Chapter 7: Space
" Sometimes actions can speak louder than our own words, "
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Namjoon POV:
"Why the fuck is she messing with my head?!" I say as I pace back and forth in front of the guys except for Tae who is with Ana in the kitchen baking.
"Well you're messing with hers too," Yoongs says as he rests his feet on the glass table.
"Because Hobi told me too!"
"I told you to be nice then cold to her not cold to her all the time dumb ass, "
"She is messing with you," Jimin suddenly says.
"How do you know?" Jin says giving him a questioning look.
"For fuck sakes, I'm her friend's boyfriend. Kam told her to make you jealous." He says putting his hands behind his head.
"I heard my fucking name bitches you better not be talking shit, " Kam says as she comes from the kitchen where sudden laughter erupts from.
"No, all good things, " Jimin then pulls her in for a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
"Why are you planning against me, Kam?"
"I am not!" Kam says slyly as she leans closer to Chim.
"I know you guys are Chim told me, "
"What the hell?!" She then smacks the back of Chim's head.
"Just tell me what I can do to make her stop with the Tae thing, " I say sitting next to Hobi.
"I mean does she even love me?"
"Shut the fuck up Joon! You should see her talk about you and how much she missed you before this trip! And your gonna sit here and say she doesn't love you, "
I shrug my shoulder which earns a sigh from Kam.
"Ok, the night you came home what exactly happened?" Yoongi then says.
"I snapped at her which made her upset, but we kinda got over that and I apologized, "
"Ok, that morning did you do anything for her?" Kam says crossing her arms.
"No, I got frustrated at her, "
"That's it! You need to show her something more" Hobi says.
"He's right you have this right, " Kam says rubbing her fingers together.
"Money?" I say confused.
"Actions speak louder than words, " Chim says.
"Not saying she a gold digger but..." She says raising her eyebrows.
"Just buy her little things like you use to don't listen to Kam, "
"Jimin I'm her friend, not you, " Kam says.
I shake my head thinking of the perfect plan.
"I got it when we go to town today I'll get her the little things she likes. But what if this doesn't work?"
"Then be rough!" Kam shouts loud enough for Ana and Tae to hear.
"Be rough with who?" Suddenly I could hear Ana's quiet voice say.
End Namjoon POV:
I had a gut feeling Joon would ask them for advice so when I head a certain someone screaming 'rough' I had to go find out. I told Tae I would be back and for him to start cleaning our mess.
"Be rough with who?"I say as I stand I. the doorway with my arms crossed against my chest. Joon sighed and pushed his ashy hair back away from his forehead.
"Let's talk please?" I nod my head and followed him upstairs to the room we are sharing. He closes the door behind him and comes close to were I was standing.
"Do you still love me?" He asks with worry in his voice. I sit down on the bed as he goes and stands in front of me waiting for my answer.
"Of course I do! What kind of dumbass question is that?" I see his chest rise and he lets out a breath of air that he must have been holding in.
"It's just why are you trying to make me jealous? According to Kam, you have been since the beginning of this whole fucking trip!"
"If your gonna be an asshole then yeah I have been trying to!" I stand up and get in his face to let him know I mean business.
"So what now you are gonna choose him now?"
"Oh my God! Kim Namjoon what the hell is going on in your head! I planned this so you would actually pay attention to me!" I shove him a little bit causing him to back into the wall.
"I do pay attention to you!"
"Then why haven't you noticed how sad or depressed I have been since you left!" He rolls his eyes like my opinion didn't matter to him.
"Then give me what I want for a change!" He lashes out and comes closer to my face.
"You know what my deal is with that! And how dare you tell Jimin or your friends about our relationship in that way!" Tears begin to form in the corner of my eyes.
"Because they are getting some and I'm not because you are too stubborn and naive!" The tears were finally spilling from my eyes as I wiped my face to make them go away. He faces seems to soften as he realizes the words he said.
"Fine! For the past whatever we have been doing nothing for each other! I'm done being your naive girlfriend!" I find my purse on one of the chairs and quickly grab it rushing out of the room. But he stopped me by grabbing my shoulders and pinning me to the bedroom door.
"Just listen, let me explain I'm sorry, " his eyes meet mine and the pain is evident in his eyes.
"Then why? Why can't you just wait for me?" I shake my head at him for all the things he must have told Jimin.
"Please forgive me, " he says looking at the ground.
"Look at me, " I grab his chin in my hand to make him look me in the eyes. I kiss him on the cheek and his eyes widen.
"I have to forgive you and I still love you but, we need some space." I get out of his hold and open the door and leave. Not before hearing him hit the door multiple times.
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