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I lock my phone as I here people shouting that there's only one minute to go until New Years. Here I go...

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I suggest after reading this chapter to click the video above^^^ It's the song 'lighters' by Bruno Mars, one of my most favourite singers and it relates to the part at the end of the chapter.

AMYS P.O.V

I gather up to the clock and countdown from 60 with everyone else. Oh my gosh it's so close until Luke will pop out and suprise her! I wish Jai was here... I really really miss him....

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I look to my left to see Luke jumping up to Weri and turning her around to kiss her with her screaming in that one second and we all shout out at the same time:
"HAPPY NEW YEA-" Someone jumped onto my back and starting kissing my neck. In instantly recognised the voice when the guy whispered
"Happy new year baby"

"JAI!!!" I screamed out louder than even the fucking music that was being played. My legs went weak and I toppled to the ground, Jai jumping off my back instantly. I covered my mouth with my hands and started crying.

"Jai!" I said again as I wiped my tears away, grabbing his hand to pull myself up with and I jumped into his arms. He makes me feel so damn safe in these arms.
We didn't say anything we just stayed in that tight hug and it wasn't awkward one single bit. He kept me in his arms as he brought me over to a chair and he sat down with me on his lap facing towards him.
"I'm so sorry I just-" I cut him off as I crashed my lips down onto his and my hands on each side of his face while his, near my butt.
"It doesn't matter, you're here now and that's all that matters." I say as I hug him again and close my eyes. He starts sucking on my neck and damn boy I was loving it. I rolled my head back and we then had a full make out session. This lasted forever and I just didn't want to stop. Half an hour later I was still in the same position on his lap and I looked into his big and beautiful hazel eyes as I took his beanie off, placing it onto my head and I started playing with his hair. We have honestly said like nothing in this time so far and I don't give a fuck I wanna admire him.
Once again we made out and I left one or two hickeys on his neck and we got up off the chair. I got us a shot each and I know I'm 14 but I don't give two flying fucks I swallowed that fucker in an instant (I'm crying XD it wasn't suppose to sound that dirty omfg).
"I must say I'm impressed baby girl, you took that like a queen."

"Well, I am a queen do we needn't say anymore just look at me I'm a goddess." I said trying to sound funny.

"Well you can only be the Queen if I can be your King." (Lol this is cheesy af soz I doubt Jai is like this irl as we all know Fifa is his queen but whatevs)

"Okay your majesty." I say as I bow and put on a weird deep voice as this is legit me haha.

Someone grabs a microphone and says for everyone to go outside to the backyard. We do so and we got handed a paper lantern each. This was to celebrate New Years and to be honest this is a great idea! Everyone light their's up and we count down from three and push them into the air, watching them float away. Jai hugs me from behind.

"Oh my god this is so beautiful"

"Yeah, it really is. I love you so much babe." He still has his hands wrapped around me as he takes one of my hands which were holding his and slips a cute infinity ring onto it.

"I want you to know that I will always be here for you no matter what and we'll last forever. Remember that. No matter how hard things get."

A tear slipped down my cheek.
"I promise I will be there for you too babe. I promise. No matter what."
I still didn't turn around I just kept staring at the beautiful lanterns which were getting smaller and smaller, into glowing dots until the sky went to being a sheet of black.

"The ring is so beautiful" I say in awe.

"I know your style and what you like so I was hoping you would like it."

"Well it worked. Thankyou so much baby, you didn't have to spend money on me though."

"It's all worth it for you."

We kissed slowly and passionately and I swear to god I just wanted this moment to last forever.
After a few minutes we walked back inside.

"Let's go find Luke and Weri and then we'll go dance yeah?"

"Okie dokie lets find 'em." I grabbed Jai's hand instantly getting butterflies of course, and we walked around to see if we could find them.

Jai ended up ringing Luke and we then found each other. We got Amiina to take a picture of us four and then separate pictures. Buphay was commenting how cute we are as she is such a romantic kind of person. Aw I love her so much! She is honestly my bestest best friend, like she beats them all. Way past Weri and slightly past Amiina. You probably thought Weri was my best friend right? She isn't half as loyal as the other two.

I grabbed Jai's hand in my right and Buphays in my left and I dragged them to the dance floor which was legit just the fucking centre of the room and I started pulling all kind of dance moves with them. We were having so much fun and Buphay and Jai bonded pretty well and now they talk to each other as if they've known each other for their entire lives. Darragh, Aaron and Ethan came over and were confused by this 21 year old dancing with me but just went with the flow.

"Hey dude." Jai said as he bro hugged each of my male friends. Oh and I forgot to mention Darragh is my ex but I dunno if it counts as it was only a week and we didn't kiss so I don't know, we decided to stay friends as its awkward going out with each other. Of course Jai already knows this as I told him everything about my life and is cool with it as long as he doesn't try and come back onto me, he says.

Jai talked to them for a few minutes while I dragged Weri and Amiina to dance. Luke raced over and done his funny dance moves as usual as if no one could see him even. Obviousily I didn't need to drag him over, hell he was a step ahead of me!
Kesha came on and started blaring 'die young' through the speakers. I squealed and Jai instantly grabbed both of my hands and we danced like lunatics while singing every single word to the song. After we sat down exhausted and got another drink. Jai brought me over to the hookah pipes and we were seeing who could get the best smoke ring and I got a perfect picture of him when he just exhaled the smoke.

In a blink of an eye it was 4:30am and by that time I've had seven shots and eight drinks. Well enough to make me complety and utterly drunk as fuck. Buphay lived basically next door to me so she walked with me and Jai home. I said bye to Darragh Aaron and Ethan and I left, linking my arms with Jai. Buphay and Amiina were the only sober ones too as they don't ever want to drink not even over eighteen and I have mad respect for them in doing that, fair play to them.
Buphay was just pissing herself laughing as she let go our grip of her who kept us steady. Jai and I were wobbling all over the place and we were all in fits of laughter when we both fell onto our arses. She helped us up and we held onto her the whole time until we were outside my house.

"Thankyou babe! I said to her as she said bye back and left.

"Oh my god I'm gonna-" I didn't even finish my sentence before I vomited on the side of the road.

"Ewww" Jai said as I vomited for the second time, him concentrating to fall as he walked over to me to pull my hair back out of my face.

After I finished that I brought Jai through the side gateway. I decided to just sleep in the study outside (it's just a one-room building basically) with him as it wouldn't wake my whole family up. It has a bathroom, a huge desk and a spare double bed and that's all you really need. I grabbed the key from under the mat and unlocked the door after several attempts of failing miserably. We stumbled in the door and I instantly pulled the dress over my head and untied my shoes, leaving me in just my underwear. I felt Jai staring at me so I looked over at him and said

"What?"

"You're so sexy baby girl you try a make me cum or something cause it's working."

"Dirty lil boy, you're drunk,let's sleep."

"Okay, okay" Jai said,putting his hands in the air as if he surrenders.

I climb into bed and my eyes get a little heavy. Jai starts to undress. His shirt was already half open so he opens it the rest of the way and takes it off. I had to bit my lip to stop me screaming out for him. He seen me and smirked.

"Too sexy eh babe?"

"Mmmm" is all I say as if I went to speak I'd be all screechy.
He pulls his jeans off, shoes and beanie leaving him in his boxers. I couldn't take it in anymore I moaned and had to look him from head to toe.  He chuckled and got into the bed and I pulled the duvet over the both of us.

I rubbed his upper arm and kissed him. "Goodnight handsome" I said smiling and staring right into his eyes. Oh my god I love his eyes.

"Goodnight beautiful" he pushed the hair out of my eyes and kissed me. I yawned and closed my eyes. My arms were wrapped around him and he was gripping my thigh. We fell asleep with our faces nearly touching they were so close.

A.N- Hai beautiful people👋🏻💩🙈 I just wanna say this is one of my fav chapters ever and i feel awful knowing that Jai will never even know who I am nevermind being in a relationship with me...😔 I love you so so much and thankyou for reading, it means a lot xxx❤️  I REAAAAALLLLYYYYYY NEEDA START WRITING MORE, LIKE THESE ARE CHAPTERS I WROTE AGES AGO LIKE A FEW MONTHS AGO TBH I HAVENT WRITTEN MORE THAN THE FEW CHAPTERS I HAVE PREPARED A WHILE AGO OMGG ITS JUST THAT IM SO SO BUSY AND IVE LOTS OF EXAMS AND SOME FUCKING BULLSHIT HAPPENING AND ITS FUCKING EVERYTHING UP FOR ME IM SO SORRY BUT THIS LAST WHILE HAS BEEN HARD FOR ME FOR A FEW REASONS AND AGAIN JUST SORRY😭😭😭 I MET THE JANO BABIES BY THE WAY LAST SATURDAY IN DUBLIN ITS HARD WHEN I THINK I'LL PROBABLY NEVER SEE THEM AGAIN...😔 Yo btw follow my instagram fan account its @jaibucks1 😎😎😎