WARNING!: smut is in this chapter
The song is just a thing to say that this is that kind of chapter.
(Also very long)

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[JORDAN POV]

I get into the car with Seamus as he smiles when I arrive, "what took you so long?" He ask kindly and I shake my head as James's words echo through my mind

"Well, seems like your boyfriend is lying Hordan"

'I don't even think he is even my boyfriend yet...' I think to myself as Seamus's face got a worried look. "Jordan?" He says and puts one hand on my shoulder, "its nothing...I'm Okay..." I say and smile as we drive to my house. Once we've arrived I start to get nervous. 'Seamus is going to my house...in my bedroom....ALONE!' I get a little excited and I knew Seamus would notice. "Jordan Calm down, you don't know if your gonna get laid tonight" he says with a snicker. I opened the door as my cat walks up to us "hi! How have you been " I say and pick him up as Seamus closes the door behind us, "you know, I never been in your house before " he says as I put the cat down. I look at him and give him a hug from behind "well your here now and I'm gonna do you so hard" I say without hesitation as his cheeks starts to heat up "W-what!?" He says in an embarrassed tone and I giggle, "yeah right HORdan" we laugh a little in till Seamus says "i would be top anyway" I look at him and snickered "heh...that's a big lie" he looks at me. "what? Jordan, I am older than you" he says and turns to face me. "Age doesn't matter for who's top" I say and look at him intensely,"Wanna bet Jordan?" He says with a competitive voice. "Yeah!" I say trying to get him in bed with me as he grabs me and drags me to my room. I lick my lips as he pushes me on the bed , getting prepared for our make out but in stead he throws a pillow at me "you actually think it's that easy?" He laughs and sits next to me, "you got a lot of confidence " he says and nuzzles my shoulder. "Well I did love you for a long time" I say and rub the back of my neck as Seamus looks at me in worry "w-wait...what?" I smile and kiss his cheek "I loved you for six months now" it was the truth... It was at RTX. Seamus in that police suit and me pulling him by force Gave me this feeling of satisfaction, that whole scene was pretty sexy to me. I kiss his lips but he didn't kiss back "you...you loved me for that.....that long?" He ask with worry in his voice which is confusing me "yeah...why? Is there something wro-" I was cut off to Seamus wrapping his hands around my neck and hugged me hard. He nuzzled his face against my shoulder, "Seamus...?" I ask in worry for my friend I love dearly, he then puts his hands on my face and gives me a kiss but this was not an ordinary kiss, it felt...different. This kiss had lots of love mixed with despair or frustration, Once we stop I look at him and mess up his hair. "Seamus, are you mad?" He looks down, "Just at myself..." He says and hugs me as we both lay down on my bed. "you don't have to be. We're together now....right?" I say nervously as he kisses my neck. "yes..." He nuzzles there for a while as I grin and hold him on my chest. I guess I blanked out because when I looked at the clock and it was nine, and I see an adorable sleeping Seamus on my chest. I smile and stroke his hair "Seamus..." I whisper in his ear to wake him up. He nuzzles in "oh....Jordan...." He mutters as I blush slightly, "Seamus... Baby?" I say and shake him as he groans. I sigh and get an idea, I slap his ass with both my hands as it made a clapping sound he jumped "WHAT!? HUH? what..?" I giggle as he looks at me "Jordan, what the actual fuck?" He ask as he nuzzles into me, feeling a grin of satisfaction. I wrap my hands around his neck and kiss his forehead, "Jordan, I love you." he says softly as my heart nearly jumped out my chest. "W-what...? Really Seamus?" I ask as he gets closer to my ear "yes, and that's the truth...." He whispers and licks my cheek, I moan slightly, he smirks and looks at me "who's top now Jordan?" He ask while sucking my neck, "Ahhh....Seamus...." I huff and try to move, but I'm enjoying this way to much. I lick my lips as he stops to stare at my neck "what? How come I can't give you a hickey?" He ask and rubs my neck. "Maybe your bad at it, trust me I can give you a hickey in two minuets." I say and grab him "oh...sorry Jordan but all my ex girlfriends tried, everyone failed." He smiles. I kiss his neck with lots of sucking and biting as I hear him moan my name. Once I look at my work I give a little gasp, there was a big red hickey on his neck as I giggle. "yeah no girl can give

you a good fuck either right?" I say as my face starts to heat up. 'I cant believe I said that to Seamus!' I think to myself as I see his adorable expression. I pin his hands down as I smirk and lick his cheek, "J-Jordan....ahhh....wait..." I then realize that....he was shaking. I let him go and get off the bed, "well....uh..."I look at the ground and cough "i-I'm gonna make dinner for us..." I say and leave to the kitchen.

FEW MINUETS LATER

I cook spaghetti for us and as soon as I finished Seamus came and sat down. I wanted to apologize so I kissed him on the head. "I'm sorry Sea." I say and look at him. "Its fine Jordan, I'm just too hot that you can't contain yourself." he says and smiles. I blush slightly, and facepalm myself. I sit down and eat with Seamus, usually I would feel fine when we eat together but it's just the two of us and its just awkward for me. When we were done we snuggled on the couch. "Your really soft Jordan, like a cat." Seamus tells me as I meow in his ear. "Heh....Jordan don't get too sexual." He says as I kiss him, a long and passionate kiss. Seamus added tongue, I moan and huff as Seamus starts to touch me from under my shirt. "S-Seamus....ahh...I thought you didn't want...want it fast,NGH!" I freak out once Seamus pulls my shirt up higher and licks my nipples, I huff and try to pull him away but I was too weak from all the sexual tension. "Well I meant you going too fast on me, I on the other hand I wouldn't mind if I'm being top." he says with a smirk. I huff as Seamus lays me down on the couch and rubs my chest. "Ahhh....Seamus w-wait......ohhhh...."  I moan as he pins me against the couch. He licks my neck and he makes hickeys under my collar bone. Me not in control gets me annoyed and nervous, I stars to squirm as Seamus gives me a confused look. "Huh....is there something wrong?" He ask as he nuzzles his face against my cheek. I grunt" get off me." I whine as he does so, "oh...sorry babe...do you not like it..?" He ask in worry as I look at him. "I'm sorry Seamus but I wanna be top....and...well I like it rough..." I say with an embarrassed smile. He looks at me. "A-alright.....let's go to the bedroom..." He says and holds my hand. "In rough....what do you mean by that?" I smirk once we enter my room. "Hey sea take your pants and shirt off and I'll show you what rough is." I say as he listens. I grab ropes and a collar as he was only in his boxers. I lick my lips. "Turn around..." I ask with lust in the sound of my voice, "uh...ok..." He turn around and blushes. He jumps once I tie his hands together and he turns around quickly. "W-What!? Jordan! You....you can't be SERIOUS!!!" He yells at me in an embarrassed tone, I smile and touch his arms, "Seamus you look so....so cute tied up again." I smile and lick his soft cheek. I forcefully sit him down as I tie him to my chair next to my computer, I put the collar on him and smirk. "What is this for...?" Seamus ask as I grin and show him the remote. "....J-Jordan......if that's...." I press the button as he jumps "It's sorta like a shock collar buuuuuuuttttt it's not, its more like a vibrating gag ball it just makes you extremely horny." I tell him as he moans and huffs" JORDAN! GOD DAMMIT!!! AHHH!" He squirms and huffs. I turn off the collar and look at him, he looked like a hot mess, he was sweating already and those pant sounds....and god him mumbling my name made me so turned on. I put my finger under his chin and kiss him, "I love you Seamus...I LOVE this...." I smirk and sit on his lap and grind on him softly "This is fun right sea?" I ask and lick his neck as he nods and moans. I grab the being off his boxers and pull them down slowly until Seamus started to freak out. "NO! Ahhh.....J-Jordan.....not so fast..." he blushes hard as I smirk at how defenseless he looked under me. I pull his hair softly as he moans. "Stop!" Seamus screams a bit but I just press the button so he would feel pleasure and won't be able to move as much, I grab him and put him on my bed, as he touches himself I grab more ropes and tie his hands to the bed. I press the button and once I do he looked at me with sadness and worry, "Jordan...no....this is insane....I-I cant...." I smirk and go between his legs and rub his legs and shake my head. He blushes and huffs as I play with his nipples like a joystick, he tries to move his hands that are tied to the bed as he whines. "MORE....ohhhhh....take your clothes off...." I smirk and strip for my greddy 'lover', you can tell when somebody wants you, they start to sweat, drool, and move rapidly which is what Seamus was doing. I'm fully naked and I look at Seamus who looked at me intensely. "Like what you see?" I say and kiss his neck. "Your really different in bed....extremely different..." He says as I take his boxers off, he wasn't as big as I was but since I'm taller I have an advantage. I then look at him and realize how far away we are....I suck on three fingers and slowly put one in, "AHHHH! ow....ugh! " I shush him to calm him down. "It's ok....I'm being gentle, ok?" I say softly as he calms down, and as quick as that I'm already at three fingers. I smirk at him as he huff and by his body language I can tell that he wants me in him. I smile and look at his skin, fragile, I thought as I open one of my drawer's next to my bed and get a bottle of lube and rub it all on my shaft, "um....Jordan this won't hurt right?" Seamus asks me innocently as I nod and put half of my thick dick in. He moans in pain and pleasure as I leave it there So he can get used to the feeling. I then feel him calm down as I thrust slowly, 'I'm doing seamus....'. I huff as I start to go faster, I hold Seamus's legs up to get a better position. Seamus starts to moan my name as he moves his hips to meet my thrusts. "J-Jordan! Ah.....please.....Im gonna...." He huffs and looks the other way as white warm goo trailed down his stomach. I kiss him and thrust faster. "Just a little more Sea." I say as sweat drips down my face, I thrust even faster. I soon feel all the energy run through me as I cum in Seamus, I moan loudly as Seamus starts to touch me with his legs. "Get out of me so I can love you." Once he said that I know he was in control. I do as I'm told, once I do I untie him and Seamus pulls my hair and makes me go on my arms and knees. I moan on how rough he was, I then hear a click and see the collar on me now. "Seamus this won't work, Im already excited just by looking at you." I say with lust in my voice. He puts lube all over his fingers and thrust three into me as I gasp in pain "S-SEAmus!" My voice started to change tone as it got smooth, I huff and look over my shoulder to see a sweaty Seamus. I smirk as I whine and beg for more. "Fine I guess you want my dick?" He says it like someone.....someone so familiar...the deep voice that wanted and fought for something, James, my heart ripped out of my chest as he ripped my walls. I moan loudly "W-wait....Seamus....." I put my ass in the air as my face was buried in a pillow. "Hmm? What's wrong?" He ask in concern as I look at him in a emotion I don't know "You know....your sorta acting like...James" I smile awkwardly as he gives a disgusted look. "Jordan I don't want to hear another mans name come out of your mouth when were doing this" he says angrily as I smirk " alright, why don't you punish me?" I say with lust in my voice. I moan once he presses the button, I huff as he trust into me. "You like that JJ?" Seamus ask as he trust harder into me. I scream as Seamus put the level on the collar on high as I moan, "SEAMUS! AHHH!" I feel warmness fill me as I huff and my body breaks down. He slowly takes himself out of me as he grabs my hips and makes me lay on his chest. "I love you Jordan...." He kisses my head and covers us in blankets as we both fall asleep.