y/n

I screamed, shooting up. My breathing was alarming. "Sasha... Sasha where are you!?" I shouted, scrambling back.

"(y/n)... (y/n)... It's okay... Calm down..." A strange, but familiar voice gently said.

My eyes shot in his direction as I tensed up. "Who are you..."

"I'm Laurance... Now calm down... I'm not going to hurt you..." He softly said as he walked over to me.

I shook my head for a minute before it instantly started hurting. I winced, closing my eyes which had black dots forming in my vision.

"(y/n)?" He softly said again as I felt a warm sensation touch my arm.

I bit my lip  as I didn't open my eyes or move. "Ow..." I whimpered, my head hurting so much.

"Here... Lay down... I'll help with the pain okay?" He said softly.

"How do I know you're not gonna hurt me..." I frowned as I looked at him.

He smiled. "If I wanted to hurt you, I wouldn't be nice right now." He said gently.

I bit my lip before nodding. He smiled as he held his hand on my back and helped me lean back, my body tensing up as pain shot through.

Tears fought to come out of my eyes.

He smiled before walking across the room and picking up a few potions.

I watched him quietly as I started crying from pain, my head throbbing and my back hurting like someone was repeatedly punching me.

He walked back over. "This will help... But you won't feel anything for... About ten minutes." He said.

"I don't want that then... No. Get that away from me..." I whimpered quietly as I weakly tried to swat at it.

He sighed. "Do you want to be in pain or not?" He asked, obviously trying to keep calm and patient.

"No..." I softly said. "But I don't want to be numb..."

He smiled. "Why?"

I had to tell him... Didn't I...

"I don't want you to do something to me... Or something I can't do anything about..." I whispered lightly as he smiled.

"I promise I won't  anything, (y/n)." He said. "And I'll stay beside you just in case.

I was quiet for a moment before nodding. "Okay..."

He smiled before he gently lifted my head to drink it.

The white liquid ice-cold ran down my throat, making me shiver.

After about a minute, my fingers and my body started gonna be pins and needles before I couldn't feel anything.

"This... Is weird..." I softly said.

He chuckled lightly. "Yeah?" He softly said.

I nodded before looking up at him.  "Why though?" I asked.

He gave me a puzzled look, which made me almost giggle.

"Why are you helping me.."

He looked at me. "Well... I'm paying you back for helping me out."

"What? What do you mean?" I asked.

"For saving my life in the Nether... Both mine and Aphmau's..." He said.

I looked at him. "By what... Almost dying myself?" I said, frowning.

He chuckled. "It was brave. I'll say that."

"No... It was selfish... Because maybe I could have died and saved you guys from having me around..." I said as I frowned again.

He bit his lip. "Oh..."

I was quiet. "I want Sasha..."

He nodded softly. "Alright..."

He left the room quietly.

I was alone. I hated being alone...
Especially when you hear voices.

Voices that are from your past... Voices you wish you wouldn't hear... Voices that made a shiver go down your spine with every consonant, vowel, and sylabol.

"(y/n)~" I voice sang out in a long moment, taking moments away I would never get back. It was a whispy sound, between a man's voice and a woman's...

"Who's there..." I said, my voice wavering even though I didn't want it to.

"Don't you recognize me?" The voice giggled as it echoed in the room.

Suddenly, a shadow creeped  up the wall.

I squeaked as I closed my eyes tightly, my body still numb. It was more than ten minutes.... Where's that guy!?!?

"Leave me alone..." I whimpered.

The voice laughed cold-heartedly. "Oh (y/n), (y/n), (y/n)... I thought you were brave~" She sang out again as the bed sheets slid off the bed.

Suddenly... The voice rang out in my memory bank.

"Lily... Go away.." I cried.

As I opened my eyes, I saw the Large Shadow on the wall turn into the normal sized woman.

She giggled mercilessly. "Aw... The wittle girl who humiliated me scared?" She said in a baby voice, her mint green eyes sparkled crazily.

I whimpered and started to scream as she covered my mouth.

"Ah, ah, ah~" She giggled. "Not this time."

My eyes teared up as I looked at her.

She chuckled before picking up something from her bag.

A potion.

The red bubbles liquid reminded me of the potions Sasha's father had...

She smirked before looking at me. "You recognize this sweetheart? Or are you dumb." She whispered.

I was quiet as my breathing was heavy.

My gut ached from knowing this was horrible. I want that man back... I want Sasha... I want Garroth...

The only people that have spent time to talk to me... Not hurting me...

"It's called 'The Form'." She said. "Do you know why it's called that?"

I couldn't talk because of her hand. "It's because, Dummy." She snarled quietly. "It makes you uncontrollable. It's always something that all Shadow Knights are given when they escape. True Knights that are supposed to be there."

I was quiet as she gripped my mouth tightly, making me unable to scream, but so the option would be able to be used on me...

She chuckled. "Any time you get angry... You'll turn." Her voice went low. "And no one will be able. to. Stop you."

My eyes widened as I wanted to squirm around.

She chuckled before putting the option glass to my mouth, the warm liquid burning down my throat.

I couldn't do a my thing but let her.

Why did I want him to get Sasha before I could move...

Why did I do this to myself...

Why...

Lily laughed. She pulled the option away from my mouth. "Now, if you'll excuse me~ I have to go find my long lost husband. If he already has moved on...." She picked up her knife and faked sliding it across her throat.

No... She can't... No!

"NO!" I shrieked louder than ever.

She growled as a pair of footsteps ran in.

She disappeared suddenly, all of hert hings there.

I started crying as the one girl I recognized that I wanted to see ran over.

"(y/n)!" She said. "Oh my gosh what's wrong..."

"Lily... She... She..." I started crying as Sasha held me.

The numbness finally subceeded, making me frown in my mind. I couldn't feel any pain, but... I'm scared.

Sasha looked at the guy. She gulped before looking at me. "What did Lily do..."

"Lily... She's..." I stopped before remembering the last thing she said. "She's going to kill whoever her husband is with..."

Sasha's eyes widened as she looked at the guy. "Laurance... Does anyone here know who Lily is..."

The guy apparently named Laurance stopped. "Yeah. There is... And he's with another girl now..."

My eyes widened. Oh no...

"And that girl is pregnant..." Laurance said as his eyes widened and looked at us.

To be continued.