After Fluttershy made me calm, she placed her arm around me to make me feel better. I just smiled weakly before taking a deep breath and decided..

Its been minutes since Applejack walked out after insulting me, leaving me alone and in tears. Luckily, Fluttershy found me and stayed by my side to comfort me.

Rd: "I.. I need to ask you something, Shy."

Fs: "What is it Dashie?"

Well, here goes nothing. Surely Fluttershy would understand my confusing sexuality.. She's my childhood best friend after all, she would never leave me.. Right?

Rd: "Is it wrong to love another girl like me?"

At first Fluttershy was somehow happy when I asked that, but when I looked back at her eyes, she immediately looked away.

Fs: "No, no Dashie! There's nothing wrong about it.. Why did you ask?"

Rd: "Cause.. I need to confess something to you."

For some unknown reasons, Fluttershy's cheeks quickly reddened as a irresistible smile went up to her face. Even though she tried her best to hide it, she terribly failed.

Fs: "W-what is it Dashie?" She asked with a nervous tone in her voice.

Rd: "I like someone Shy, but I can't tell her how I feel because Im too weak." I cried after bowing my head to look at my feet that cant even reach the floor because I lack height.

Fs: "Well Im always here.. You can tell me." She answered after moving closer to me.

Rd: "You sure? You accept me for being.. Gay?"

Fs: "Of course I do! To be honest.. Im bisexual.."

Rd: "Your what?! How are you only telling me now?!"

Fs: "I had to keep it a secret Dashie, I've been waiting for the right time to tell yo- I mean HER but Im too scared."

Rd: "Heh, you and me both. Who do you like?" I asked with a weak smile, wiping away my tears afterwards.

Fs: "She's my best friend but enough about me! Who is the girl you like? "

Rd: "Promise not to freak out and tell anyone about this?"

Fs: "I- I promise.."

I then took one last deep breath before looking back into Fluttershy's eyes. I noticed she was still smiling in excitement, I guess she really wants to know the truth about Aj..

Rd: "Fluttershy.. I like Applejack, more as a friend.."

As soon I finally admitted it, I saw Fluttershy's expression slowly changed. Her smile was no longer there and her eyes were about to tear up.

Rd: "Woah, y-you okay Shy?" I asked confused.

Fs: "Y-yes, of course!" She nervously stated while looking away. "But.. Why? I thought you two fought since the tournament last year?" She continued with a broken voice.

I giggled softly, not knowing what's wrong with my light Pink haired friend but I just thought that she might be so happy for me.

Rd: "That's what I thought too at first, but when she tossed to me the very first time, I felt a spark that I haven't felt before. You know me, I usually dont pay attention to any of these love interest back at elementary school so.. Im feeling quite confused with my feelings right now."

Fs: "But she hates you right..?"

Rd: "She hates me now because I did something stupid, and I hate her right now too but.. I cant stop admiring her from afar. Her confidence, her skill, her strength.. I envied her, Shy.."

Fs: "Do you.. Love her?"

Rd: "No.. Yes- goddammit.. I don't know. This is so confusing!"

I just waited for Fluttershy to respond, I can hear soft sobs from her. Is she crying?

Rd: "H-hey Shy? You okay?" I asked worriedly, placing my hand on her shoulder, making her turn back to face me.

My eyes widened in shock when I saw she was crying, I immediately grabbed my handkerchief and wiped them away.

Rd: "Woah Flutters! You okay? Why are you crying all of a sudden?"

She then gently took my hand and gave me a forced smile before standing up from the bench.

Fs: "Im okay Dashie, Im just.. So happy for you."

Rd: "T-thanks Shy.. You don't have to cry, its not a big deal." I giggled after placing my hand behind my neck.

Fs: "Oh it is a big deal, Dash.. Im sorry but I have to go." She lastly said before running away.

Rd: "What do you mea- Shy! Come back come on!" I yelled in shock while reaching my hand out for her.

After she left me alone, I formed my hands into fists as I looked up to stare at the grey clouds.

Why did she ran off like that? She told me she accepted me for liking another girl.. What shocked me the most is when I admitted that I like Applejack, her expression changed.

Rd: "What the hell, Shy?" I asked myself.

After a few minutes passed, the bell finally rang for our 3rd class so I got off from the bench and started to walk towards my class, bringing this heavy feeling with me.

This strange insecure feeling was slowly over throwing me.. Its making me feel weak. Heck, Im always weak right? The coolest person I admire the most said it herself..

As soon I made it the my class, I saw Applejack sleeping in her desk. I lastly sighed before going up to my seat before the teacher comes.

But I noticed that my bag's zipper was slightly open, so I immediately grabbed it and fully opened the zipper, only to see another chocolate milk drink.

Rd: "Gee, I wonder who's it from." I asked sarcastically while looking at Applejack beside me who was bad at pretending to sleep.

Why did she even put this on my bag? Is this another trick? She hates me.. She would never do this.

Rd: "Hey bro, want this?" I asked with a forced smile after handing out the drink to my classmate to my right.

"Yeah, thanks.. What's your name again?"

Rd: "Its Rainbow Dash."

Z: "Oh, nice to meet you Rainbow, Im Zephyr breeze."

Rd: "Sup."

Z: "Wait.. I feel like I've seen you somewhere."

Rd: "Duh were in the same class, dummy."

Z: "No except in this class." He started while looking at my rainbow hair. "Oh I know! Your with that scary cowgirl! You two are the Freak duo in our school's volleyball club!"

Rd: "Freak duo? W-where did you heard that?"

Z: "Its all over the campus! You two are awesome! Especially when you two do that demon fast quick attack everybody was talking about."

Rd: "Heh.. They said that?" I asked with a soft smile before looking at Aj beside me.

I noticed that she was secretly peeking at me but as soon our eyes met, she immediately closed and looked away to pretend like she's sleeping.. What a creep.

Rd: "Sorry to spoil you Breeze but that freak duo thing is no longer a thing.."

Z: "What?! But you two are the club's weapon for the nationals! Did you two fight or something?"

Rd: "N-no.. Just trust me bob, you ain't never seeing that quick attack again." I lastly replied in slight disappoint before turning my attention to the teacher.
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As days slowly passed by, Applejack and Fluttershy no longers talks nor looks at me..

Its making me loose my confidence and passion in my sport since Im teamed up with the two of them. The worse thing is they're both setters, so they won't even give me a single toss to hit.

This sh*t continued for days.. And its making me feel depressed..

Until the time has finally come.

Its time the for a whole week of training camp.. With the jackass I hate the most.
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*okay Im sorry this chapter is boring as heck- 🤦‍♀️😔