When the babies were three months old, I started my new contract with them. At first it was slow, just a few blowjobs here and there, but I hadn't had sex with any of them yet.

"Hey Ash," Solo says as I entered our shared hotel room with the twins.

Over the past few months, Solo had been trying his hardest to right the wrongs that he had done.

He brought both me and Alani flowers for Valentine's Day, he was always coming over to help with the kids and would even do neglected the household chores like dishes or laundry when they piled up.

"How is my babies doing?" He asks. Lani and Kona looked up at him and smiled as he talked to them.

"They missed you,"

"I know I missed them too, and of course I missed you as well,"

"I missed you too, the past couple of nights were rough without you,"

"I'm sorry Ash. Do you want to take a nap? I can take the kids out with me and the guys,"

"I don't want to burden the rest of them, I'll be fine,"

"You're not going to burden them. They love the kids,"

"Where are you guys going?"

"We're going out for Japanese food,"

"As long as they're okay with it you can take them,"

After about 15 minutes, the three of them left and the room was silent. I laid down and closed my eyes in an attempt to take a much needed nap. Over the past two nights I had slept a combined four hours. Being a single mom was hard.

I finally dozed off, sleeping soundly until I hear the door open and the room becomes filled with four loud Samoans.

I sit up and rub my eyes before looking at the clock. I had been asleep for almost three hours.

"Good morning sleeping beauty, enjoy your nap?" Jey asks

"I needed that. Thank you for letting Solo bring the kids along,"

"We love our niece and nephew. I think Uncle Jimmy is the favorite,"

"Keep dreaming, I'm the favorite uncle," Jey says

"No offense you two but Roman is the favorite," I say

"I think Kona is hungry, he's chewing on his fist," Solo says

"That doesn't surprise me. All he wants to do is eat. He's just like his dad,"

At three months old he was already in the 95th percentile for weight and length. He was already almost 17 pounds.

I cover myself over with a blanket as I let him latch on.

"You don't have to cover up Ash," Roman says

"I guess I'm still just getting used to people seeing me feed them,"

"I know, but it's not like we haven't seen them before,"

"Not since I had the babies though,"

"True. But that doesn't make a difference. The only thing that changed is they're a little bigger," Solo says

"Until I stop breastfeeding, then they'll get smaller again,"

"You know you're beautiful to me no matter what,"

"Are you guys back together?" Jimmy asks

I shake my head, "No, we're just getting along for the sake of the kids,"

"Damn bro you royally fucked up," Jey says

"Don't you think I know that?" Solo says

"Why didn't you exclude him from the contract then?" Roman asks

"I just felt like I needed to be fair to all of you. I didn't want to exclude anyone without them asking for me to,"

"Isn't that going to be awkward though?"

"I doubt it, it's my job. It's basically just like being with one of you,"

"Speaking of that, when are you going to be ready?" Solo asks

"I wouldn't have renewed my contact if I wasn't ready for sex,"

"Good, taking you tonight," he says

"Fine, after the kids are in bed and after I eat something,"

"Don't worry, I got dinner being delivered for you,"

"You didn't have to do that,"

"I wanted to,"

I hadn't realized that the others had left the room, leaving just Solo and I alone.

"Why are you being so nice to me?"

"Because you had a rough few days,"

I raised my eyebrows at him. I knew he was lying.

"Alright fine, I still love you Ash and I'm trying hard to prove it to you. I know you don't feel the same way anymore, but I want to show you how much you mean to me,"

I reach out and gently grab his hand. I look into his beautiful brown eyes with tears coming down my face.

"I still love you too Solo, but I'm scared,"

"Scared of what baby?"

"You cheating again,"

"Never. Since that night I haven't drank any alcohol, I haven't been to a bar, hell I haven't even talked to another woman outside of my family or work,"

"Really?"

He nods, "I fucked up and lost the best thing that happened to me. I lost the love of my life and my best friend,"

Against my better judgement i place my lips again his. For the first time in months, everything felt semi normal.

"You didn't have to do that Ash, I still want to be respectful of you and earn your trust back,"

"Sorry,"

"Don't be, honestly it felt good to kiss you again,"

"Everything felt normal for a bit,"

"Yeah it did,"

Lani starts crying and Solo gently picks her up laying her in my other arm so I could feed her.

"Do you want to burp Kona when he's done?"

"Yeah I will. Let me go get your dinner, it's almost here," he says

Solo comes back a few minutes later with a McDonalds bag. He sits it down on the bed in front of me.

As soon as Kona was done eating I started eating my dinner. I was starving. I hadn't eaten since breakfast this morning.

"Is it good?" Solo asks as I stuff fries in my mouth. I nod making him laugh, "Good,"

"I haven't eaten since breakfast," I admit after swallowing

"Why not?"

"It was too hard traveling with both kids alone. I had to nurse them most of the plane ride so they didn't scream their heads off,"

"You'll never have to do it alone again,"

After Lani and I had finished eating, Solo puts them in the crib while I clean up.

As soon as we laid down together, his arm wrapped around my waist.

"Do you still want to have sex?" I ask

"Do you?" He asks

"I asked first,"

"Yes I do. But I don't want to force you into it..."

I put my lips on his to get him to shut up. It didn't take long for my shorts and tank top to be taken off.

Solo licks and sucks every inch of my boobs before kissing his way down to my pussy.

"Damn baby you're already so wet for me," he says as he teases me with his finger.

"Fuck Solo," I moan as he gently starts fingering me.

"Feel good baby?" He asks

"Fuck yes,"

He smirks before burying his face in between my thighs.

"Damn you taste good," he says

I buck my hips against his face. I knew it wouldn't take much more to make me cum.

"Shit keep going," I cry out

"Cum for me Ash. I want to feel you squeeze my fingers,"

Seconds later I came hard. "I'm cumming," I moan out. My eyes were glued shut as I rode out my orgasm.

Once my orgasm subsides, he takes his clothes off and climbs between my legs again. He teases my still sensitive clit before slowly pushing inside me.

"Fuck I've missed this," he says as he pushes all the way in. He gives me a minute to adjust before gently thrusting.

"You okay Ash?" He asks

"Yeah, it just hurts a little,"

"Do you want me to stop?"

I shake my head, "You can keep going,"

Solo was even more gentle with me than normal. He kept looking into my eyes as he gently thrusts.

"Shit Ash I'm not lasting long,"

"Cum for me Solo,"

"Fuck," he groans as he pulls out and cums all over my stomach.

He gets up and goes into the bathroom, returning with a wash cloth to clean me up.

"I didn't hurt you did I?" He asks

I shake my head, "The pain wasn't unbearable, I expected it to be worse,"

"You're bleeding a little bit," he says

"It's normal ba.. Solo,"

I carefully got up and got my pajamas out of my suitcase and went into the bathroom to get dressed. As soon as I was done, I went back out into the bedroom and laid down beside Solo.

"You look tired," he says

"I'm exhausted,"

"Get some sleep Ash, I'm right here,"

"Will you cuddle with me? I understand if you don't want to, I just sleep better in your arms," I ask

"Of course I'll cuddle with you baby. Anything to make you happy,"

As soon as he wrapped his arm around me, I felt my eyes getting heavy.

"Goodnight beautiful," he whispers

I fall asleep in his arms sleeping better than I had in months.