Chapter 34
Jihoon's POV
"I can't believe you hurt her!"
"She's in so much pain because of you!"
"I don't even know why she gave you a second chance."
"Is she stupid? Why'd she even let you come back? All you're gonna do is get drunk again and hurt the kids?"
"Why would she love someone like you?"
"You deserved it when she left you."
"No, no, stop. Please...." I cried.
All I could hear was disappointment flowing through my mind. I felt my blood run cold and my body froze.
"I would've been there for her. I don't understand why she chose you in the first place."
"She should've left you when she had the chance."
"She doesn't love you Jihoon. She never did."
"Stop! You're supposed to be my friends! Why are you treating me this way."
They only looked at me with glares smothered across their faces, before disappearing into thin air.
"Jihoon. Jihoon wake-"
I sat up faster than I imagined, first looking at my surroundings, only to see that I was home, and in my bed.
I sighed but it came out shaky.
"Are you okay?" I looked over to my right and saw (Y/n) looking at me with concern written all over her face. "I-I'm fi-fine...."
My body was shaking uncontrollably and I had sweat dripping from my face.
"Obviously not. What happened? You don't have to tell me if you don't want too." She exclaimed wiping off tears that fell, that I didn't even know were there.
"I'd rather not...." I told her, knowing she'd understand but at the same time I feared for the worst.
"I understand." She yawned before talking once more. "Well it's only 3 in the morning so try getting some sleep, okay?"
"Okay."
Soon (Y/n) once again had her eyes closed but I knew she wasn't completely asleep.
"Babe?" I asked, getting closer to her and holding onto her.
"Huh?" I could tell she was looking at me, even though it was dark in the room.
"Do you love me?" I mumbled, tears forming at the thought of what I asked. "Of course I do!" She moved towards me, wrapping her arms around my torso.
"Lee Jihoon what makes you think I wouldn't?" She asked me, but it came out more stern than I think she intended it to.
"After everything that's happened, everything I put you through, I feel as if I'm drift ring away from you. I don't want to lose you (Y/n). I really am sorry for everything I did. I didn't mean to hurt you, or the kids. I just......I'm so sorry..." I replied, my face now buried into the side of her neck.
"I already forgave you and you know that. Look yes I understand I was hurt and I know you're sorry but if I didn't love you I wouldn't have even thought about having you come back after everything we've been through. You aren't drifting away from me so don't ever think that. If anything all of this just rings me closer to you. If I didn't love you we probably wouldn't even be married Jihoon. But you know what? I do love you. And only you. No one else. So please don't beat yourself up about any of this. I don't want you to feel this way anymore. I don't want to see you cry because of the past. I want you to be happy, because you've come so far and you overcame all these obstacles."
It was silent for a while before I spoke. "Thank you....." I mumbled, knowing that was everything I needed to hear from the person I loved the most. "You're welcome. Now let's try and sleep before Sang Hee comes in to wake us up." She giggled and soon fell asleep.
"Thank you so much....." I said quietly with a sigh, before falling asleep with (Y/n) in my arms.
-The next morning-
(Y/n)'s POV
"I told you she made waffles Si Ahn!" I heard Sang Hee scream from her room excitedly. The next thing I heard was a loud scream from Si Ann and saw two kids running towards me with smiles on their faces, while Jihoon just walked out of the bedroom dazed and confused with bed head.
"What's going on? Why is everyone screaming?" He asked. "Mommy made waffles!" Sang Hee exclaimed, getting to her seat at the kitchen table as fast as she possibly could.
"So that's why you two are so happy this morning." He said with a smile. I sat the waffles onto the table as soon as I had them on plates along with syrup and went to talk to Jihoon who walked up the the sink.
"Are you feeling any better?" I asked, putting my hand on his back reassuringly. "Yeah...." He yawned, as his hands covered his face.
Last night he had gotten up three times in the 3 hours before he had completely stayed awake all night.
He tried being quiet when he got up but I know when I'm needed. And right now, he definitely needs me more than ever.
"Seriously Jihoon. Even after about the talk last night you were still up. If you need to you can sleep. I don't mind watching the kids." I said, hoping he'd at least try and get an hour of sleep.
"I'll be fine, really. I have to go to work anyways in a little bit."
"I'm not letting you drive. Not when you're this tired. I'll drive and the kids can tag along. They won't mind at all. Besides they haven't seen the guys in a while." We both looked over at Sang Hee and Si Ann who were laughing as they ate their waffles.
"Sang Hee, Si Ahn. Do you two want to go and see daddy's friends today?" I asked and instantly Sang Hee's face lit up.
"YES! YES! YES!" She screamed and got down from her chair as fast as she could. "She's only doing that because she likes Mingyu and Joshua." Jihoon mumbled out of jealousy.
"Be quiet, she loves you way more than those two." I told him, laughing as soon as Sang Hee came back two minutes later in the dress all of Seventeen bought her about 2 weeks ago.
Jeez this girl.
Let's just hope Joshua and Mingyu are there because she'll start crying if they aren't.
Lord help my child.
- At Seventeen's practice studio -
(Y/n)'s POV
"Hi!!!" Sang Hee screamed as she ran inside Seventeen's studio running straight to Joshua who stood in the back of the room eating a granola bar.
Leaving the others alone feeling upset. But Si Ahn walked up to each one of them and hugged their legs since he wasn't tall like them.
"Hi Sang Hee!" Joshua exclaimed, picking her up in his arms and bringing her towards the others.
"Mingyu?" Was all she said and everyone instantly looked shook, as if their were about to be killed.
"Ummm well you see..,,Mingyu isn't act-"
"He's not here?" She asked, her lips soon turned into a pout and tears were at the brim of her eyes.
"Uh- no- I mean- he isn't- the room- uhhhh" Joshua was stuttering like crazy and everyone looked at me.
As if I'd be able to stop her.
"She won't stop until he's here." I exclaimed and they all races out of the room to go find him.
"(Y/nnnnnn)!" Joshua screeched, not knowing what to do, while Sang Hee was sobbing really loud in his arms.
"I-"
"HES HERE!"
"HERES MINGYU!"
"SANG HEE HERE! LOOK LOOK!"
Sang Hee looked in the direction where the other members were and instantly, I mean instantly, stopped crying.
The tears were gone, her face wasn't red, she had a smile on her face. It was as if him just being there blessed her.
"Mingyuuu!" She exclaimed, holding her arms out for him to take her from Joshua. "Wait why was she crying?" He asked bewildered.
"ARE YOU -"
"A CHILD IS IN THE ROOM SEUNGKWAN!"
"I wasn't going to say that Joshua. So uptight."
"Anyway she misses you! That's why! She didn't see you in here and she got upset." Vernon explained.
"Oh. Well I'm here now Sang Hee. There's no need to cry." He told her with a smile, that makes her face turn bright red.
The whole scene always makes me laugh because Jihoon gets annoyed every single time.
Well when he was here that is.
"Let's go home n-"
"Jihoon."
S. Coups looked at Jihoon gesturing him out to hallway, leaving me behind.
S. Coups please don't beat the crap out of him.
S. Coups POV
"Did you ever apologize to her?" Was the first thing I asked as soon as we stepped out into the hallway. "Yes dad." Jihoon said annoyed, rolling his eyes.
"Look you not only hurt her, but you hurt us too. You may have not known it because you were drunk but you hit me as well as a few members after you attacked (Y/n) and I've saved your sorry butt 3 times when you were upset because of what happened. If myself and the other members of seventeen weren't here for (Y/n) or you, she would've given up the second you touched her like that."
I looked at him sternly but he seemed like I was messing around with how he was acting towards me.
"Look she's my wi-"
"Lee Jihoon I don't care if she is or isn't your wife. You made a commitment and you're sticking to it. We all know you missed (Y/n) so stop trying to act tough. You only look stupid and it's making you seem colder and ruder than you actually are. She needed you when you were gone. But because you chose to be reckless...." I paused before speaking again as tears hit me like a storm.
"She thought about killing herself." He looked at me with wide eyes. We all knew she tried when she was younger but we didn't think she'd think about it now.
"The only reason she didn't was because of her love for the kids and I stopped her along with Joshua. If we wouldn't have been there, she wouldn't be here now. You may think you know everything, but even as her best friend, her husband, you won't know every single things she thinks about." I spat.
"I thought you missed her and loved her. The way you came back and how Joshua described how you cried, I really thought she meant something to you. Instead I hear you say you can do whatever you want with her and how she's your wife. That's not even one but true. You don't deserve her if that's how you're going to treat her. She deserves someone way better than you if that's the case. So think about what you want to say before you actually say it or do it. Because your actions and words will always, and I mean ALWAYS, have some sort of consequence." I growled pointing my finger towards him.
After that, I left. I didn't even want to hear what he had to said. Knowing that he could be how he was because she is his wife? No just.....no. I don't believe that is how you treat the person you love.
Especially your wife or husband.
In his case, his wife.
He should treat her with respect and care for her. Not lash out on her just because she's his wife.
He doesn't deserve her at all.
Not how he treated her when he was drunk or talked about her when he wasn't when he was upset.
I'll teach him a lesson if he tries anything ever again.
I mean it this time. I won't let him hurt her anymore.
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