I want this book to get more interesting and stuff, I had big plans so I hope I get to do them soon.

Also this part goes to TheUniversalJ good friend that reads this book. Hi TheUniversalJ friend!!
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Splinters (POV)
When I realized (Y/N) wasn't around the lair I went to her old place to see if she was there but sadly no luck so I called one of my sons who told me (Y/N)'s new address so I walked to your new place to see you doing laundry. I walked to your window and knocked softly, when (Y/N)  saw my  she quickly opened the window and pulled me in. "Yoshi you could have been seen." She scolded me which I couldn't hide my smile. "What are you smiling about?" She asked in irritation. "I just miss when we were like this years ago." I told her. She just looked away and made a small "oh" which got me concerned, then got me to remember why I was here. "(Y/N)? Michelangelo got worried when you where telling him something then disappeared from the lair." Her eyes widen and looked at me. "O-oh I didn't mean to scare him, tell him that it's noth- why don't you come back and tell him yourself?" I asked as I stepped closer to her only for her to back away. "There is something you are not telling me." I told her, she looked away and kept folding her laundry. Trying to ignore what I was walking to her.  "I thought you would be ok....  If I spent time away from you and the boy- a-and ya." She stuttered as I put my hand on her shoulder.  "(Y/N) please tell me what is wrong." I told her as I put down a blouse that she was trying to fold. "..... You never said sorry." I looked at her confused. "I did say sorry? For what?" I asked concerned, I then saw the tears fall down her face. "You left me alone....  And I....  I just....  I don't feel like you really want me around still. I feel like if I start distancing myself you would think it would be best." I didn't realize there was more pain she tried to hide inside. I had no idea what to do but my body did as I pulled her close and hugged her.  "(Y/N)  it was years ago I'm sorry that I didn't think I needed to apologize for leaving you alone. Please don't feel like you need to leave the boys just because in the past I thought it was better.  I'm happy you are in there lives again....  I'm happy that you are around again. Please accept my apology." I didn't even realize I was talking but I just didn't like the sad arura she had around her. "I'm sorry too..... I just don't want to mess up and lose you guys again." I felt her move a bit and hugged me back.  "If I try kicking you out just hit me in the head or something." I couldn't help but chuckle with (Y/N) by my words.