"Whenever I'm with you, I'm at Home. You are my home."
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"He'll be here soon!" Kam says as she finishes up my makeup that she insisted that I wear for him.

"I know what you're trying to do. I'm not ready yet!"

"Oh, but he is according to Jimin."

"Wait. What?" I say kinda mad.

"Yeah, he was telling Jimin that he was ready for you to give yourself to him. But he didn't want to push you."

"I just want it to be special if we get married just not right now. You know?"

"I understand. You have always been an innocent one in our friend group. Anyways I am finished take a look" she then grabs her green hand mirror and gives it to me.

"Woah" My eyeshadow was a light red and my face looked proportional.

To pull it all together a red lip.

"Thanks, Kam! I look so..."

"Beautiful," a deep voice says behind me.

"Kam did your voice just got.." I look behind me and it wasn't Kam it was Joon.

"Joon.."

"Why didn't you tell me you felt lonely?" He says with a little frustration.

"I didn't want to bother you," I say turning around facing the mirror.

"You never bother me though." He says sitting on the bed.

"I think I do, every time I finally get to see you your busy. Unlike Kam and Chim they sneak and do stuff together."

"Well, that's them, Not us."

"Then why don't we spend more time together like we use to then, "I say facing him.

"You know, that's hard to do Ana. I have things to do and produce." He says rubbing his eyes.

"What about me I do nothing all day but sit and wait for a simple phone call from you which never happens."

All I do is work/write and come to a lonely apartment waiting for him. Even though I have Kam.

But, I miss him.

"Again I'm busy." He says bluntly.

"Your busy 24/7 Joon. Why are you even here if you are 'busy'."

"Because maybe I need a break from being a leader! You ever thought about me and not yourself." He suddenly snaps.

"Its hard for me to worry about you when you never talk to me!"

"Maybe because I like being alone!" I was shocked.

Does he not love me anymore?

"You have changed Namjoon," I say storming out of the room in tears and messed up makeup.

"Ana Wait!" I hear Joon coming from the room to where we were.

I grabbed my keys and Jacket because it was starting to get cold out.

I was about to head out the door when he grabbed my hand and pulled me into him.

"Please." He says rubbing my back.

"Don't leave me." He adds.

I pushed him off.

"Then why didn't you just simply call me when you were free or even come see me. Don't leave me." I could see the tears forming in his eyes.

"I just got caught up stupidly. I'm sorry I broke my promise to you." He says pulling me back to him and putting his face in the crook of my neck.

"I need some space." With that, I dashed out of our apartment.

Before I put my ear up to the closed door to see if he would come after me. But all I hear is a thump on the ground and whimpers.

"I knew you wouldn't leave." He whispers.

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A/N:
What do,y'all think? Thanks for reading and lmk in the comments what you think will happen in the next chapter.

~Alex💜