need to talk with my mother alone, wish me luck." I smile, then left Zayn's room and out the door.

I walked into my house and walked up the stairs to my mothers room and I've haven't been so nervous since I told her, I was dating Zayn. I see her laying on the bed looking very sick.

"Mom?"

She slowly open her eyes. "Why are you in my house?" She croaked.

"I wanted to talk about last week." I say taking a seat on the edge of her bed.

"There's nothing to talk about. You picked Zayn over me, that's disrespectful towards me." She snaps.

"Yes I picked the love of my life over you cuz all you do is bicker and hate on Zayn. Ever since I meant him in pre school you disliked him. I love him and I'm going to be happy with a man, I want your support."

"You will never get my support. It's gross and disgusting."

"Then I don't know what else to say. You hate me for loving a guy and that's not fair, I'm honestly happy and your making it difficult, just accept me, please." I beg.

She was about to say something, but she ended up coughing.

"You alright mom?"

"Water please." She said in-between coughs. I rush downstairs to get her a cup of water and came back up to give it to her.

"How long have you've been sick?"

"For a while."

"So your never going to accept me and Zayn unless I dump him?"

"And find yourself a lovely girl to marry. I know Jasmine and you would be perfect for each other."

I sigh. "She's dating Harry and frankly I'm just tired of your crap. I will never date a girl and I will never be attracted to girls. Maybe if I get tattoo of a big dick on my forehead maybe you will understand. I'm tired of arguing with you mother. I just wanna come home and sit in the living with my boyfriend without you making such a big fuss about it!" I snap. I've had it with my mother, it's like she wants to keep fighting about who I love, it's not up to her.

"Don't you ever to speak to me like that!" She screamed at me. Then she clutch her chest trying to breath.

"Mom what's wrong!?" I say panicky.

"My chest hurts I- I can't breath." She says, then started to cough. I quickly took out my phone from my pocket and dialed 911.

"911 what's your emergency?"

"My m-mother is having chest p-pains and she can't stop c-coughing." I say trying to suffer.

"Ok, we trace your call and a ambulance is on its way."

"O-ok t-thank you." I say, then hanged up.

I rubbed my mothers back to try to comfort her, but she pushed me away.

"This is all your fault." She snaps

"W-what? Why?"

"All this stress your putting me thru is taking a toll on my body. You being friends with Zayn, now your dating Zayn and then lying to me is tomuch to handle!"

"I'm s-sorry mom. Just stay c-calm down and the ambulance should be here soon."

"I wish, I didn't have a son who's gay." She hells then fainted.

"Mom! No please wake up, I'm sorry I'm like this, b-but I can't help i-it. Don't leave me mom! Please open your eyes." I cried, but she never did.

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I'm in the waiting room, waiting for the doctor to tell me if my mother is going to be okay. I've waited two hour and still nothing. I text Zayn twenty minutes ago and he's on his way. I can't believe my mother wish she never had me. That made me feel like utter crap, it's not my fault that I like guys.

"Niall what happen?" Zayn asked hugging me.

"My was sick for some reason. I have no clue what's wrong with her, but she b-blames me for making her s-sick I didn't mean to make her h-hate m- me." I choked out. I felt Zayn me hug me tight.

"It's not your fault, she's probably been sick a while and your not to blame ok? Don't ever doubt yourself Niall." Zayn murmured in my ear.

"Thank you Zayn, I needed to hear that."

"Anytime blue, I want you to be proud of yourself and you being with me. Your mom just doesn't understand what's ours."

"Yeah." I sigh, burying my face in Zayn's neck.

"Anyone here for Maura Horan?"

"Yes doctor she's my mother." I say removing myself of Zayn's shoulder.

"She fairly weak right now, but with some rest she will be fine. She has extremely high blood pressure and sick, but we are maintaining the situation. Would you like to see her?" The doctor asked.

"Yes of course."

"Niall, I will wait for here." Zayn said, then taking a seat.

"Ok."

I followed the doctor to room 777 and saw my mother hooked up the a IV bag.

"You will have a few minutes to talk, then she will be needing to rest."

"Ok thank you doctor."

The doctor nodded and left the room.

"Niall."

"Yeah?"

"I'm sorry for everything I said, I don't blame you for my sickness and I don't hate you. I hated the world because your father left me all alone with you, but I'm happy that I manage and see you grow up. I can tell you really love Zayn and he loves you back. I can see the way he looks at you with admiration and happiness. I'm sorry for everything." She cries.

"It's okay mom, I'm sorry for the things I've said as well. I'm happy that your accepting me and Zayn being together."

"It's going to take some time, but I'm willingly to let you be happy with a man." She whispers, her eyes slowly closing.

"Mom? You okay?" I asked, then I heard the flatline and I press the nurse button.

"Something wrong! What's happening to her!?" I screamed.

The doctors and nurse came rushing in with a defibrillator machine and began shocking my mother's chest.

"I'm sorry, she's not coming back or shows any sign of a heart beat." The doctor mutter sadly.

"No! She can't be dead!" I yelled at him, I felt a pair of arms drag me away.

"Zayn get off me!"

"You need to calm down, I have to get you out of the room."

"Time of death?" The doctor asked.

"No! Mom! Please wake up!" Was the last thing I could remember, before I blacked out.

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