"Good morning beautiful," Tama says as he sits a plate of food down in front of me.

"You know you didn't actually have to bring me food right?"

He smiles, "I wanted to. It wouldn't be right if I just showed up expecting sex first thing in the morning,"

"I did promise you though,"

"Still, I'm not a heartless dick,"

I smile, "I know you're not. You guys have treated me with more respect than anyone else has,"

"You should always be treated respectfully. Even after the contract is up if some guy wants to be a dick toward you I'll beat his ass,"

"I'm hoping to renew my contract once it's up, I like being around you guys. As long as you still want me that is,"

"Baby girl after last night we all wanted you. I think you'll be around for a long time,"

I quickly eat breakfast. As soon as I put my plate in the trash can I am carried back to bed by Tama.

I sat on his lap as we made out. I could clearly feel his hardness under me.

He reaches between us and runs his fingers through my folds.

"Damn no panties? You were waiting for me weren't you?"

I nod, "Yes Tama,"

He smacks my ass making me moan out, "That's daddy to you," he says sternly

I grind my pussy against his thick fingers, but he pulls his hand away.

"Such a needy little slut for daddy aren't you?" He says

He pulls down his sweatpants exposing his hard cock. He rubs it against my clit a few times before slowly entering me.

"God damn you're tight,"

Tama was thicker than Roman. I felt a little bit of pain at first when he started to thrust.

"You okay Ash?" He asks

I nod, "it hurts a little but I'm okay,"

"Do you need to me stop?"

I shake my head, "No keep going,"

Once I got used to his size, he started to become rougher. His hands roamed my body squeezing both my breasts and ass. His thrusts were rough and fast, it almost felt like he was trying to break me in half.

"Fuck Tama," I moan as he slams into me again

He slaps my cheek, "what did I say to call me?"

I stayed quiet. The slap was a little too much for me. He wraps his hand around my throat and asks me again "what are you supposed to call me?"

"Too much Tama," I whisper but he doesn't hear me.

After a few more thrusts he pulls out of me and cums on my stomach.

"You good?" He asks, noticing that I wasn't saying anything

"That was a little too much, especially the slap and choking,"

"Why didn't you say anything?"

"I did but you didn't hear me,"

"Shit I'm sorry Ash, I didn't mean to hurt you,"

"I know you didn't mean to,"

"How can I make you feel better?"

"I don't know, I'm going to take a shower,"

As soon as I turn on the water I start to cry. I know he wasn't intentionally trying to hurt me, none of them would. It just brought back too many bad memories.

After my shower, I wrap myself in a towel and walk back out into the bedroom. Tama was nowhere to be found.

I get myself dressed and get ready to head to the arena silently hoping that nobody else would want sex tonight.

I walk down to the lobby to meet Jimmy, Jey and Solo. Thankfully I was traveling with them today so I didn't have to see Tama

"Hey Ash," Solo says

"Hey guys,"

"You good? You look like you've been crying," Jey asks

"Yeah I'm okay,"

The three of them look at each other but thankfully did not question it further. We walk out to the rental car, Solo takes my bag and puts it in the car while I get into the backseat. I see Tama and the others walking out of the hotel and toward our rental car. They smile at me as they walk past my window and I force a smile back, hoping nobody would notice.

The guys plan the stops for the day before Solo, Jimmy and Jey get into our car.

"You sure you're good? Roman and the others said you looked upset too," Solo asks

"I'm fine," I say quietly

"Alright well we're gonna stop for lunch around 1,  we should be to the next city by around 5," Jimmy says

I lay my head against the window and try to sleep but I couldn't. The first three and a half hours drug on. I couldn't wait to get out of the car and stretch my legs.

"Hey Ash we're stopping," Solo says, gently touching my shoulder.

I look up to see a few restaurants nearby. I knew most of them would choose to go to waffle house since it's their favorite.

"You coming with us or do you want something else?" Jey asks

"I'm going somewhere else, I'm not a big fan of waffle house,"

"You want some company?" Tama asks

"No thanks,"

I walk away from the group before anyone could ask me a question. I really wasn't hungry anyway.

"Hey Ash wait up," I hear Solo say. He runs to catch up to me.  "You know you can talk to us right? You didn't have to hide your feelings and emotions,"

I sigh, "I just don't want you guys to get upset, that's why I'm not talking about it,"

"Did something happen with Tama? You've been weird around him all day,"

"He just got too carried away and I'm still freaked out,"

Solo hugs me tightly, "I promise it's okay, he didn't mean any harm. Like you said you have to experiment to learn what you're comfortable with,"

"I had experience with it before but not in a good setting which is why I'm still freaked out,"

"That makes sense,"

"You should go back to the boys so you can eat lunch, you three were complaining about being hungry the entire car ride,"

"Make sure you eat too please?"

"I'll eat something small. I'm not that hungry,"

"As long as you eat something,"

He walks back to the boys and I spend my lunch time walking around, I knew I wasn't going to be able to force myself to eat. A few minutes before I was supposed to be back, I went into a gas station and used the bathroom. Once I was done, I bought a water and walked back to the car.

I get back in my seat and wait for the boys to come out.

"Hey Ash come here for a second," Roman says peaking his head into the car. I get out and walk with him over to the group.

"Tama told us what happened," Loa says

"No we're not upset with either of you, you just have to speak up alright?" Jey says

"Okay,"

"Did you eat lunch?" Solo asks

I shake my head, "I couldn't bring myself to eat,"

"If you get hungry let us know and we'll stop and get you something," Jimmy says

"I'm not trying to mess up the plan, I'll just wait until dinner,"

"Ash, promise me if you get hungry you'll eat," Roman says

"Alright I promise,"

"Good, let's get back on the road. We still have four hours left,"

Another four hours felt like an eternity, I finally started to get hungry when we were less than 20 minutes from the hotel. I knew I wasn't going to make them stop for me.

"Alright Ash you get to pick who you want to room with or if you want your own," Jey says when we pull into the hotel parking lot

"Solo can I room with you?"

He smiles and nods, "Don't worry I won't try anything, besides maybe cuddling with you,"

"I wouldn't mind that,"

"After dinner you two can do whatever you want, but I'm starving," Jimmy says

"I am too," I say

"You didn't say anything," Jey says

"I didn't start getting hungry until like 20 mins ago, I promise,"

"Better hope Roman doesn't find out you broke a promise,"

"Jey I didn't want to stop with 20 mins left, we'll be eating dinner soon, if it had been longer I would have said something,"

"I'm just teasing Ash. As soon as we drop the bags off we can go get dinner,"

"You can just stay in the car, I'll carry our bags up," Solo says

"If you want to that's fine,"

I waited in the car for them to come back silently hoping they would hurry because I was starving and ready to relax for the night.