Niall POV

I was awaken to hear a knock on my bedroom door. I groan covered myself with my blanket over my head.

"Niall, I need to speak with you." My mother says, then opens the door.

I snap my eyes open, "No wait." I shouted, but she open the door and gave me a bizarre look.

I look around my bed and notice Zayn left like he promise. I was glad he left or my mother would have been screaming like banshee.

"Why did I have wait?" She questioned.

"Oh, nothing." I fake smile.

"Why is your bedroom window open? It was chilly last night. You could've gotten a cold." My mother scowls, walking to the window and shutting it close. I looked around the floow and the rope is gone. I'm gusssing Zayn hid it. I need to thank him for that as well.

"What did you wanted to talk about?" I questioned.

"Jasmine is picking you up today, she convince me to let you out today, but that doesn't mean your still grounded."

"Your still grounding me because I was hanging out with Zayn? Your unbelievable." I huff, slamming my head back on my pillow.

"Enough with the smart mouth Niall. Zayn been nothing but harmful to you. Remember when he thru eggs at you? You know he breaks the rules now. He's a rebellious teenager that does drugs and god knows what else." She spat. I roll my eyes.

"Thanks for the pep talk you alway give me about my boyfri- I mean my friend Zayn, and I need to get ready so bye bye now." I say fake smiling, gentling pushing her out of my room and closed the door.

****

I've showered and fully clothed waiting for Jasmine to pick me up. I'm thankful for her convincing mom to let me out the house. I already miss Zayn, he was so warm when I was sleeping on to top of him shirtless. Such a beautiful man I have as a boyfriend. My mom is totally wrong about Zayn. At first, Zayn did scared me with his tattoos and blue leather jacket, but he's a big softie that reminds me of the Zaynie I've known all along.

"Niall, Jasmine is here." My mom hollers from downstairs. I quickly get up from my bed and make my way downstairs.

"Now be careful you too, make you use protecti-" My mom starts, but I cut her off.

"Mom, stop embarrassing me." I groan, taking Jasmine's hand and quickly leaving out the front door.

"So, where are we going to?" I questioned.

"It's a surprise, we are going to have some much fun." Jasmine squeals.

"What is it!? I wanna fangirl too." I pout.

"Well fanboy in your case, but it's a top secret place. We are going to party our butt off."

"Is Zayn coming?" I questioned eagerly.

"No, he couldn't make it. He has to go to his dad job. To help him with stuff. I'm sorry." Jasmine says patting my back.

I frown a little. "It's ok, I can see him tomorrow or something. I got to spend some time with him last night." I praised.

"Oh really!? What were you guys doing?" Jasmine grins, wiggling her eyebrows.

"Oh stop that! We were just cuddling, it was really nice. I mean sleeping on top of Zayn being shirtless was like a dream come true." I say, feeling my cheeks heat up.

"Awwww, your really falling for Zayn, aren't you!" Jasmine squeaks, softly pinching my cheeks.

"Yeah, I honestly am. He's been nothing, but perfect and protective over me. People think he's all scary on the outside, but when you get to know Zayn, he's nothing but charming and thoughtful." I sigh happily.

"Yeah, so do you like Zayn with all those tattoos, or you rather have a tattoo free Zayn." Jasmine questioned, linking our arms together.

"Zayn told me, he got those tattoos to represent himself. I'm all for it, if Zayn wants tattoos, then I'm happy regardless. I alway feel, I have the old Zayn, he's still kind and nice to me. Zayn can do whatever he wants with tattoos. As long as he treats me right. I'm happy."

"That's cool, he seemed like himself at the cafeteria yesterday when he's around you. I can see the look he gives you. The lovely dovey look."

"He told me that he loves me, but I couldn't say it back. I was so nervous that he would leave me, I just told him I needed a bit more time. Do you think it's wrong of me to wait? I don't know hurt my Zaynie feelings."

"Of course not Niall, you will know when the times is right to say it. I bet Zayn didn't even get mad at you right?"

"No, he said, I can wait until I'm ready to say it." I sigh happily.

"That's great, you have nothing to worry about."

I notice we stopped walking and we are at the high school.

"Why are we at school? It's a Saturday."

"To get picked up and be driven to the secret location, silly." Jasmine laughs a little.

A car drove in front of us and I notice it was Liam who was driving.

"Liam?" I questioned.

"Hey Niall, get in."

I looked at Jasmine, I didn't know what the heck what was happening.

"Don't worry Niall, I'm going to be in the back seat." Jasmine reassures. I nodded and got into the car, and Liam began to drive.

"How you been?" Liam quietly question.

"I'm doing great, Zayn been really happy and amazing towards me.... I should've have said his name, I'm sorry, I know you have feelings for him." I ramble.

"It's cool Niall. I'm over Zayn already. I'm extremely sorry for breaking you two guys up, I felt so bad for hurting you and I'm happy Louis and Harry told the truth." Liam says, giving me a warm smile.

"Your already forgiven, so how are you doing?"

"I'm doing ok, I just have this really deep crush with someone and I hurt this person so much, I don't think he's going to forgive me." Liam says sadly.

"Who?"

"Louis."

"Oh, well I think he will come around, you just got to apologize in the upmost truthful way."

"Ok, that's for the advice, Niall."

"Your welcome."

I didn't even realize the car stopped.

"Boo." I heard someone says in my ear making me flinch and move closer to Liam.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." Louis says quietly.

"It's ok." I reassured.

"Hey Louis." Liam greeted.

"Hey Liam." Louis says shyly with a little blush on his cheeks.

Louis backed away from the car door, so I can get out of the car.

"Jamine, Liam, you guys aren't coming?" I questioned confused.

"No, I'm going home and Liam has boxing lessons. See ya Niall." Jasmine says waving and Liam waved as well. I wave as Liam drove away.

"Close your eyes and no peeking." Louis says taking my hand.

"Where are we going?"

"Just a little further."

"You know Liam likes your right?" I questioned.

"He does?" Louis questioned surprised.

"Yeah, he said, he was sorry for hurting you and he has a deep crush on you."

"Oh, but I'm not sure if I want to be with Liam, he was really mean to me. He would always run after Zayn and leave me behind, he never cared about me." Louis says sadly. I have my eyes close, so I try to find his shoulder and hugged him.

"It's okay Louis, Liam is really sad about hurting you, I could tell in his voice. Give him another chance." I reassured.

"I don't know, maybe. We have to see."

"Ok, can I open my eyes now?"

"Yes."

I open my eyes to see Zayn in front, I immediately thru myself on top of him and pecked the life out of his face.

"Zaynie!" I squeak.

"Hey baby. I've missed you, how was your sleep last night?" Zayn says caressing my cheek.

"Amazing, you were really warm and I wish you didn't have to leave, but lucky you did, cuz my mom came in my room." I smile.

"That's good that I left. I didn't want my blue angel getting in trouble cuz of me." Zayn grins. I nodded and looked around at my surroundings.

"The carnival again?" I questioned excited.

"Yes, baby blue. I know it might seem boring, since I took you when we were kids, but I just wanted to surprise you on our first date. If you don't want to be here, then he can leave, I don't wanna bore you with this place we went to already cuz you know your happiness means everything to me and I..." Zayn nervously babbled, but I kissed him to stop.

"Zayn, it's alright. I love the carnival, we hadn't been here in a really long and I'm happy we going here as our first date." I cheesy smile at Zayn and planted a kiss on his lips. I turn back to Louis.

"Your joining us Louis?" I questioned.

"No, I'm waiting for Harry. Thanks too Zayn for paying all of our tickets, can't thank you enough." Louis murmurs.

"I'm glad, I could help. So you and Harry huh." Zayn grins.

Louis cheeks heated up like a red ballon. "Erm, yeah, but it's nothing official. I just wanna hang out with him. Maybe it will lead up to something more."

"I wish you luck Louis."

"Thanks Niall."

"What us to wait for Harry until he shows up?" Zayn questioned.

"No it's okay, Harry going to here any minute, he had to use the bathroom, you two have fun." Louis reassured. I nodded and took Zayn's hand and we walked around the carnival.

"Do you wanna go on a ride?" Zayn questioned, putting his arm around my neck. I stared at the merry to round, but I think it would be silly to go on it."

"You would've laugh at me, if I say. I wanted to go on the merry go round?" I questioned nervously.

"Come on, let's go on it." Zayn grins at me.

My face lit up,"Really, your going to come with me!"

"Yeah let's go babe." He says taking my hand and we run into the line and we up the stairs to the second level of the marry go round, and I sat on a horse and Zayn sat behind me.

"If your not comfortable, I can get on a different horse." Zayn murmurs, kissing the back of my ear.

"No, we both fit, I like having you this close to me." I say, leaning back on Zayn's chest. Then he put his arms around my stomach.

The ride finally stopped and we got off.

"Is their something you want to try?" I asked, holding Zayn's hand.

"How about the Teacups."

"What kind of ride is that?"

"Your like inside this Teacup and it slowly starts to spin and there's a wheel in the middle and you can turn it to make it spin faster." Zayn explains, as we walk.

"Yeah let's go on it."

We got on line, then we walked over sat on a blue Teacup and we across each other. The ride started slow at first, but then Zayn started to spin the wheel in the middle making the teacup faster. I started to laugh for no reason, as we kept spinning.

Zayn extended both his hands and I took them as we laugh. You can hear other people laughing and screaming on other teacups. As soon the ride stops we wobble walk gotta of the ride and started to walk around the carnival.

"We only need one more person to start the water gun game and win a prize!" A announcer says thru his microphone. Zayn quickly walk towards the table with people and place his hand on the water gun. I followed him and place my hands on his shoulders.

"Ladies and gentleman all you have to do his shoot the water into the clowns mouth and whoever fills up their clown with the most water will hear a loud alarm on your station. Get ready, and go!" The announcer shriek, pressing the button to activate the water gun.

Zayn kept the water gun steady into the clowns mouth, as the tube of water started to raise to the top of the bell. All the contestants were focusing on their clown trying to hit the middle spot with their water guns.

The alarms goes off and everyone's hands are off the water gun pistol thing.

"Alright, station 7, your the winner!" The announcer scream. I look up to see Zayn's at station 7.

"Congrats Zayn, you've won." I say, pecking his cheek.

"Pick your prize."

Zayn looked up at all the giant stuffed animals, but pointed to the Irish Mascot from the Lucky Charm cereal.

"Excellent choice, it's our last one. Enjoy the rest of your day." The announcer says happily handing Zayn the giant stuffed leprechaun mascot, Lucky, to Zayn.

"Here Niall." Zayn says handing me his prize.

"Your giving it to me?"

"Yeah, I won it for you."

"Thank you, I love it so much."

Zayn laughs, "Your welcome and I love you."

I felt like a deer in lights when Zayn told me he love me again. I still can't form the words to say it. I'm just not ready.

"I like you too." I smile brightly. I saw his facial expression fell, but he gave me a warm smile back. I felt my heart dropped. I've hurt Zayn, by not saying it back.

"Niall what's wrong?" Zayn questioned concerned.

"I'm sorry." I choked out. I ran away from him until I saw a bench to sit and calm down, wiping away my tears. After five minutes of trying to keep myself calm. I was engulfed into a big hug.

"Baby blue, what's wrong? Why are crying?" Zayn questioned me, pecking my cheek.

"I'm sorry for not saying it back, I'm not ready and I saw your painful expression, I didn't mean to make you feel that way. I'm such a horrible boyfriend." I sniffled.

"Niall, your not a horrible boyfriend. I told you, I can wait for however long. I'm not going to force or rush you. I'm honestly fine with it. I was a tiny bit sad, but I will wait." Zayn reassured me, rubbing my back. Trying to sooth me.

I nodded and hugged Zayn back. I wanna say those words when I feel like it's the right time. I'm happy Zayn letting me take my time. I'm so lucky to have him in my life.

"Hey! Would quit making the innocent guy cry." A man says a few foot from us.

"It's none of your business, so I advise you to keep walking." Zayn says calming.

"Is this tatoo punk guy bothering you?" The man questioned me.

"No, he's not. He's comforting me. You can go back to whatever you was doing." I polity said.

"Then stop being such a cry baby, your a teenager for crying out loud. Man up." The guy spat at me.

"I... was feeling sad and." I try to explain, but he cut me off.

"Aww did this tattoo guy hurt your little feeling? Boo who, you guys look like, you can win the worst couple of the year award, you don't belong together!" He yells at me, making me whimper.

"You don't talk to my boyfriend like that, you prick. Now get away from us." Zayn warned, hugging me.

"Or what!" The guy taunted stepping closer. Zayn got up from the bench, eyeing the guy in the eye.

"Or I will punch you in the damn throat and you won't be able to breath or talk for the rest of your life and a machine will breath for you, and not your lungs, cuz I'm going to break them." Zayn spat with venom and hatred in his voice.

The guy looked scared and backed away and walked quickly away from us. Zayn sat back down, taking my hand.

"I know you don't like seeing me angry, I apologize for what you had to see, I hope this doesn't change what we have together." Zayn says softly, scared to look me in the eye. I got up and sat on his lap.

"Thank you for defending me, nothing has change between us. You had to be angry because he was saying awful stuff about us."

"Yeah, I couldn't let him say that to you or try to physical hurt you. I only lose my temper when people try to make you feel awful and that's when I snap." Zayn sigh.

"It's okay Zayn. I understand, I'm not mad or sad anymore. I had a wonderful time at the carnival." I smile, kissing Zayn. I felt his tongue slip into my mouth and I made a small moan noise in his mouth.

Zayn pushes body closer to his and he brushed against my crotch making me squeak and moan louder into Zayn's mouth as we kissed.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to touch you their." Zayn says quickly, panting from our kiss.

I feel flustered, "it's fine, I'm good." I try to play it off.

"If your uncomfortable...." Zayn says, but I cut it him off.

"Zayn I'm never uncomfortable around you. It was just a accidental touch at my crotch." I say feeling my cheeks burn.

"You like it, didn't you?" Zayn questioned, grinned.

"Zaynie, no don't." I whine, burying myself into his neck.

"Ok, I will stop teasing you. How about Ferris wheel as our last ride?"

"Yes, Ferris wheel sounds perfect." I whisper in Zayn's ear.

****

We got into our seats and the carnival worker locked the door and pressed the button to make the Ferris wheel rotate. I slouch onto Zayn's chest looking at the view.

"You think we will be together for a long time?" Zayn questioned.

"I hope so Zaynie, I don't see himself with anyone else, but you. I just will have to deal with the fact that I will bore you at some point." I muttered, holding the stuffed leprechaun between us.

"Niall, don't ever talk about yourself like that. You do not bore me, you make me strong and happy. We've known each other since we were little and I never gotten bored by you."

"You've surprise me with everything I can ask for, but what do you get in return?" I questioned, looking into Zayn's eyes.

"To see you smile, I'm trying to make up for all the things I've done to you in the past. All the years we've missed being together. It was all my fault, I do all these things. cuz I want and care for you Niall."

"People wouldn't understand what we have together. It's like people don't want us together, but I feel magical when I'm with you, Zayn."

"They can't take what's ours, is a symbol of our love, and nobody doesn't have to understand it, and they can't take it away from us."

"Exactly, They can't take what's ours, is our safe haven from anyone who denies us. My choice will always be with you, Zayn." I widely smile, planting a big kiss on his lips.

The Ferris wheel stopped and we exited out.

"I have one last surprise for you." Zayn smiles.

"Another surprise!? You don't have to."

"I want to, you deserve it." Zayn says grabbing my hand and we exited the carnival and take a cab.

****

We I got out of the cab, while Zayn payed and got out second. I notice we are at our high school.

"Why are we at school?" I questioned Zayn. Zayn comes up from behind me and covers my eyes.

"It's not the school we are going to, it's somewhere special." Zayn says in my ear.

I walked while Zayn guided me where to turn, since his hands are blocking my sight. We walked for a little while until Zayn told me to stop. He took away his hands away from eyes, so I can see what's in front of me.

I see the swings that we used to sit on when we were little kids and it's covered in string lights and a blanket with a panic basket next to the swings.

"Omg, Zayn! You did all this!" I gushed, hugging Zayn.

"Yeah, I wanted us to eat somewhere special and why not the swings from pre-school we used to go to. Where we first meant."

"Oh, but you forgot I helped too." Harry spoke out of the blue. I notice he was sitting on the floor next to a parked car. I didn't even realize he was their.

"What are you doing here Harry? I thought you were with Louis at the carnival?" I questioned.

"I was, we had a great time and I took him home and I had to keep an eye on this wonderful masterpiece Zayn did for you. There was a stupid chicken trying to mess everything up by picking at the string lights, so I was singing Drunk in love by Beyoncé and I could've sworn the chicken was twerking, so I kept singing, and you know what I did? I twerk with the chicken and I started to sing Partition. The chicken went nuts and started flying and dancing on top of my curly head." Harry babbled on.

"Harry enough with the story, I bet there was no chicken." Zayn huffed.

"I swear to you there was a chicken twerking with me, but anyways I gotta go get my name changed."

"Why are you changing your name?" I questioned curiously.

"I'm keeping my name, but it's going to be officially Harry Beyoncé Styles, now."

I started cracking up laughing, but Harry's facial expression was being very serious."

"Wait you being serious?" I questioned, resting my head on Zayn's shoulder.

"Of course I am. They better let me have my Queen middle name or I will raise hell on them." Harry says with pride.

"Alright, well you can go now. I want to continue the date I made for Niall." Zayn says politely.

"Ok I'm going. Watch out for the chicken poop, I'm guessing all that twerking the chicken did, made it poop like crazy. Alright I'm off see ya........ Reminder, never forget to listen to Partition during sexual activities." Harry says, then took off running.

"I only gave Harry this one errand to do, just to watch the light strings on the swings and panic basket, but no, he's been playing with this absurd chicken he's been talking about." Zayn huffs.

"Zaynie relax, at least there's isn't no bird poop around were we are going to eat." I try saying without laughing.

"Omg guys, I can't believe it." Harry says behind us panting.

"What! What's wrong?" Zayn questions concerned.

"Maybe that's the same chicken from the Netflix show: Orange Is The New Black!?" Harry questioned, squeaking.

"Harry, if you don't leave in the next five seconds." Zayn playfully growled.

"Alright, alright. I'm leaving." Harry says running off.

Zayn guided me to the floor near the swings and he sat down next to me. He opens the panic basket and takes out two soup containers.

"It's chicken soup, my dad made it. I'm not sure, if you want soup, but I made some sandwiches, if you preferred that."

"I would take the chicken soup."

Zayn gave me my container of soup, I take the spoon he's given and stirred the hot soup and blow on it to cool down a little. I took a sip of the soup.

"Zayn, this chicken soup is amazing."

"Thanks, my dad really knows how to cook."

We ate in silently, it's already dark outside, but the strings lights around the swings are pretty bright.

"How's was this first date?" Zayn questioned, putting his empty soup container away along with mine.

"Marvelous! I wasn't expecting this at all Zaynie. I thank you for doing this." I gush, pecking his lips.

"I'm glad you enjoyed yourself Niall. Took some planning to do all this, but I'm glad it worked out for the best."

"I will remember this day forever, Zaynie."

"I will remember this day as well, blue."

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