Song: DIV - Justice. (Japanese)
Unedited. :(

Eren's POV (oOOO)

Levi was currently laid out on the couch while drinking a glass of water, and having the ceiling fan on high. His bangs were moving across his forehead as the wind blew them around, slowly removing the sweat from his brow.

I sat in the recliner next to the couch, keeping a sharp eye on him. The little act that occurred not even twenty minutes ago did scare me, and I was worried what was going on. His face was flushed with sweat and his breathing was quick.

"Are you sure you don't need a doctor?" I mumbled, fumbling around with my fingers against my knee. "You don't look good at all."

"I'm okay, Eren. I just need to breath for a minute."

I clenched my teeth and sighed through my nose. He was being so difficult and saying the same thing over again. I haven't asked what happened, knowing I couldn't get a real answer out of him. Knowing him, it's part of one of many of his secrets. I know he's been hiding many things from me, it was no surprise anymore.

"Are you just going to sit there and stare at me?" Levi grumbled, not even having to look towards me to know that I was staring at him.

"I don't know what else to do, Levi! You won't tell me what's going on with you, so I have no idea what to do to help you! You scared the shut out of me earlier, I thought you were dying, you idiot! You can't just keep me here in the dark anymore." I quickly said, standing up from my seat and sat on the coffee table in front of him. "Tell me why you were wearing that bandage."

I could see his jaw tighten, and he looked down at his hands that were resting on his chest, but it was like he was hiding something, and his hands were covering up whatever it was. He started shaking his head. "It's nothing, really. Just a sore that stayed with me when I died before." He whispered. "I just keep the bandage on it to help. That's why I've been asking for pain medication and whatnot. That's all."

Lies. He was lying. Sure, it could make sense to some people, but I knew it was a lie. Because our scars didn't remain on our bodies from before. None of mine were on my body, so why the hell would they be on his? I would have called him out, and pointed out that he just lied to my face. But if he was lying now, he would lie again. He knew that I saw through his lies, and he would refuse to tell me the truth.

I nodded, biting my lip. "Okay. Can I ask something else?"

"If you must."

"How did we die?" I asked as soon as the words fell from his mouth. This question had been hanging off the tip of my tongue as soon as I found out I didn't die the way I thought I did. "I thought I was just eaten, and you didn't get there fast enough? But Hanji made it sound like it was another way..."

"Because it was another way." Levi muttered, letting his head flop over on his shoulder to look at me. "I killed you."

My eyes widened in surprise, and then my eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "What? No, Levi! Now is not the time to joke around, ass!"

"I'm not joking. I heard people talking about going to kill you, to slaughter you off like damn livestock. They were going to do it in front of a crowd, in front of your friends so they could watch. I may be a fucking asshole, but I have more heart than those dickwads. So, I took you myself, I led you into the woods and I killed you myself. That's what happened, Eren." He said it all in the quietest of a whisper that I had to lean forward to hear properly. I could tell it was a touchy subject for him, yet he act like it was nothing.

I wasn't sure how to act. How the fuck was I to act after I just found out my corporal killed me? Smile and hug him, or scream and hit him? So instead of the two options, I didn't neither. I sat and stared at him, mouth parted and eyes wide. And I replied with a lame, "Oh."

He sighed loudly, closing his eyes as he gripped his hair with one of his hands. "I killed myself afterwards."

I gasped, sitting back a bit. "Levi... Why would you even -" I stopped, not knowing how to form words any longer.

"I couldn't bare with the thought of living after I just killed an innocent boy. I had done so much more shit than they think you did. I was the one who deserved to have them come after me, to kill me in front of a crowd. I didn't have any friends they could kill me in front of. It wouldn't have mattered. So I did it myself."

I could feel my eyes begin to sting and I had to rub at them a bit, but that didn't help. It only made the tears slip pass my hands. I shook my head rapidly. "Levi, you shouldn't have done that."

"I had to, Eren. I would have killed myself anyway. So why not do it beside you?" He mumbled, sadly chuckling under his breath.

I put my hands down and didn't say another word. But I stood from the table and leaned down to him on the couch, wrapping my arms around his shoulder and held him tightly. I felt his arms slowly make their way around my waist and pulled me just as close towards him. He buried his face into the crook of my neck and nuzzled his way into it.

"You always do so much for me, yet I haven't done anything for you. You don't need to do all of this for me." I whispered into his soft hair.

"You don't need to do anything for me, Eren." He replied, sniffing. "Just be you."

"I will."

"Hey," he whispered, pulling back only a little before moving his face closer to mine. His nose was barely touching mine and he stared into my eyes with his red, puffy ones. I could feel my heart pace quicken as he moved closer, and his lips touched mine ever so softly. I slowly closed my eyes and my hand gently made it way to his jaw, and moving myself closer to him and pressed my lips harder against his.

His hand was gently caressing the side of waist as the other one was finding its way into my messy, brown locks. His lips were extremely soft and fit against mine ever so perfectly. It was no deep, heavy make out kiss at all. It was the most gentle kiss I could have imagined, but it was full of so much emotion. It was just the way they slowly moved against mine, as his head shifted over to the other side. The way he gently touched my cheek as he slowly pulled back and had his eyes remained closed while he took in a deep breath, but at the same time wearing a content smile at the edge of his lips.

I looked at him in awe as he slowly fluttered his eyes open to reveal his silver orbs, looking at me with so much emotion. I felt my lips form into a small grin towards him, feeling my face flush as well.

"That's all you needed to do for me." He whispered, his fingers removing themselves from my hair.

I looked away from him, not knowing how to respond. How was I supposed to respond? My corporal just kissed me out of the blue. That doesn't happen everyday.

Levi started to chuckle, "You look speechless."

"I am." I muttered. "Where did that even come from?"

He shrugged. "I don't know."

"Can you do it again?" I whispered, blushing.

Just as he opened his mouth to say something, I skipped his response, and planted my lips on top of his and deepened the kiss. I gripped at his shirt but he quickly removed my hand, but I ignored his quick actions. I instead put my hand into his hair and tugged at his to bring him closer to me. He finally started to kiss back, but still hesitant to take control.

I nibbled at his bottom lip as I made my way onto the couch with him. I straddled him, with my legs on each side of his. My hands pulled at his hair once again, trying to get his attention since he felt like he wasn't even there. My finger tickled his side, and rubbed his hip as I tugged at his lip again.

He finally responded, and out a low groan from his throat as my fingers rubbed his hip. His hands went to my shirt and gripped it into his fists. He inhaled through his nose, and pushed me off of him and onto my back on the couch. Our lips parted for only a second, as he climbed on top of me, putting himself in between my knees, and leaned forward to catch my lips again. I could feel myself growing hard against him as he leaned against my groin.

I moaned, as I slowly started to grind myself on his belt buckle, trying to get some kind of friction. But I realized something; as turned on as Levi seemed, he wasn't hard. Not in the least bit. I didn't feel anything.

I pulled back for a moment and looked at him. He looked wrecked, his bangs sticking to his forehead, lips parted and his face was flushed. He furrowed his eyebrows, catching my confused expression. "Why did you stop?"

"You're not hard." The words slipped out my mouth without even meaning to. "Uh, I mean. You look like you're about ready to bust a nut or something, but-" fuck, fuck, fuck, stop talking Eren. You're ruining everything.

His face turned into realization, and his eyes widened as looked down at his pants. "Oh." Was all said before he quickly got off of me, and started to walk away.

"Wait, Levi! Where the hell are you going?" I quickly asked, sitting up on the couch.

"Uh. I gotta pee." He muttered, walking out of the living room and towards the living room.

What the fuck was that all about?

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Levi's POV

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck, Fuck!

Why the hell did I kiss that damn kid? That was the last thing I wanted to do.

Okay, that's a lie. I did want to kiss him at the moment. But I didn't want to enjoy it so much, and to get so far into the kiss to end up getting him a boner. I didn't realize how far we went until he pulled away and asked that stupid, stupid question. How idiotic of me, I should have known that would have given it all away.

It's like I almost forgot that I had a vagina, and that I can't get a boner with one.

Idiot. Idiot. Idiot.

I slammed the bathroom door shut, and slid down the wall and sat on my ass. My knees were pressed up against my chest, my hands resting on my thighs. I glared at my palms as if they were at fault.

I fucked up big time, and I didn't know how to fix it. I should have never kissed Eren, and even thought about kissing him. It all brought back way too many bad memories, back in the walls - With Erwin.

I groaned loudly, hitting my head on the wall behind me. It hurt, but I didn't react towards the pain. The pain got my mind off the horrid picture in my mind, and I did it again. And again. Again until I felt tears in my eyes start to form and fall down my cheeks.

I heard a light knock on the door before I heard a soothing voice, "Levi? Are you okay?"

Sniffing, I used my sleeves to wipe away the tears as if Eren could see me through the door. "Yeah, I'm fine." Unfortunately, my voice cracked through each syllable and it was obvious that I had been crying.

I saw the door knob turn and the door opened. Eren's head poked around the door. I guess I should have locked the door. "You don't look okay."

I sighed, and then kicked the cabinet with my foot that was in the front of me.

"Hey, hey, hey." Eren quickly said, closing the door as he stepped in the room. He squatted down on his knees to my level, and looked at me with worried eyes. "What's going on?"

"Eren, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that back there. It was an honest mistake, and I won't let that happen again." I apologized, looking up at him. "I didn't mean for that to happen."

Sadness glazed his eyes for a split second before looking understandable. But it looked fake, like a mask. "It's okay. I understand that."

I nodded, "thanks. Can we just pretend it didn't happen?" I half chuckled, wanting to keep the mood light. "It would help me."

He nodded once, his eyes averting away from mine. "Yeah. We can do that."

"Thanks, kid."

"Yep. Now, let's get you up." He stood on his feet, offering a hand towards me. Sighing, I grabbed his hand and he pulled me up quickly. I looked in the mirror, and I grimaced. I looked like a mess. My eyes were blood shot, and my cheeks had dried tears on them.

"Gross."

Eren chuckled, grabbing a wash cloth and wetting it with lukewarm water. "Here."

I grunted, sitting on the bathroom counter. "My head hurts."

He rolled his eyes, stepped closer to me with the cloth. He gently rubbed at my cheek. "I'm assuming it hurts from the noise I was hearing?"

I shrugged, "it felt good."

"Weirdo."

I pouted, as he finished wiping at my cheeks gently. "Thanks."

"For calling you a weirdo?"

"No. For taking care me and shit, I guess."

"Oh, you're welcome." He chuckled, wringing out the cloth, folding it on the side of the sink. "Let me see your head." Sighing, I turned my head to let him see the back of it. "Idiot."

"What?" I asked, looking back at him. "Is there blood?!" My hand quickly found it way to my head, but I didn't feel anything.

"No, I'm just calling you an idiot. Your head looks fine. But come and take some medicine for the pain."

"Asshole." I muttered, as he helped me off the counter.

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I hate this chapter so, so much. I hate it I HATe iT.

Sorry for the abrupt ending, but I couldn't think of anything else to put in the chapter. ALSO, sorry for the late update. I've been extremely busy with school, stressed with my now ex gf. Shit like that :))))

I try to have the next chapter up early to make up for this one though.
BUT GUYS, PLS TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT TO HAPPEN. I LIKE IDEAS.

Ily.
~Anna