Nanami's POV (a few days later, at the guild)

Suddenly my eye started to hurt, I squeezed my eye shut and covered it.

"Are you ok?" Zoe asked

"Y-yeah, i need to go to the bathroom quickly" I said

"Um....ok" Zoe said

"Come back soon, I want to eat" Mayu said and I nodded.

I went to the bathroom and looked into the mirror I saw my wavy mint green hair, my porcelain skin, and my eyes blue-ish pink eyes. But one of them... a golden seal was showing. I forgot... it's that day soon. My heart was clenching, goddammit I always feel so weak at this time. I punched the glass, my fist was covered in glass and blood. I clenched my fist my knuckles were most likely white now I heard my blood drip onto the floor. My body was shaking, and my bangs covered my eyes.

I walked out and went back to Mayu and Zoe.

"Hey what to-" Mayu stopped and had a worried expression on her face, "Nana are you...ok?"

"Y-yeah, I don't feel well I'm going to go home" I said biting my lip trying to stop the quivering.

"Do you want us to come?" Zoe asked her voice was filled with worry

"N-no it's ok" I said reassuring them, "I'm going to go now"

"Ok.... if you say so" Mayu said

I walked off, looking down at the floor. My fist was still bleeding and full of glass. When I was out of the guild, I ran at full speed back to the house. When I reached the house I swung the door open and went to my bathroom. I cried, I was afraid. I was afraid if she (a different person from the other she) might take over my body. I looked at one of my drawers to find my first aid box. I got a pair of tweezers and started to take the glass out, it was painful but my eye and heart was in more pain. When I finally took all the glass, I dabbed the rubbing alcohol on my wounds. It stung so bad that my eyes started to water, I bit my lip to stop any screaming but a whimper came out. Finally I finished cleaning and I wrapped my hand in some bandages.

I looked into the mirror once again, my face was a mess. I freshened up but my eyes were swollen, I walked into my room and stayed there hugging my plushy. I decided to put my headphones on and put on some music to calm me down.

I listened to 'My Dearest from Guilty Crown' it was one of my favourite songs.

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I spent the whole evening just sitting on my bed hugging my plushy and listening to music.

Suddenly Zoe and Mayu burst through the door which startled me.

"The front door was wide open, are you ok???" Zoe said in a worried tone

"Yeah I'm fine" I said but I guess they saw the golden seal on my eye.

"It's that day isn't it?" Mayu asked and I nodded my head.

"It's ok, we won't let anything happened to you" Zoe said and they both hugged me and I just burst into tears. We spent the night in my room, that night I had a nightmare it reminded me of my past...