I felt like I was neglecting my job, it had been a few days since I had found out about being pregnant, and almost a week since the last time I had sex with any of them.

The past 24 hours I had barely left the bathroom floor.i spent all day yesterday throwing up. Unsure if it was morning sickness, or something else.

I heard a knock on the door to my hotel. I slowly got up and walked out of the bathroom. When I opened the door, Tama, Roman, Jimmy, Jey and Solo were standing outside in the hallway.

"We just wanted to check on you, we haven't heard from you since Tuesday," Jey says

"Sorry I haven't reached out. I've been really sick for the past 24 hours,"

"Morning sickness?" Tama asks

"I don't know if it's that or if I got something from being stuck in the airport on Monday,"

"Let us take care of you Ash," Solo pleads

"Alright, fine. One of you can stay with me,"

"I'll stay," Roman and Solo say at the same time.

"Fine you both can stay. I have two beds in my room,"

"You sure?" Roman asks

I nod, "I just want to go lay back down. I'm nauseous,"

Roman and Solo follow me into the room. I go back into the bathroom and lay on the floor.

"Ash why are you laying on the bathroom floor?" Solo asks

"Because I've done nothing but throw up the past 24 hours,"

He gently picks me up and carries me to the bed, laying me down next to Roman.

"It's okay baby girl, I'll take care of you," Roman says

He rubs my back and I start to doze off in his arms. I wake up hours later. Roman was nowhere to be found, but Solo was in the other bed, scrolling through his phone.

"Where's Roman?" I ask

"He went to get us dinner, how are you feeling?"

"Better, I'm not nauseous anymore,"

"You might have gotten a stomach bug or something then. Morning sickness is an all day thing,"

"That's what I've heard,"

Roman comes back into the room holding bags of food. He places them down on the desk before coming over and sitting next to me

"How are you feeling baby girl?"

"I definitely feel better. I'm not nauseous atleast right now,"

"That's good, do you feel up to eating?"

I nod, "I'm starving,"

He smiles and brings over the food he had gotten for me. I only eat about half before wrapping it up and putting it in the refrigerator.

"You sure. You're okay?" Solo asks

"Yeah, my stomach is starting to hurt so I stopped eating,"

"I'm sorry Ash, I wish I could do something to help you feel better,"

"After you're done eating can we cuddle?"

Solo nods, "Anything you want Ash,"

As soon as he finished eating, I laid my head on his chest almost immediately falling asleep again.

I woke up about an hour later, neither of them was anywhere to be found. I sat up, overwhelmed by the feeling of nausea that washed over me. I quickly get out of bed and rush to the bathroom, barely making it before getting sick again.

I laid down on the bathroom floor again, hoping that the nausea would go away.

"Ash?" I hear Roman call out

The bathroom door slowly opens, Roman comes in and sits down beside me.

"You got sick again?" He asks

I nod, "I'm really nauseous right now"

He rubs my back as I start getting sick again.  "I got you baby girl, everything is going to be okay,"

"Can you carry me back to bed?" I ask

"Of course Ash,"

He gently picks me up and carries me to the bed. I had assumed that Solo had gone back  to his room for the night since he was still gone

"Thank you Roman, you don't have to stay if you don't want to,"

"I want to stay, you're not feeling good and need me to snuggle with you,"

Roman had his hand protectively on my stomach, gently rubbing my non existent baby bump.

"Hey Roman?"

"Yeah Ash?"

"I hope that one of them is yours,"

Roman smiles, "why's that?"

"You're just so protective and loving. You'd make a great dad,"

"That's my because I am a dad,"

"Really?"

He nods, "I have a daughter with my ex girlfriend. She's almost five,"

"I didn't know that,"

"Don't worry, I haven't been with her mom in almost 3 years,"

"Does anyone else have kids?"

"No, well at least not confirmed yet,"

"True. I just hope it doesn't end up causing drama within your family,"

"Why would it?"

"I just don't want someone to be jealous because I'm not pregnant with their kid,"

"I mean it wasn't planned for you to get pregnant at all. We're just rolling with it until we find out who the dad is,"

"Do you not want another kid?"

"Of course I do. I just didn't expect it to potentially happen with the girl that's sleeping with the rest of my family,"

"What happened to your feelings for me?"

"Ash, I still have feelings for you,"

"It doesn't seem like it Roman,"

"It's just hard seeing you with my cousins and Tama,"

"You know what you signed up for,"

"I know,"

I was close to breaking down but didn't want Roman to see me cry.

"I think you need to go back to your room Roman,"

"What why?"

"Please, just go,"

"Ash? Talk to me baby girl,"

"If you don't leave I'm going to,"

Roman reluctantly leaves the room. As soon as the door shuts behind him, the tears I had been holding back began to spill.

Was everything a mistake?

Was it worth it to continue the pregnancy?

So many questions flooded my mind as I lay in bed alone.