"Good morning Mr. Davis" Emmi, My assistant told me.

"Mornin' Emmi" I had briefcase in one hand and Starbucks in the other. I worked at Adams and Smiths law firm. I was one of their best lawyers or so they kept telling me. I walked into my office and not a minute later, Clent Adams called my office phone.

"Calvin, be in my office in five" Then he was gone. I sighed. Today I wish I was at home with my wife, Leila(layla). We had gotten married two years ago. As soon as I had graduated law school at 26. Leila was 26 now and a registered nurse at the local hospital. I took a sip of my coffee and made my way to Adams office.

"Cal, come in and take a seat" I did as I was instructed.

"I need you to head to California for a week or so and handle a case with our firm over there"

"Why cant they handle it over there?"

"Stupid I guess. Its been a few months with this case and nothings happened yet. So before Drew has a fit, I figured I'd send you down there to take care of it.

"Yeah, I don't see a problem. When do I leave?"

"Todays Tuesday, so probably Friday. Ill give you the files and you can take off till then and research then"

"Thanks Clent" I headed back to my office and looked over the files Adams gave me. Amanda Leewood was taking her daughter, Heather Moore, to court. Amanda was claiming Heather knew her husband physically and sexually abused her eldest son, Kane Moore. When he was 16 he apparently had enough and dropped out of school. He disappeared. Smart kid. Stupid mom. She stayed with her husband, Tyler Moore. They had another boy who was 5 years younger than his brother. He was now 14 which meant his brother was around 19. The younger boys name was Dalton.

Tyler disappeared a few years ago. Amanda claimed that after he left, Heather continued abusing Dalton. She didn't know about sexually but she saw bruises on the boy all the time. The FBI was still searching for Tyler. He had a very bad criminal history, that Clent didn't give me.

This case wasn't like my usual cases. I had done a shooting before. I guess Clent and Drew trusted me enough. I packed my files up and headed home. When I walked in the door, It was silent. Leila was always at work. I didn't complain because most of the time so was I. It was hard to see each other. I decided to call her and see if she was free.

"Hello?"

"Hey babe"

"Hey! Whatre you up to?"

"Im home. Wanted to see if you were free for dinner"

"I might be. Whyre you home hun?"

"I'm being sent to California for a case at their law firm there for a about a week. Give or take. Adams gave me till Friday off to do research. I can see why now. This case is crazy"

"Im so proud of you! Look Ill see if I can get off early tonight so I can see you some before you leave"

"Thanks and okay just let me know. Love you"

"Love you too"

Leila and I had met at college. I was working on my undergrad before I went to law school. We were both nerds. The ones who would study more. That's not what I had planned for myself at all when I was a teen. I wanted to be a rock star. Which was something no one knew but my parents. My dad found out and lets say that night wasn't pleasant.

(Flashback)

With my not swollen eye, I looked my dad in the eyes. I was 14 at the time. "No son of mine will be a faggot rock singer. You hear that boy. You have good enough grades. With my money you're getting into a law school. No discussion about"

I nodded and he let me go. I grabbed my Ipod and ran outside. Billie Joe Armstrong's voice blaring into my ear and I instantly felt better. I ran to my best friend Axel's house. My dad hated him too but now there was no way we could hang out again. We were both always dressed in the rocker or as some people called emo style. Our hair was the same style. The only difference was Axel had two tats and a lip ring and 15 years old.

I climbed through his window and saw he was watching T.V.

"Cal? What the hell happened to your face?" He said angrily, jumping up and looking at my face.

"My dad. He found out I wanted to be a singer and this happened."

"Not just a singer babe a rock singer. That's what he hates. We both know it"

"I know"

"Whatd he say?"

We both sat on his bed.

"I have to be a lawyer"

"Hes gonna make you change your looks too Cal"

"What am I supposed to do Axel!"

"Don't let him change who you're are Cal. No matter what. If you cant dress how you want too or listen to what you want to or hang out with who you want to. One day you'll be 18 and as long as your still this Cal, You'll fight for what you want."

"Youre right"

"Always am and we will be finding a way to see each other" I chuckled.

"Come on, Ill walk you home"

We were getting ready to climb up my window when my dad came storming out of the house.

"Tom! Where are you going?" My mother Ava called after him.

"To find your son" Axel pushed me up against the house, his body against mine, trying to hide us in the shadows of the house so dad couldn't see us. I looked at him and saw he was staring at my dads car as it drove away. I was looking at his lips.

"Hes a giant douche Cal" He said turning back towards me. I blushed, hoping he didnt see that.

"Ill see ya round Cal"

"See ya Axel" He let go of me and began running home. "Be careful, my dads on the road!" I yelled after him. I heard him laugh before he disappeared out of my sight.

(End of flashback)

That was the first time I had felt like towards him or any boy but it wasn't the last. My phone rang before I could get dragged back into more memories.

"Hello?"

"Its meee!"

"Did you put extra sugar in your cereal this morning?"

She giggled, "Mayyybbeee, anyways I got off so you better be cooking"

"So im the house wife now?"

"You were the whole time hun" I chuckled.

"Im on it babe"

"Good" She said before hanging up. I loved her and her childlike craziness.

By the time Leila got home, I had Lasagna ready.

"Smells fantastic"

"You're lucky my mom taught me how to cook"

"Im lucky I have you" I smiled and kissed her.

"So how was you're day?"

"Not much happened today actually. So are you excited about Cal-a-forn-i-a?"

"We arnt the beach boys honey"

"A girl can dream"

"Of course I'm excited" I really was, since I was 14 its been my dream to go there. Its where rock stars dreams come true.

"Well send me pictures so I can see the beaches. Stupid New York."

"The bitches? How rude of you and you love New york"

"No, the beach. With sand and water and sun you idiot" She said laughing.

"Ill send you pictures when I can. It is still business"

"I know and so is this" She said before taking her shirt off and walking away. I rolled my eyes. I still had to clean up. Thirty minutes later, I walked in the bedroom and saw she was passed out in a sexy nightgown. I chuckled. I threw my clothes off and took a shower.

(Flashback)

"So you're sure your dads in Chicago?" Axel asked me. We were in his car parked in a field and smoking weed.

"Swear it dude. Can we just chill?"

"Of course"

"Can I change out of these disgustingly uncomfortable clothes?" It was stupid Khaki's and a polo with dress shoes. We had all my old clothes in his trunk. Id change at school and places.

"Please do" I jumped out of his car and picked out a pair of black jeans and a green day tee and my chucks. I pulled my shirt off and looked up and saw Axel smirking at me, leaning against the car.

"Ya gonna take all night?" I kicked my shoes off.

"No, Impatient much"

"Actually no, Ive waited five years Cal"

"Five years? What the hell are you talking about?" I took of my pants and kicked them to the side.

"You Cal."

"We've been friends for five years dork"

"I know"

"Then what the hell are you goin on about?"He motioned for me to come over to him and I rolled my eyes but did.

He pulled me closer until our noses were touching.

"Cal, I'm ...I like boys. You actually. I just I never wanted to lose my best friend but I think you're dads gonna make sure that happens so I thought, what the hell"

What was I supposed to say to that. Its been three months since I first wanted to kiss him and the thoughts have gotten much more intense than that. I just tried to ignore them. I knew my dad would kill me and my family would hate me. And oh yeah, I never knew he could like me back like that! I thought I was going crazy!

"Hey Cal, Ya know that thing you do when you're really frustrated? Talking aloud? Yeah, you just did that" I saw his smirk by the moonlight.

"Oh, Damn. I gotta work on that"

"Do you wanna kiss me now?"

"Yeah" I whispered. He closed the distance and pressed our lips together. Ive kissed a few girls and nothing compared to this. Axels hands found their way to my waist and mine went to his hair. I did something I wanted to try for awhile and sucked on his lip ring. He moaned. I needed to hear more of that. I pulled apart.

"Youre clothes arnt off. Thats not fair" I said innocently but smirking. He opened his backseat car door. He pushed me down onto the seat and then was crawling on top of me.

His lips kissed my neck and I thrust up when he found my sweet spot, causing us both to moan. I did it again just to feel the pleasure again. Axel surprised my by continuing to grind against me. My breathing became heavy.

"Axel"

"Mhmm."

"I need more" His eyes flashed opened and he grinned.

"I haven't done this either Cal"

"I don't care. We can learn together. You seem to have a little clue as to what you're doing" He only had his underwear on too and I slid them off. Not even nervous anymore. He took mine off.

"So instead of explaining this to you, Ill show you" He grabbed my hand.

"Now we all now we've done something in the bathroom before so just do that on me"

I nodded and did what he said. He moaned and gripped my thigh. I pulled him onto my lap and continued what I was doing.

"Stop Cal"

"Why? Did I do something wrong?"

"Hell no. I just don't want to come yet"

He pushed me back down on my back and I didn't know what he was doing until I felt something warm and wet around my member.

"Wha-" I tried to protest out of shock but moaned, very loudly instead. He sucked and I involuntary tried to thrust in his mouth.

"Axel!" I moaned as I finished.

"I'm guessing that felt good" He said appearing in my vision again.

"Hell.yes" I said still out of breath. I pulled him down and kissed him deeply. I knew I was tasting myself in his mouth as my tongue slipped inside.

"You're turn" I muttered huskily in his ear.

(end of flashback)

That wasn't the last time we did that either.

I looked down and moaned. Of course Axel still did that to me. He was my first love. I swore I was gonna be with that boy forever once we fell in love. Dad had other plans.

I took care of my problem and headed to bed. I wrapped my arm around Leila. I loved Leila so much. Shes my everything. Id be so lost without her. I just couldn't help but think what would happen if my life had gone the way I wanted it to.

(Jaidens Pov)

"GOODNIGHT CALIFORNIA!" I screamed into the microphone and jogged of stage.

"Good show Jai" My manager Oliver told me.

"Thanks Oli" I headed to my dressing room.

"Hey Jai"

"Hey Dal. Howd you like the show?" I asked my adorable kid brother. Though he was 14 now.

"I fucking loved it"

"Of course how could you not like your rock star brothers band?" I grinned and hugged him. I was hoping this took some stress off him. Hes been through so much. I escaped at 16. I shouldve stayed and protected him.

"Come on, lets go grab a pizza and head to grandmas house"

"Its like 11:30 at night"

"Pizzas always available for a rock star"

"Your so cocky"

"I'm awesome and you are too. We can be cocky" He chuckled. I hope the bitch rots in jail so he can always be carefree. So he can live his life and chase his dreams. Like I chased mine. He deserves it.

Sooo whatcha think? I honestly love this story already! Welp I feel like a slave but im gonna go write Siym now so i dont get beat. Ps I pick characters and make a cover tom or sunday so sorry itll be ugly for awhileXD I also need a band name!!!