Year December 24, 1019

"I hate that wolf! I hate him so much! Arggh!!" Taehyung complaint on himself in his room.

He was still furious with his parents until now. Before it was against the rules to get married to a werewolf when you're a vampire but Taehyung's parents doesn't care about that. But it wasn't that uncommon nowadays.

Besides, vampires and werewolves aren't in bad terms anymore. Still, does Taehyung give a fuck?

No, he doesn't.

To be completely honest, he doesn't give a flying fuck about vampires and werewolves mate or not.

He was now married at the age of 17 to a werewolf. A prince to be precise, and Taehyung is a vampire. He too was a royalty himself that's why his parents married him off to another prince which is a damn werewolf.

Taehyung being a prince does not mean he act princely too. His attitude was rotten.

Kim Taehyung was a brat. A goddamn spoiled rotten brat who gets everything he wanted. Anything he desires would be his, whether it was money or a person. Without other people knowing about his identity as a vampire, he wanders around the street at night to hook up and whatnot.

This is one of the major reasons why his family decided to marry Taehyung off to the prince of werewolves, cuz duhh~ it's a prince or nothing.

His parents wanted Taehyung to change. Even as a vampire, they want him to become proper and act like a well mannered and respected royalty that he was.

But of course, being a royalty means there are also ulterior motives when you get to marry your child off. They choose the people who got a lot of power so that the other Kingdom's influence will be wider.

And Taehyung knew that. It was kinda sickening if you ask him. But can he do anything?

Of course, he can't. No matter how he convinces his parents to broke off the marriage, they wouldn't budge.

And he was so mad because of it.

He doesn't want to marry the 22-year-old alpha. Because all he wanted was to live his life to the fullest. To be able to do what he wanted whilst being single, no strings attached. To be able to sleep with whoever he wants without commitment, to suck the blood with his one night stands and get away with it the next morning because they wouldn't remember anyway. And that's the thrill.

Not to get caged in a meaningless marriage that his parents put him through.

He wanted a divorce.

But the alpha was stubborn and doesn't want to let him go. He rolled his eyes. "If he won't listen to me with a nice conversation, then I'll make him," Taehyung told himself as he got out of their house.

He went to a place where a lot of prostitutes to fuck. Or to pick some stranger up then fuck them, either way, he doesn't mind.

He doesn't care if this was called cheating to his so-called husband. Taehyung doesn't even care about that asshole nor his feelings.

Taehyung doesn't want him. Taehyung wants him gone.

To free himself up and live his life to the fullest.

It would've been easier to broke the marriage off if the alpha wasn't attached to him, but he is. The pureblood wolf was so possessive, according to Taehyung. Way too possessive to be able to be called obsession.

Whilst outside, Taehyung went for a good fuck, so he hooked up with a girl, screw her till her eyes go at the back of her head and suck her blood and get himself wasted.

He didn't go home that night and swatted at the hotel till morning.

When he arrived at his and his so-called husband's house the afternoon, he was met by his very angry looking husband. Jeongguk.

"Where were you?!" the other raised his voice, fury visible in his now fierce red eyes, mixed with a worried expression. But Taehyung just stared at him blankly.

When Jeongguk took a whiff of air, he noticed Taehyung's smell was tainted. It was mixed with another smell that he doesn't recognize. His angry look immediately vanished only to be left with sadness.

"Why do you care?!" he snapped back mockingly as he rolls his eyes. 

Jeongguk gave him the look of disbelief, because what the fuck????? Taehyung is his fucking husband! And yet they never touch each other, let alone a kiss, not even a peck. He wouldn't touch Taehyung because the boy never lets him.

Taehyung hated him to the core, and he knew that. He also knew that Taehyung was doing this on purpose so that he would just give up and let the other go.

Jeongguk just.... couldn't.

Because he knew that he was in love with the younger the moment he laid his eyes on him. For him, this 17 years old vampire in front of him was the love of his life even if he knew the other doesn't feel the same way.

Jeongguk knew long ago that his husband was cheating on him. Not once but uncountable times already. He could easily tell whenever the latter would come home late at night drunk with lots of hickeys on different part of his body and his smell, Taehyung's natural sweet musky scent was mixed with other person's scent.

And he couldn't bear it. But he still cares about the younger and continue loving him, he was only holding onto a thin string of hope that one day, his husband would change.

To be able to reciprocate his feelings and love him back unconditionally as he does with him.

It would be a miracle if that happens. But he knew that that miracle he was hoping for was nonexistent.

He was just being delusional and kept lying to himself. Jeongguk is making himself believe that Taehyung would change one day. That was the only thing that kept him going and continuing to love the younger despite how the other treated him on a daily basis.

Maybe it was not love? Maybe Taehyung was right. Maybe he really was obsessed with the younger.

He doesn't know whether he loves the other or not. He doesn't know what to feel because Taehyung kept telling him that what Jeongguk feels for him was not love and was just a stupid obsession.

But nonetheless, he was still making himself believe that he was in love, and would continue loving till the end and hope for the younger's love that will never happen.

Tears peeking out of his eyes as he holds back desperately "You're my husband!! I-" he sighs before continuing "I have the right to know!" his voice laced with pure sadness and self-pity.

And with this, something tick on Taehyung's head and pushes his anger button.

"No! You'd don't! You have no right with me! You damn old man, you ruined my fucking life!" he pointed his index finger at Jeongguk.

"You." he breathes out in anger "I was free, and was actually happy! Until you came along and ruin it all..." Taehyung gritted his teeth as the veins in his neck and head were showing. "You're so selfish for taking my freedom away from me! I HATE YOU  JEON JEONGGUK!! I FUCKING DESPISE YOU!" Taehyung shouted his heart out, pouring his anger on the older man who looked like a kicked puppy, with his shoulder slumped with a pitifully hurt expression.

But Taehyung doesn't care about that. He just gave the older a nasty glare.

On the other hand, the older felt his heart get stabbed by a million knives.

Despite how hurt he is, he looked at Taehyung straight in the eye. He needs to say this because this is too much. Taehyung is being too much and Jeongguk couldn't take it anymore.

"Me? Selfish? Taehyung... I am your husband. But did I use that privilege to cage you here?! No! Did I ever forbid you to do what you wanted?! Huh?! I DIDN'T!!! despite how bratty and mean you are, I still let you do what you wanted! You're cheating on me! But did I do anything about it?! I didn't too!! I never do something that would make you uncomfortable!"

He huffed before resuming " And I never forced myself on you. I never touch nor kiss you even after our two years of marriage because you didn't want to! And I respected you for that! What matters to me was how you feel! And I'm doing anything I can to make you warm up on me! To not hate me! I'm doing the best I can to please you! But it still wasn't good enough... What did I ever do to you for you to become this mean on me?!"

Taehyung was still just staring at him blankly. Not a sign of responding so he continued but with a softer and pitiful tone.

"E-even if you despised me, I was still hoping that one day, you might change your mind and a-at least make me your friend even if we're married. I will still res-respect you. Yes, I know I worry a lot, but I tried not to! I n-never complain about anything you do to me... I tried understanding you for how much I can remember...

Then tears start to pour from his eyes nonstop.

" I understand that you find me disgusting but I really love you... And I was still hoping that you would love me back someday... And I'm sorry if I disgust you... I'm sorry if you feel suffocated with me. I just don't know what to do a-anymore.." Jeongguk's voice cracked.

He broke down.

Meanwhile, Taehyung was just watching him with a blank stare but soon, he rolls his eyes in annoyance for the nth time.

He didn't care about the other's long-ass speech. It made him feel weird but he shrugged it off. Suddenly, Taehyung doesn't know what to say.

"Whatever. Are you done? If so, I'll go to my room." he turned his back from Jeongguk and started walking. But when Jeongguk called him.

"Taehyung!"

He stilled.

"I love you..." The other whispered pitifully, but enough for the 17-year-old boy to hear.

The younger resumed walking away from the older without sparing him a glance.

Jeongguk looked at his retreating back and let out a heart-wrenching sob as he slumped himself of the floor.

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Okay, enough. I hope you guys like this. I was in not for a smutty but angsty. Bitches em gonna be back for a while. This is chapter one. Whoever reads this please don't be a silent reader. I will appreciate it so much. It adds to the motivation I would feel. If someone appreciates this, then thank you so much! I appreciate you two so much for taking your time reading this.