"Arthit! Kongpob! He...."

Arthit panicked as he heard Priya's restless breathing. 

Fear overwhelmed in his heart.

"What happened P'Priya!? What happened to my Kong!? Why do you look so tensed? Why are you panting so hard?!"

Arthit started asking what all questions that popped up in his mind.

Priya looked at Arthit with a blank face. She took a few seconds to realize what Arthit had been talking to her. She wiped her sweaty face and talked to Arthit in a calm voice.

"I am so sorry Arthit! I think I made you panic, so sorry Arthit. I was running around the whole hospital to see you! When I called you on phone your phone was switched off. I came to your room and then found your Aunty Maya there, she told me that you went to the cafeteria. I came running to the cafeteria and you were in a deep conversation with someone along with your day. Since this matter was important I decided to approach you then suddenly an urgent case came up and I went to attend it. I came back to the ICU and was going to look after you. Then, I saw you here!"

Priya explained to her cousin-in-law.

Arthit couldn't register anything properly in his brain, his mind was full of what happened to his love.

"You didn't tell me what happened to Kongpob, P!!"

Arthit raised his voice as panic took over him.

"Arthit....hmm.....see it yourself."

Priya gave a blank face to Arthit as she spoke.

Arthit looked over at the ICU room and he rushed towards the door but a hand soon pulled him back.

"Not here Arthit! Go to your room first, where your babies are present."

"But Kong...."

"Please, Arthit! Go to your room first."

Arthit looked back and forth between the ICU door and at Priya. Panic was washing him over from head to toe as each second passed.

Arthit nodded his head and walked towards his room with his head hung low.

Arthit didn't know that Priya was following him to his room as well.

Arthit entered his hospital room with downcast eyes, the fear and uncertainty was clearly visible over his face if anyone saw his face.

"P'Arthit....."

A weak and croaky voice made Arthit froze on his place.

That voice.

Even if it was croaky Arthit could feel the happiness and excitement in it.

The voice that he had been waiting to hear these past 3 weeks.

Arthit will never forget that voice, the voice that he dearly loved to hear every second.

Arthit's head raised from the floor and his eyes widened as he saw the figure in front of his eyes.

"K...Kong..."

Arthit's voice shuttered as he spoke.

His eyes were filled with the salty water as he saw the person he loves in his life lying on the bed with Arthit's Mae beside him, sitting on the chair.

"Kong!"

Arthit rushed towards his love and hugged him tightly as he sobbed like a child in the younger's arms.

"P'Arthit, I am sorry I made you worried. Please don't cry P, please."

Kongpob spoke gently. Even if his voice was hoarse, the love and care he had for his husband were clear in it.

"I missed you Kong! I was afraid that you might leave me! I was afraid to lose you Kong! I missed you so much that I couldn't stand still in our home that contained lots of memories of you in it. I missed you so much Kong!"

Arthit poured out his emotions and at the same time tried to subside his sobs.

"I am sorry for making you in a condition like this P. I...I...I don't know what to say. I really left lifeless inside P. I wanted to reach towards you and our children but I couldn't. I tried P, I tried but I couldn't. But now, I am here right P? Please smile for me"

Kongpob begged.

Arthit released his hug and looked into the watery eyes of his love.

He wiped away the tears that scrolled down from the younger's cheeks as he moved his face closer to his love.

Their lips touched softly, perfectly fixed to each other like two puzzle pieces.

They felt as if the world around them stopped. 

They couldn't hear any other voice or sound beside the thumping sound of their hearts.

Their tears were falling as they poured into the kiss.

"Hello, lovebirds? Stop t already! You both are making me a crying mess!"

Arthit and Kongpob opened their eyes and looked at the person who interrupted them.

They saw Arthit's Mae wiping her tears with the kerchief in her hands.

Kongpob blushed as he looked at his cousin who was smiling widely at the couple.

"Arthit, Kongpob has not fully recovered yet! Don't pour out all your emotions that you both hid for these past weeks within a few minutes!"

"P!!!"

Both Arthit and Kongpob blushed as they heard the two elders laughing loudly.

"Arthit, take good care of Kong. I will let him in bed rest for 2 months. He should not walk unnecessarily this one month. His body is still weak from all the drama that he has faced now. Don't stress so much and Kongpob, if you feel any pain in any part of your body, please do inform me. We have to get it to check down."

Priya advised her both brothers seriously as they had stopped their funny laughter.

Arthit and Kongpob nodded their head as they heard Priya's words.

"And I don't know if I should tell this now or not, but any way you both have to know about this news."

Priya began speaking after a few seconds of silence.

"What's it P'Priya?"

Kongpob asked as he felt curious about what his cousin had to tell them.

"Well Kong, I am sorry to tell you this but you have to know it. When you came to the hospital for the delivery your womb was badly hurt from inside and you had also restricted yourself from allowing the babies to come out of your womb. And we couldn't deliver the baby at the moment you entered the ICU. There was a delay in your pregnancy. And I got to tell you that.........you cannot get pregnant again Kongpob. Your uterus has been completely weakened as it is very hard for a chance to get pregnant. I am sorry."

Those words struck like swords in both Kongpob's and Arthit's heart. Arthit's Mae who heard the news held her breath.

Arthit felt Kongpob crushing his hand which was gripped by Kongpob earlier at the moment. There were tears that forming in Kongpob's eyes but it didn't fall off from his eyes.

"Kong....'

Arthit called his husband calmly unaware of what his husband was thinking now since he had an unreadable expression on his face.

Kongpob looked at his husband had smiled slyly at Arthit with guilt in it.

"I will leave you both here. Please take rest, Kong, you need energy. Your babies have not seen their dear mother for the fast 3 weeks, they wanted to see their healthy Mommy! So take rest well."

Priya said as she tried to lift up the tensed atmosphere of the hospital room.

Kongpob smiled shyly at Priya as he heard her words.

Priya then signaled Arthit's Mae who was looking at his son with a concerned face. They both soon left the couple alone in the room with the three babies sleeping in the cradle.

"Kong, please don't feel depressed okay? We have already got 4 beautiful and cute children in our lives and I am very contented with it. I don't want anything else besides your good health Kong. I don't want to lose you again. You have already given me more than what I ever wanted in Kong. I don't want to see you hurt again! I just want a peaceful and happy family with you my moon!"

Kongpob smiled and nodded his head before he suddenly hugged his husband tightly. Kongpob snuggled his face in the crook of Arthit's neck inhaling the vanilla scent of his husband that he missed so much.

"Did you see our babies Kong?"

Arthit asked as he tried to change the subject fast.

Kongpob released the hug and looked over at the three cradles which were just opposite to his bed. A small smile decorated his face.

"Yes P, I saw them. But I didn't touch them since when I came in they were sleeping. I don't want to wake them up."

Kongpob said with his motherly feeling that crept inside him once again.

"You know P? I was scared when I woke up! I thought I was going to lose my babies and you, P'Arthit! I didn't know what to do!"

Arthit looked at his husband with concern on his face as he caressed the soft cheeks of his husband.

Flashback...........

Kongpob was lying on the ICU bed with many a few trips connected to his now weak body and an oxygen mask on his face.

Just at the moment, the nurse inside the ICU went out of the room in search of the in charge doctor so that she could deliver the details of the patient to her, Kongpob's face scrunched in pain. His forehead was sweating and he was shocking his head weakly from side to side as if he had been seeing a nightmare.

Kongpob's POV

I don't know how much time I have been engulfed by these dark clouds around me. I feel like, it has been an eternity. I want to go back. I want to open my eyes and see the light in front of me.

I want to see my three angels.

I am sure they are safe in there but I want to see them! I want to hold them in my arms!

But whatever I have been trying I cannot even feel a presence of life inside me! My body is not in my control now.

I miss you P'Arthit, so much.

I feel so guilty for making P'Arthit in this stage. He might be crying alone in the nights and wanting to feel my presence. But I cannot s=do anything for him at the moment.

Suddenly a white splash came into my mind. I don't know what is happening now but I see myself standing in the middle of a large grassy mountain and I can see steps made up of rocks to climb the mountain.

"Kong...."

My eyes widened as I heard that voice.

The voice that I desperately wanted to here.

The voice that I missed so much.

"P'Arthit......"

I sprung around and I saw P'Arthit standing there in the middle of the grassy land far away from me and I saw a cradle in front of him.

Not one

Not two

But three white cradles

A wide smile spread over my face as I realized they were my newborn babies. Those three little human beiges which I wanted to meet and held close to my chest to share the warmth that I have with me.

"Kong! Love! Come here! Meet your three babies Kongpob!They are so cute and lovely! Just like you!"

P'Arthit screamed to me as he started to lean onto the three cradles and spreading his arms wide as if welcoming me.

"Mommy! Come fast! My baby sisters and brother want to see their Mommy! Come fast! Come fast!"

I saw a small figure screaming at me from P'Arthit's back.

I know that sweet sound. I can never forget that.

It was him! My son Aroon's!

I didn't waste any time. I cannot waste any time which I could get to meet the 5 important people in my life. I ran towards them.

But..........

The distance between me and them were not reducing! It was still the same as before! Even after I have been running for so long, which felt like an eternity.

Suddenly I saw a person walking towards P'Arthit and my babies.

I couldn't see the person's face as the said person was wearing a hoodie.

My eyes widened as I saw that figure pulling out a knife from his pocket.

I saw the smirk on that person's lips. A dangerous smirk.

He slowly then walked towards the cradles and I kept on running with tears falling from my ether eyes.

"NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I screamed as I heard the loud cries of my baby as I saw him pushing the knife straightly towards my baby.

I cannot hold it anymore!

My full body felt numb.

I screamed louder and regained my strength as I saw him moving towards the second cradle.

"P'ARTHIT! OUR BABIES! SAVE THEM!"

I screamed to my husband but was stunned to see him lying on the grassy land unconsciously.

No! This can't be happening! I can't let this happened! I have to save them!

My babies! P'Arthit! Aroon!

I don't know what came into me at that moment but some unknown force passed through me sending a shiver into my body.

I could feel my body now!

I have to do something before that person does any harm to my babies!

I forced myself to run towards the grassy land where P'Arthit was lying unconscious and my babies and Aroon was crying.

Mommy is coming for you, my little angels!!

GASP!

My eyes wide opened and strike of light got through my eyes that I closed it again.

I opened my eyes again adjusting to the lightings and saw I recognized that I was on a bed. But in a............hospital bed?

Author's POV

Kongpob looked around and noticed that he was on the hospital bed with a mask on his mouth and some trips attached to his hand.

But Kongpob's mind was not about how his condition was or how his abdomen was experiencing a throbbing pain as he moved.

Kongpob's mind was fully on his three babies and his son who was going to be murdered by some unknown figure and his husband who was lying on the grassy land unconscious.

Kongpob pushed away from the mask from his face and stood up absurdly from his bed.

"AHHH!!"

Kongpob hissed as he laid back down on the bed as he felt a piercing pain from his abdomen.

"My babies! P'Arthit! Where are you!? Please! Anyone here! I want to see my babes! They are in danger!"

Kongpob started to scream with his voice which was hoarse because of not using it for weeks, and his mind was out of his own control.

Tears started to flow down from his eyes continuously.

Kongpob pulled out the medical trips which were attached to him and slowly stood up from the bed.

His abdomen was having a piercing pain but he ignored it. At that moment he wanted to see his three babies and his husband's and son's face.

When Kongpob was able to reach out for the door of the ICU by walking with the help of the wall, the door opened absurdly and the nurse came inside the room with a confused expression as she heard noises from the room.

"Oh my god! Sir! Please lay down! You're not yet recovered! Please lay down on the bed! I will inform the doctor now itself!"

The nurse shouted at Kongpob in amazement and fear of the patient's health.

But Kongpob didn't listen to any of the words that the nurse told him. He kept on demanding to see his babies and his husband.

"Sir, please! I told you that your babies are absolutely safe and sound! I will call the doctor and I assure you that I will ask her to call your husband. But before that can you please go back to the bed, you are completely weak and you have been sleeping for weeks here! You need proper rest and care! Please, Sir."

But Kongpob kept on refusing. The nurse had no other choice that locking the door of the ICU from outside as she ran to inform the doctor about the situation.

Kongpob banged the door but he felt weak again. His body was not balancing anymore, he felt dizzy and couldn't think or stand properly. He slowly moved to the bed and laid down on the bed with still tears forming on his eyes.

As Kongpob stared blankly at the ceiling with his babes and husband in his thoughts, suddenly the memories of what all had happened 3 weeks back came rushing into his mind.

Kongpob's eyes widened in shock as he remembered about the promise he had made with Priya before his eyes closed.

He had made Priya promise to him that she would save his three babies no matter what happens.

Kongpob was in turmoil.

Kongpob began to stand up to bang the door again when a panting Priya ran towards him opening the door absurdly.

"P'Priya! My babies! Where are they!? Are they safe? Are they okay? NO one is in hurt right?"

Kongpob started sobbing she spoke when he saw Priya running towards him.

Priya ran towards her cousin brother and hugged him tight with tears in her eyes.

"Oh my god! Kong, you are finally awake! We were afraid of you Kong! Thank you for trying your best to overcome your problems."

Priya smiled as he placed a soft kiss on Kongpob's forehead without answering Kongpob's question.

"P'Priya! My babies....my babies....my babies...."

Kongpob starting calling out his babies like a mantra.

"Don't be worried Kong, you gave birth two healthy girls and one healthy boy. They three are completely safe! It was you who was suffering here."

Priya reminded Kongpob.

A small smile was forming on the corner of Kongpob's lips but soon disappeared as he hissed out loud from the pain released by the abdomen.

"Kong! Don't move! Let me have you checked! You are really weak Kongpob!"

Priya rambled in concern as she advised the nurse to bring certain medical instruments and some tests that have to be taken for him.

"P'Priya? Can you please take me to my babes? I want to see them! I want to see them"

Kongpob asked his cousin who was taking his blood at the moment.

Priya looked up at Kongpob and hesitation filled up her eyes but she nodded her head, smiling as she saw the concern and lonely feeling he was experiencing through his eyes and body language.

Flashback end.....

Arthit was stunned hearing all that had happened to Kongpob.

He saw the tears in Kongpob's eyes that he was controlling to not let it fall.=, as he looked over at the three cradles while biting his lips.

Arthit sighed and scooped his husband in his arms.

"Don't worry about the dream Kong. We are here now, don't we? Our three babies and Aroon and also I am safe. Don't worry about it ok?"

Arthit felt the tight hold on his body by Kongpob. He could feel Kongpob's trembling body on his.

"Shhh.....it's okay! I am here with you ok? Oh by the way. Just leave it Kong!"

Kongpob nodded his head and buried his face in the crook of Arthit's neck.

"Our babies will wake up within some time Kong. They would be waiting to be held by you in your arms. They missed their Mommy so much! You know? Even I missed my babies Mommy!"

Kongpob pulled away from Arthit and hit on his chest weakly and smiled at his husband.

Arthit smiled widely and laughed at the flushed face of his husband while he missed very much.

Arthit looked straight at Kongpob's face who was sleeping soundlessly.

Kongpob's face was paler than the last time he saw him, his face lost its chubbiness. He had hollowed cheeks and his body was very lean. He looked very weak and Arthit couldn't do anything than sigh at the moment seeing his person who means the moon for him.

Arthit slowly caressed his husband's soft hairs and smiled slyly at him.

Arthit, then at that moment made a promise to himself that, even though he doesn't know what the future further holds for them.

Even if they have to walk through the fire. He is sure that he will never leave the hands of Kongpob even for a split second.

He will walk in hand with the love of his life and will always try to keep the other's choice as his priority.

He will walk the path of life with his Kongpob and his four children who were miracles for them.

Their lovely miracles.