Chapter 2 | My Decision 

(N/N) =  Nickname

(R/N) = Random Name

(Y/N) Pov.

'Why does my life have to be so hard.  What if I really do decided on going, what will happen here?'

I began walking to my homeroom, thinking about the advice my aunt gave me.  As I passed several doorways of many classrooms, I could feel several eyes on my figure as I walked by.  Now that I think about would it really be a great idea to go.  I know a lot of people will probably notice the disappearance of my presence.  But, even so I'm not popular, I'm just a normal school girl.  Oh, well.  I guess I should probably tell the guys what has happened today.

Timeskip

I finally made it to my classroom, I'm glad that I made it in time where I got to have a little bit of free time.  I made my way to my assigned seat which was by the window, near the back.  When I finally made it to my seat, I set me stuff down and took out some of the lyrics I wrote.  And decided to finish them.  I sat down and noticed that my friends weren't here yet until someone came in tackling me to the ground.

"(Y/N)!!! WHY DIDN"T YOU WAIT FOR US!!!  WE WERE LOOKING FOR YOU!!!!"

Since I was still a little dizzy I couldn't focus my vision on the figure that was on top of me.  I tried to focus my vision and found it was one of my friends, Emiko.  Of course it's her, but seriously she had to tackle me to the ground.  Thanks to her several classmates are staring at us.

"Relax Emiko, remember I told you that I was just going to visit the principle, gosh."

"But, why did't you wait for us, we were worried for you!!!"

"And why were you worried I was just seeing my aunt...."

"BECAUSE WE HEARD HER SCREAMING ABOUT YOU GETTING DUM-"

Before she could continue talking I covered her mouth with my free hand, which made the rest of her sentence muffled.  After she calmed down I carefully pushed her off of me, and got up and walked over to Jay, and (B/F/N).  I finally made it to where they were awkwardly standing, and gave them a smile before I looked back and noticed that Emiko was being dramatic and saying that you nearly killed me, and stuff like that.

"Sorry about that (N/N).  You're not hurt right?"  I looked over to Jay who was talking to me, I noticed that he seemed really worried, but why?  I quickly brushed it off and replied with a reassuring smile.  We began talking about random stuff, while (B/F/N) went over to Emiko to scold her.  So much time went by, that we didn't notice that the teacher didn't show up until it was time for lunch.

"I wonder where Ms.Kim was?"  (R/N) said, then followed by many censored comments by the other students in the class.

Jay, Emiko, (B/F/N), and I walked out of the classroom and headed to our usually place we ate our lunch which was under the schools cherry tree.  We sat down and all of us took out our lunches (your lunch is the picture above) and began our random conversations.  The only thing was that I didn't talk at all while we were eating.  Instead I was too busy thinking about what that man said.

Flashback

'Just think about, to be honest you are great at almost everything that has the qualities of an idol.  So please just contact me when you have your answer.'

'Wait, but what if I contact you and you already found someone else, or you left already?'

'Well, I think that we wouldn't be able to find someone better than you.'

'......'

'Speechless I see, anyways here's my number you can contact me when you've made up your mind, okay?'

He started to walk towards a large building, but before he went in he turned around and said something like,

'Oh yeah your voice is beautiful, so even if you don't decide to come with me than continue to sing to make people happy and stay true to yourself, k?'

With that said I was left there thinking about that mans words, think about the pros and cons of leaving.

Flashback Ends

"HEL-"

"HEY DAYDREAME-"

"H-E-L-L-O, HELLO, EARTH TO (Y/N)!!!!"

I snapped back to reality to find (B/f/n) waving her head in front of my face.  Along with two worried faces looking at me.

"What?" 

"Hey, we were asking you a question, but besides that are you okay?"

I quickly nodded my head and asked them what was their question.  I knew although they were my best friends, I was worried about breaking their hearts and saying that I'm leaving them to go to live my dream and become and idol in Seoul.  I was worried, and yeah I definitely think my facial expression showed that I was. 

"Okay then, the question we were asking was what do you think about the new students in class 1-B?"

"Wait, there were new students today?!?!"

"Yeah, we saw them this morning when we were heading inside the school....."

"Are you blind (Y/n), or are you just having a bad day, cause thins whole day you've been looking worried, or kinda, half dead, and half alive."

"Um I'm not blind just a lot of stuff are on my mind right now....."

"If you want can you tell us, were your friends so please...."  Before I could even reject them all of them including Jay gave my their cutest aegyo.  And of course that being my weakness I began to tell them my whole story of what happened this morning.  The thing that surprised me was that they were supportive and told me to go reach for my dreams and go become and idol.  With that said the bell finally went off signaling it was time to go back to school.

Timeskip brought to you by Chenle laughing like a  dolphin. 

School was finally over, I said bye to my friends and began my way home.  On my way there I came across some street dancers having the time of their lives.  The music that they were listening to was Kpop.  Since I didn't have that much homework, I decided to watch a little of the show.

When I went over I saw a little boy and girl dancing together to a BTS song.  And man it was adorable.

https://youtu.be/_l-gv4smnrQ

The song soon ended and I decided to take my leave until the MC of this whole street dance thing saw me, as I was about to leave and said I wasn't allowed to leave until I showed them what I got.

I tried to escape but soon got pushed into the center of the group.  I looked over to the person who pushed to find it was the little girl that was dancing before, with the little boy.  She gave my puppy eyes, and guys what happen.  Yep you guessed it I gave in and decided to dance to As if it's Your Last, by Blackpink.  At least they let me dance with 3 other people.

(You can choose who you want to be)

https://youtu.be/NWmoMeRKHJw

After the song was over the little girl came over to me that was from before and asked me something, and man I was jungshook.

"Unnie!!! That was amazing, do you happen to be and idol or anything cause your really pretty and talented!!!!!"

I smiled down at the girl and replied by saying, "Um, I'm not an idol but thanks for the compliment!"  I gave her a closed eyed smile and began to continue my way home until, I was stopped again by the same little child.

"Unnie!!! If you do decide to become an idol, please remember that I will be your number one fan!!!!!"  

With that said she left.

Timeskip again (Sorry for so many it's just that I'm supper lazy so sorry)

I finally made it back home, and I've finally made my decision and tonight I was going to tell my parents about the offer I got today.  All I want is for them to understand.  To know that this is my dream that I want to accomplish.

'This is my decision, and I want to become a Kpop idol!!!'

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Thanks for reading!!!