"Have I mentioned how much I love having Mr. Doctor live with us?" Avery said as she took a bite of the breakfast Taylor made us. When I first agreed to let him have this job, he said he would live in the hotel down the street, but I encouraged him to take the spare bed room. Since Mady was sleeping with me and Avery was in the upstairs bed room.

For the past week he has had breakfast ready for all four of us.

"Have I mentioned that you have a boyfriend?" I laughed and wiped the extra syrup off my mouth. She scoffed and rolled her eyes.

"Have you noticed he is in another country?" I  was about to say something but was interrupted by a hard kick to my bladder. I excused my self from the table and went in to the bathroom that wasn't occupied and did my business before returning to the kitchen to find some lemonade. That has been my number one drink for the past few days.

I opened the fridge and looked on all the shelves. But the yellow drink wasn't seen.

"Taylor, where is the lemonade?" I shouted. I hear the bathroom door open so I peeked down the hallway to see him standing there in his boxers with a razor against his face.

"Look behind the milk." He answered before turning and walking closer to the sink, I'm guessing.

I looked where he advised and sure enough it was there.

"Why does he have to be gay?" I heard Mady moan. I looked over and she had her face in her hands.

"Did you forget you have a boyfriend too?" I joked.

"How can you not stare at him for hours and, or, get turned on by that." She whispered to me. I took my cup and went to sit by her again.

"Number one, I do have a husband. Number two, he is gay and I constantly keep that in mind. Number three, I'm pregnant and surprisingly it's hard for me to get turned on." I explained. 

"Oh, so you just fake it over the phone with Harry." Avery poked my arm. My jaw dropped and I spoke some carefully chosen words to her before she changed the subject. "So he is coming in today right?"

"Yeah. We are going to meet at the doctors, possibly go through a drive through afterwards and then drive him straight back to the airport." I sighed and ran a hand over my tummy. It seems like the little bugs know when their daddy is mentioned in the conversation because they begin to flip and flop any way they can.

"Just for a few hours?" Mady asked in awe. I nodded and sipped some more of my lemonade.

"Yeah, I don't see how he is going to do it. Because every Tuesday they have a late night in the studio so he is probably on a plane now and then he will be on a plane all night just to go straight back to the studio and work." I groaned and ran a hand through my hair. "These bugs need to get out of me." I grumbled and in protest they kicked me a few times, and not lightly either.

"Okay, first monsters then bugs? Those are officially their nick names when they are born." Avery clapped her hands together. Just then Taylor walked down the hall way in a jumper and sweatpants.

"Ready to walk?" 

*

Almost every morning if I felt like it Taylor would go out with me and just walk around. I've tried to keep in the best shape I can now so I might not look all that bad after the twins are born.

"What are you thinking about?" Taylor asked. I shrugged my shoulders and stuffed my hands in my back pockets.

"How I'm going to look like a human prune after birth." I grumbled. Taylor chuckled, throwing his head back. "What's so funny? If you have to carry around two cinder blocks and then push them out of your," I placed my hands on the side of my belly as if to cover the little one's ears, "You-know-what and then on top of that your husband isn't with you for the past like month and a half so you are stuck with a strange hot gay male nurse and two crazy horny best friends it isn't even close to crazy to worry about looking like a prune!"

"I never said it was crazy, but I will say that your jibber jabby mood swings are pretty entertaining." I rolled my eyes and punched his arms. Not like it did much, in fact his rock solid muscles hurt me.There was a moment of silence before I realized something.

"Did I just call you hot?" 

"Yes you did. And you were shouting so that just gives the hidden cameras even more levrage on this little scandal." He rubbed my back telling me it was okay. He also mentioned that it wasn't uncommon for someone to tell him that. 

I gasped and slapped a hand over my mouth. "I also said you were gay." Again he chuckled and wrapped an arm around my shoulders and pulled me into a side ways hug.

"Why ignore the inevitable?"

*

"Are you nervous?" Mady asked as she roped her arm with mine. I shook my head and rested my head on her shoulder. I kept an eye on what was happening through the window  between Taylors big ears and Avery's big head. 

"No, I've seen pictures and he tells me what happening, even if it means waking up to about twenty calls and one hundred messages, but it's worth it. I'm defiantly more excited than nervous." I snuggled in closer to her side. I've have felt very cuddly lately. Unlike a few days ago when I would almost push anyone away unless they smelled like Harry.

Weird, I know but it is just a late stage of the never ending grieving cycle.

"Does he know about me?" I heard Taylor ask. I know he was just asking because I have told him before on what Harry thought about the whole situation.

"He knows that you are the biological father to these two" I placed a hand on my belly while the twins kicked in protest to my little fib. 

"Haha, very funny." He said in a monotone voice as we pulled up to the tall brown building. "We are here."

"Finally! I need to piss." Avery shouted and took a deadly grip on the door handle ready to bolt.

"Well use the buddy system." I joked. Once Taylor parked Avery and Mady were out of the car and running to the automatic doors. Taylor jumped out and ran over to my side helping me down by my hips. One time I got out of the car by my self, my back popped and is still a little sore. I won't be surprised if I'm on bed rest soon.

"You ready?" He asked. I grabbed my bag from the seat and nodded. Taylor led me to the door and then down a few yellow and white hallways. I could feel my heart starting to pound a little faster as we approached the familiar waiting room. Just the thought of seeing Harry's face after all this time is even getting the monsters hyped up.

We turned the corner and I scanned the room looking for his lushes brown head of hair, green eyes, and signature black skinny jeans.

But he wasn't there.

With a heavy heart I took a seat while Taylor went to check me in. It didn't take long before the other two girls were barreling through the door. Avery took a seat on my right and Taylor on my left. There was no one else in the waiting room so the waiting time of ten minutes went by really fast.

"Mrs. Styles?" Taylor and I stood up and walked to the door where the woman in the purplish scrubs was standing. She waved her arm in front of her letting us pass. I was hopping I would be walking through this door with Harry by my side but I guess the odds wern't in our favor. The odds being named Brad.

"Your in the last room on the right." I smiled and nodded following her directions and heading to the navy blue door. I took a deep breath and turned the handle.

When I opened the door it felt like the air shifted. 

Taylor put his hand on my shoulder and whispered in my ear, "I'll wait outside."

((Next half of the chapter will be the next update. And yes, one the side/top is Taylor. Hot I know lol. And Austin Nicoles is NOT actually gay. ))