chapter 12
Anabia's POV.
I open my eyes and find myself on the prayer mat. I got up and check the time. It was 5 of the morning. I did my ablution and offer Fajar prayer. After prayer I came out of the room and saw Zayan Bhai coming from Masjid.
"Bhai." I called him and he walked toward me.
"How's he now??! I asked impatiently.
"Bhabhi he's fine. His fever is gone and is alright." Zayan Bhai said.
"Allhamadulillah." I said and he smiled.
"You don't need to worry now. He was feeling better and talking to me last night. But I'll go after sometime to check him." Zayan Bhai and I nodded.
I was so thankful to Allah that he was okay now. I was feeling good.
I dialed his number but he didn't received it again.
Maybe he's sleeping. I check the time and it was 6 of the morning. I went in kitchen and start preparing breakfast with aunty.
Soon we all were having our breakfast talking to each other.
"How's Shahyan now.?."aunty asked looking at Zayan Bhai.
"He's fine now mom." Bhai said and got up.
"I have a meeting today after that I'll go to Shahyan's place to see him." Zayan Bhai said and rushed out of the house while me and aunty clean the table.
Sana and Hiba went to their Collage while uncle drove to his office.
"Anabia I think you should go to see Shahyan. Its a wife's duty to take care of her husband." she said and I just keep listening her.
"Yes aunty." I slowly said and she went to her room.
I walked toward my room while her words were ringing in my ear.
Should I go there??
I was thinking and cleaning my room. After cleaning,I took my lemon colour frock and went inside the washroom to take shower. After shower I came out and comb my hair,wore my bangles and applied kajal. I check the time and it was 10 of the morning means Zayan Bhai was still in his meeting. I was so restless to know about Shahyan's condition. I start roaming in the room when my mobile start ringing. I check the caller id and it was Zayan Bhai.
"Hello Bhai." I said as I received the call.
"Yes bhabhi. I'm here in Shahyan's house." He said and I waited for him to say something else.
"How's he now?? Finally I again asked.
"He's not fine bhabhi. He's having again high fever and is again unconscious. Uncle and aunty are not home. He's all alone." Zayan Bhai said and tears start rolling down on my cheeks.
"I want to see him Bhai.please take me to him." I cried and I heard him sighing.
"Okay bhabhi I'm coming. You get ready." And he cut the call.
I start waiting for him.
Shahyan's POV.
"Okay bhabhi I'm coming. You get ready." Zayan cut the call and gave me a death glare while I was so happy.
"You are such a creep you know that. You know bhabhi was so tensed for you." Zayan said and I smiled.
"Yeah I know. And if she's tensed then she should be here with her husband." I said and took the bowl of soup and start drinking it.
"I'm feeling so bad because I lied to bhabhi only because of you. She's there crying for her husband and her husband is enjoying his soup." Zayan said and I laughed.
"Don't waste time now. Go and bring her here." I said and Zayan went out.
I smiled and lay down. I haven't seen her since yesterday and it seems like years. When I return from Zayan's house,I was feeling so bad. And then fever attacked me and I suffer from high fever that I didn't have any sense left. I was all the day unconscious. But still my heart was calling her. When I open my eyes last night,I wanted to see her in front of me. My parents and sister were so worried but still I wanted to see her. With the medication finally I get rid of fever but I was still feeling weakness.
I slowly got up from my bed and walked out. I walked toward the hall. As I entered the hall,all maids and servants came in front of me.
"Sir you shouldn't come down. You can call us." One of them said and I smiled.
"I know but I'm here to give you half day off." I said and they all look at me like they don't understand.
"I'm giving you half day leave. You can join your duty after 5 pm." I said and they nodded.
"But sir your health..!" One of them said.
"I'm fine now. I'm going to my friends house. So there would be no one in the house. You all can go now." I said and they all left.
I turned and look at my empty house. My dad early morning went to a meeting which was out of town and my mom went on shopping and after that she was going to meet Mrs. Niazi.and Zainab was in her school and after that she was going to her tuitions means,I have almost half day to spend alone with my Anabia in my house all alone.
Welcome Anabia!!!
I walked back toward my room and took my T-shirt and a trouser out and went to take shower.After taking shower I lay down on my bed because I was feeling weakness. I couldn't stand anymore. I lay down on bed and closed my eyes. My heart was calling her and she was taking so much time to come. After 15 minutes I heard a horn of car. I smiled thinking about her. Its her.
I didn't open my eyes but keep laying. I felt my room door opened and then close.
"Bhabhi you stay with him. I'll be just back with doctor." I heard Zayan's voice and smiled in my heart on my friend's intelligence.
The door again opened and closed. Now only she was left in my room with me. I could feel her nervousness. The tinkling of her bangles was fluttering my heart. I heard her walking toward me and then I felt her near me on bed.
She sat next to me on bed and then I felt her hand on my forehead.
"Its so cold." She mumble to herself.
Oh shit!!!
She's gonna catch me!!
Her hand travelled to my cheeks and start checking my temperature.
"Why is he cold??" She again talked to herself.
"Shahyan." She leaned on my face and called me.
I could feel her breath on my face. I didn't open my eyes and then I felt her tear fall on my face.
"Please get up. I have no one without you." She was crying and then I felt her lips on my forehead.
"I'm missing you Shahyan." She said and my heart fluttered with happiness.
Her fingers were roaming on my face touching my features. Her touch was burning me. My heart was beating fast. I just want to pull her in my arms and kissed her. I felt her breath on my ear and then she spill.
"I..I can't live without you. I can't." Her tears were making my ear wet but I was flying in air.
She also has an effect of me. She's also experiencing the feeling which were making me crazy.
"I also can't live without you Mrs. Shahyan." I whispered in her ear.
She immediately pulled back and look at me. I was smiling looking at her face who was shocked.
"You..you okay??" She touched my forehead again to confirm.
"Of course I'm okay." I said looking at her pretty face.
"But Zayan Bhai said that.."she paused and then narrow her eyes at me.
"You..!" With that she start hitting my chest with her tiny hands.
"You lied to me. You know I was so worried and you were taking this a joke. I'm not going to talk to you. You are very bad." She was crying and saying these words with using her hands on me.
I was trying to stop her but her hands were fast.
"I hate you. You are so bad." She said and I grabbed her hands and pulled her closer to me.
"You hate me??! " I asked and she look down.
She shake her head as no and I smiled.
"But you are bad." She said and i pulled her in a hug.
She wrapped her arms around me instantly and I was just feeling her. It feels so good.
"Anabia." I called her and she parted to see me.
"Welcome to our room." I said and I saw a blush appear on her cheeks.
"But I'm going back. You are fine then I'm..." Before she could complete I pulled her closer and crush my lips on her.
I start kissing her lips passionately and soon pulled her on bed having her under my arms. I was now top of her and was kissing her lips passionately. Her one hand was on my shirt holding me tight while her other hand moved to my hair and her fingers start playing with my hair.
It was feeling so good to kiss her but I want her to kiss me back but she was not moving her lips. After kissing for a while I moved back and rested my forehead on her forehead. We both were panting. I open my eyes and look at her who was blushing as hell. Her cheeks were showing the red colour. I bend toward her cheeks and kissed them.
"Now say that you want to go." I whispered and she hugged me.
I hugged her tightly.
"I don't want to go." She said and I smiled.
We just keep hugging each other. I closed my eyes and just keep feeling her.
Maham's POV.
"Eiya Maa good morning." I stepped in the room and saw Eiya Maa reciting Quran pak.
"Subha bakhair bacha. Come." She said and i sat on a corner of bed.
She completed her verses and then closed the Quran. She put the Quran pak on its place and turn to me.
"So where were you last night? I had been waiting for you." She said as she took seat in front of me.
All the memories of yesterday flashed on my mind.
"I was stuck in something. Sorry." I said and she smiled.
"Let me see." She hold my hands and start looking at my Menhdi.
"When did you start liking mehndi?" Eiya Maa asked and I just took the right hand to hide the name of Ashar.
"My..my friend just applied it." I said and she nodded.
"Are you going somewhere??" She asked and I nodded.
"Just going on shopping. I'm getting bore." I said and she nodes.
"Okay but come soon." And this time I nodded and hugged her.
I left from there and went out of the house in my car. I was driving my car on road just to time pass. I don't know what to do where to go. I stopped the car in front of a mall and stepped it. I was roaming in the mall when again I bumped into someone.
I look up and saw the most irritating person in front of me.
"Don't tell me that you are again on shopping??" He asked while I just ignored him and start walking.
"Oh so showing the arrogance. Good. Good for you." He said and I saw him walking besides me.
"Why are you following me?" I asked looking at him who was busy on his mobile.
"Stop following me Ashar." I said and turned to him.
"Who said I'm following you?? Please!" He said and took steps ahead.
"You think you are so smart??" I asked reaching him.
"Now you are following me. And I'm smart don't you think??." He said and we both entered the shop.
He start checking the jewellery and I was amazed that why he was in the jewellery shop.
Maha.
This name bring a very bad feeling in my heart. He's shopping for her!!!
"Why are you in this shop?? Buying for your girlfriend??" I asked him who was busy in selecting pendent.
"Of course or you are thinking I'm buying for my wife." He said and I turned to him.
"Huh! Please your wife don't like pendents. You just keep dreaming about your girlfriend." I said and start looking at the rings.
"And how'd you know that what my wife likes or not??" He asked and I turned to him.
"I know because I'm your..." I stop when I realize what I was going to say.
"Yes I'm listening." he said and I turned to other side.
My heart was beating fast. What I was going to say?? I decided that I won't let this relation to come out then why I'm tell him that I'm his wife.
His mobile ring and he received the call. .
"Maha." He take her name and I turned to him.
"Yes darling I'm checking the pendents for you." He said and I turned to other side.
My eyes start getting wet and I start walking out of the mall. I went in parking and stop near my car. Tears were rolling down on my cheeks.
Why I'm crying??
She's his girlfriend then why I'm having problem??
I don't care about him.
"Maham." I heard him calling me but I don't want to talk to him.
I wipe my tears and open the door but he grabbed my arm.
"What the hell??" I yelled and he turned me to him.
"What happened to you??" He asked and I freed my arm.
"Nothing just leave me alone." I said and turned to the car.
"Seems like you are having some problem with my girlfriend." He said and I turned to him.
"Don't give so much importance to yourself. And to hell with your girlfriend. I don't care who she is and what you think about her. Stay happy with her. And why would I have a problem with her??" I yelled at him and I don't know how my tears start rolling down on my cheeks.
"Don't yell at me. I was just talking to you but it looks like you have your own problems. You are the same irritating girl which I knew." He said and turned to go but I grabbed his arm and turned him to me.
"I know what you think of me. You always think that I'm a flirt then its your own thinking. I don't want to clear my image." I said and he was looking at me.
"You can't clear your image because I can see what you are and I hate what I see." He said and I felt a pain rising in my heart.
"Fine. I don't have any problem with your hate because I hate you too. You are the most hateful person in my life. I never wanted to see your face. I just hate you Mr.Ashar " I said looking in his eyes.
"For your kind information the feelings are mutual. I hate you with the bottom of my heart." He said and walked away.
"I hate you Ashar. Never show me your face again." I yelled and sat in my car.
I drove to my home and locked myself in my room. Tears were rolling down on my cheeks. I don't know why I was crying. Why his words mattered to me a lot. Why his words hurt me??
I hide my face in the pillow and just keep crying all the day and night.
Anabia's POV.
I open my eyes and find myself in his arms. I smiled and inhale his fragrance. I slowly moved and get up. I check the time and it was 1 of the noon. He was still sleeping so I didn't wake him up and went out of the bed. I slowly walked toward the washroom and freshen up.
He should be hungry!!
I thought and went out of the room. I hesitantly walked toward kitchen. As I reached in kitchen, I didn't know what to do. I slowly open a cabin and find a big jar of rice. I thought and took some rice out from that jar. After that I start cutting onions and tomato. I took all the ingredients out and place them in front of me. I open the fridge and took the chicken meat out. I look at all the things and then I start making Chicken biryani. My hands were working fast. As I complete my cooking,I start making salad.
After an hour my food was ready. I walked back toward the room where he was still sleeping.
"Shahyan." I called him as I sat near him on bed.
"Shahyan get up." I shake his shoulder and he slowly open his eyes.
He smiled looking at me.
"Get up. Lunch is ready." I said and sat up.
"Lunch??" He asked and I nodded.
"Yes,I made lunch for you. Now go freshen up." I said and he smiled.
"How badly I want you to cook for me like this." He said and I just smiled.
He kissed my forehead and walked toward the washroom.while I went out and serve the food on table. I waited for him and then I saw him coming.
"Not bad." He look at the table and took a seat.
I served his plate and sat next to him and start serving myself. We both start eating and he with evey spoon was complementing me. I was smiling and was happy that he like the food. After having lunch I start taking utensils to the kitchen and washing them. I startled when he hugged me from behind.
"Shahyan leave me. Let me wash utensils." I said.
"Leave them. These are not for you to wash." He said but I didn't listen yo him.
"Anabia." He said as he rested his chin on my shoulder and tighten his hold around my belly.
My heart jumped in my chest and all the sensations start running in my body making me heated up.
"Sh..Shahyan please. Let me do it." I said and he slowly removed his hands and walked out.
Is he angry???
He didn't say anything and left??
Did I offended him???
I washed my hand and walked out to see him who was watching TV. I saw him who was looking little weak. I walked toward him.
"Want to have tea?." I asked and he nodded.
"Are you angry??" I asked and he turned to me.
He hold my hand and make me sit next to him.
"Why would I??" He asked and I lower my eyes.
"I..I asked you to leave so I think.." I stopped and look at him.
"Yes I can be angry but not now. And if ever you again said to leave you,I'm going to be very angry." He said and I just smiled.
"I just bring your tea." I said and got up.
He nodded and I went in the kitchen. I start making tea while his words,his moves,his actions everything was making me smile.I fill the cup with tea and turned but bumped into Shahyan. And the tea fall on me.
"Ouch." The hot tea fall on me burning my hand and ruining my dress.
"Oh sorry sorry." He said while my eyes filled with water because my hand was burning a lot.
"Anabia. Sorry come out." He hold my hand and we walked out.
"Sit." He made me sit on sofa.
I look at my hand which was burning and was almost red. He came back with first aid box and sat with me. He hold my hand and start examining it.
"Is it burning??" He asked and I nodded.
"A lot." I cried with pain.
"Hey Anabia. Please don't cry. I'm so sorry." He said and took ointment from the first aid box.
He start applying it on my hand and I was getting relieved.
"Just let it be like this for sometime then I'll bandage it." He said and I nodded.
He went in and after sometime came back with water. He made ne drink water and I look at him who was looking so worried.
"I'm fine now." I said looking at his concern face.
"I'm so sorry. I was just trying to scare you and this all happen. I'm really sorry." He said and I didn't like him saying sorry to me.
"Its okay. I'm fine now. Don't say please." I said and he took my hand again and start bandaging it.
"Your dress is completely spoiled." He said and I look at my dress.
"Come change your clothes." He said and make me stand up.
"But Shahyan I don't have any clothes." I said and he thinks for a moment.
He hold my hand and we start walking toward the room. As we stepped in he directly walked toward wardrobe.
"What you think about this??" He said and showed me his shirt.
My eyes widened and I shake my head as no. He smiles and took his shirt and trouser out.
"You can wear it now and clean your clothes. "He said but I was just looking at his clothes which he was giving me.
"Shahyan I..never wore this kind of clothes." I said and he smirked making me nervous.
"You know I don't mind watching you without..." He paused and winked at me making me shy all over.
"Go change into it." He said and give me his clothes and I walked toward the washroom.
I took shower and changed into his shirt and trouser and clean my shirt. But now I was stuck in the washroom. I don't want to go out. I was feeling all shy. How can I go out like this.
"Anabia." He knocked on the door.
"Come out." He again knocked and I with beating heart slowly open the door.
I hide myself behind the door and bring my face out. My wet hair were hanging on my shoulder.
"What are you doing?? Come out." He said when he saw me.
"No I can't come out." I said still trying yo hide myself behind the door..
"You will not listen to me right??" With that he grabbed my hand and pulled me out from the washroom.
My eyes were shivering. His eyes were fixed on me and I was feeling nervous in front of him. I look up and he was smiling.
"You are looking so.." He stopped and I bite my lips with shyness.
"Don't bite your lips or else I won't stop myself." He said and I look up at him who was having a smirk on his face making me blush.
"I'm..I'm going in..washroom." I said and took a step back but he was fast.
His hand drifted down to my waist and he pulled me closer. My hands automatically wrapped around his shoulders.
"Shahyan...what.?." I said and tried to free myself.
"You are really testing my patience. "He said and start playing with the hair lock which were hanging on my temple.
"What are these feelings Anabia?" He whispered in my ear and I shivered on his closeness.
"Why I feel lost myself in front of you?? Why you affect me so much?? Why I can't control myself from coming closer to you??" He was whispered and I was feeling my heart flutter.
His breath on my ear was shivering me. His shirt was tightly in my fist. I was trying to control my feelings which were developing inside me.
"Shahyan." I whispered his name and he kissed my ear.
His other hand reached my face and cup it. His lips start roaming on my face kissing my every feature. I was lost in his touch. My eyes were closed and he was coming more closer to me. My hand moved to his hair and my fingers start feeling the softness of his hair. He kissed my chin and moved to my neck.
"Shahyan." I moaned his name as his lips start kissing my neck.
He moved back and in a second he picked me in his arms. He walked toward bed and I was lost in his eyes. He slowly lied me on the bed and leaned on me. His fingers trials from my forehead to my nose and then my lips. I gasp and his fingers start caressing my neck. My heart was beating fast. I don't know what was happening but whatever it was,I was just lost in it. I don't want him to stop. I open my eyes and look at him who was looking at me intensely. My body was heated up and then he start leaning on my face and my breaths gets uneven. He in next second slammed his lips on mine kissing me passionately. I groaned in the kiss and my hand hold his shirt tightly while my other hand moved to his hair bringing him more closer.
"Kiss me Anabia." He said between the Kiss and only I know how badly I want to kiss him back.
My lips start moving with his kissing him back. The fire of passion was burning us and I just let both of us burn in it. Our lips were moulded beautifully together kissing each other passionately. I was moaning in the kiss when his lips leaves mine and he start kissing my face and went down to my neck. A bag of butterflies was open in my stomach tingling me. A knot was open in my stomach and all the sensation was running down to my spine through his touch.His lips were kissing my neck passionately and I was just lost in it.His lips touched my collarbone and I moaned which encourage him more. I felt his hand reached on my shirt and my eyes snapped open. The realization hit me. What we are doing???
"Shahyan stop." I said but he was not going to stop easily.
He removed shirt from my shoulder and kissed my shoulder making me moan again. It was so difficult to resist his touch. His fingers open the upper button of my shirt and now I have to stop him.
"Shahyan stop. We can't do this." I said and tried to push him back but he grabbed my hands and pinned them on my head. He start kissing my neck all over again making me restless for his touch.
Bu I know I can't let flow both of us in emotions.
I have to stop him. We can't do this now. Its not the right time.
"Shahyan please stop. Don't do this." I said and tried to free my hands from him.
He moved back on my lips and start kissing me. I couldn't resist the urge to kiss him back. My lips start moving on his lips kissing him back with the same passion.
He nibble my lower lip and I moaned with passion. He leaved my lips when we both were lacking of breaths. He intertwined his fingers with mine and moved back to my neck kissing me passionately. I was again lost in him. I was again letting him kiss me.
He moved his hands from mine and travelled to my waist while his other hand start to open the second button of my shirt and with other hand he squeezed my waist and I came to my senses.
No not again!!!
I'm letting him do this. I have to stop him. We can't do this.
Anabia you have to control yourself..!!
I thought and put my hands on his chest pishing him.
"Shahyan stop. Leave me. Don't do this." I said trying to stop him.
He kissed my collarbone and was going down but this time I pushed him harder and got up. I immediately close the buttons he opened and look up at him.
He was looking at me confused.I got up from bed and walked toward washroom but he grabbed my hand.
"Why??? Why can't we do this???" He almost yelled.
"We can't do this Shahyan. This is wrong." I said looking down.
"Why this is wrong?. You are my wife then why?? Why You are ruining everything." He asked and I look up.
"Until we have our marriage hidden we can't do this. Please try to understand me. Until your patents accept me as their daughter in law till then we have to wait. We can't do this." I said and saw him getting angry.
"It means I'm nothing to you. My feelings my emotion doesn't matter. You don't care about me." He said and hold me tightly from my shoulders.
"No please Shahyan try to understand I'm your wife only you know. We have to wait for the right time. Please leave me Shahyan. We can't do this. This is not right" I said but he pushed me back in anger and turned to other side
"Change your clothes. I'm going to drop you at Zayan's." He said and I felt my eyes getting wet.
"But Shahyan.."before I could say anything he went out of the room.
Tears were rolling down on my cheeks. I went to change in to my dress, as I came out I saw him taking his wallet and car keys.
"I'm waiting in the porch." With that he rushed out of the room.
I was feeling so sad and wanted to cry a lot. I walked toward the porch and saw him standing near his car. As he saw me coming,he get in the car and I took next seat with him. I look at him whose face was red with anger. He didn't look at me for once and start driving.
"Shahyan please listen to me." I said and he increased the speed.
"Shahyan why are you doing this??" I asked with tears but he didn't say anything.
"Shahyan talk to me. You should understand what I said." I said again trying to calm him.
"You stay happy with your thoughts. I got to know what I'm to you. My feelings and emotions don't have any importance in your eyes. You just want to show yourself perfect. You ruined everything. Now live with what you think." He said and stopped the car.
I look up and saw we were standing in Zayan bhai's house.
"Go." He ordered and I open my mouth to say something but I thought I should keep quite for now.
I slowly went out and he without looking at me reverse his car and drove out of the house leaving me all alone with tears.
A/N:: Assalam-o-Alikum readers.
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