I Don't Care|Haruhi x Reader|

I'm sorry if this isn't the best. Something happened a few days ago. There was a domestic violence situation and guns were pulled out and all that. It was scary I won't lie. I'm trying to write to get my mind off of things. Please understand. Enjoy.

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Why can't I stop thinking about him? Every time I see him my heart starts beating faster. There's something so calm and sweet about him and I love it. But I will never have a chance with him because it's quite obvious he has a relationship with Tamaki. You can tell by the way they look at each other. But even so, I'm still going to confess my feeling to him. Just to get it off of my chest. 

I left a note on his desk. I had asked him to meet me in the courtyard when school ends and said it was important. I don't know if he'll come or not. But hopefully, he will. 

As soon as school was over I rushed to the courtyard. I wanted to get there before he showed up so he didn't think it was some kind of prank. 

A few moments later, he came. Haruhi looked around for a bit and then noticed me. "Hey, Y/n what's so important?" He looked so cute just standing there but nevermind that. I have to focus on the task at hand. 

"I really like you Haruhi! I know you're probably gonna say know but will you be my boyfriend?" Haruhi's eyes widened as I confessed my feelings. 

"Wow, Y/n I wasn't expecting this." I lowered my head. I was about to get rejected but I was ready for this. "Okay, I understand-"

"No, I'm glad you said that. I feel the same way about you! But there is something you need to know..." Haruhi took a deep breath. "I'm actually a girl..."

"What do you mean by that?" I was so confused. Sure Haruhi had a feminine look but he isn't female, right?

"Exactly what it sounds like. I'm a girl." My eyes widened. He really wasn't joking. He is actually a she. I have so many questions for Haruhi and myself.  But the most important one of all is, do I still love her now that I know he's a girl. 

"Does this change the way that you feel about me? " Haruhi had a sad look on her face. I wanted to say that I still loved her but what would my family say. I don't think they would like that. I could ask Haruhi to wear his 'disguise' but our relationship wouldn't last if that happened.

"Let me think about it. I will get back to you in a week." After that, I began to walk away from Haruhi. I walked away quickly before Haruhi could stop me. 

It's been a week since my confession. Today was the day I was going to tell Haruhi my answer. During the week I had been avoiding Haruhi. I didn't even look in her general direction. 

It's been hard deciding what to do. I could date Haruhi and possibly never hear from my parents ever again. OR I could not date Haruhi and my heart will be shattered. I really do love her but I don't know what's going to happen. But my parents could kick me out and take away all my money. But I think I know what I'm gonna do. 

I went to the Host Club to look for Haruhi. I'm ready to tell Haruhi my answer. While walking there I could feel myself getting anxious and scared. What if Haruhi had already changed her mind?  

I started to breathe heavy and my hands were shaking. I leaned against the wall beside me and began to cry. I was having a panic attack. My palms were sweaty and I began to feel sick. I was crying a lot and was rocking back and forth. 

I feel strong arms wrap around me and I was being pulled into someone's chest. 

It took a while but I finally calmed down. My eyes were puffy and my face was wet from my tears. 

I looked up at the person with there arms around me and saw violet eyes looking down at me. 

"Tamaki, what are you doing?" I sniffled and started to wipe my face with my hand. "I was trying to calm you down. What's wrong?" He pulled me into another hug. I told him what happened a week ago and he was shocked none the less and seemed a bit disappointed.

"I came here to confess my feelings to Haruhi but I got scared and then you know the rest." I lowed my head in shame. It was stupid. I was having a panic attack in a hallway. 

"Well, here take this." He pulls out a rose and puts it in my hand.  "Give it to Haruhi and just say 'Will you be my girlfriend?' Okay?" He gave me a pat on the back and helped me stand up. 

"Now go. She's actually not here right now. Haruhi is in the garden right now." 

"Right!" I rushed to the garden to look for her. When I got there I saw Haruhi sitting on a bench reading a book. 

"Hey, Haruhi. I wanted to give you my answer." I sat down next to her and gave her the rose. " I want you to be my girlfriend...can I take you on a date? 

"You don't care about me being a girl? You're okay with this?" She asked with a bit of a worried look on her face. 

"I don't care, I love you." I got closer to her and kissed her. It was just a short sweet kiss and then pulled away. 

"I love you too, Y/n"

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This was crappy I know. I'm sorry. This was supposed to be out NINE days ago, I'm so very sorry. Instead of a male reader oneshot, I'm just going to do a part two of this. Would you like that? I'm sorry. My mental health is just...ew right now. 

I'm sorry.

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