I was awoken by a familiar yet annoying noice I hear everyday, my alarm clock. I groaned in tiredness before slamming my hand on its top to make the annoying sound stop.

I just sat up on my bed, glancing at my messy room. I had trouble falling asleep last night because of what happened with me and Applejack.

I kept regretting that I dint told Aj the truth.. That was my chance goddammit! But this is all confusing for me, maybe its best if I ignore it for a while.

I then rolled out of my bed, purposely falling on the ground afterward.

Rd: "F*cking Celestia I gotta stop doing this.." I muttered to myself while getting back to my feet.

As soon I got to the bathroom, I quickly opened the faucet to let the water run so I can wash my face to make me less sleepy.

But I noticed that my eyes were weary when I looked at my reflection in the mirror. Did I cry that much?

Rd: "Im such a loser.." I thought to myself, still looking at myself.

After I finished taking a bath, brushing my teeth and fixing my hair,  I stepped outside the bathroom to get my school uniform in the closet.

My eyes slightly widened in shock when I realized that me and Aj are in the same class, I bet she'll forget about this whole thing.. Right?

I quickly shook my thoughts away before wearing my polo, necktie, and the short skirt. I dint bother wearing the vest for us girls since the school's dress code isn't that serious in the campus.

S: "Ready to go sis?" Scootaloo asked as soon she kicked my door open.

Rd: "For Celestia's sake Scoots use your hands not your feet!"

S: "But were going to be late!"

Rd: "What?!"

S: "Yeah dad's already in the car you doofus.'

Rd: "You are twat for not waking me up early!" I nervously yelled back while grabbing my backpack on my desk.

S: "and you are an idiot for taking your lesbian kiss way too hard!"

Rd: "Can you please stop bringing that up!"

S: "You cant control me!" The twerp teased back, sticking her tongue out.

Rd: "Shut up and get in the car! I'll catch up."

S: "Okeh!" She lastly yelled before closing the door loudly.

Rd: "You freaking twerp.." I muttered to myself while fixing my collar om my polo.

I then immediately ran out of my room, bidding my goodbye to my mother on the way. When I entered the car, I saw my dad giving me a disturbing look.

Bh: "You look like a mess Dash.."

Rd: "Im sorry dad.." I replied in slight anger before fixing my uniform.

Bh: "Scootaloo is going to be late because of you."

I just rolled my eyes and faced the window beside me. My father isn't the best husband to my mom nor a father to us.. He rather just drink all night than to spend time with us, that's why I have hate towards him.

Bh: "Answer me Dash." He growled in a drunk tone in his voice.

Rd: "Yeah, yeah Im sorry okay? Happy now?"

Bh: "Don't talk to me like that. Who even raised you to be this immature?"

Rd: "You."

Bh: "You idiot, its your mom isn't it?"

Rd: "Dont bring my mom into this Bow."

Bh: "Did you just call me by name?!"

S: "Woah stop fighting guys! Can we just talk about this later?"

My father just laughed before starting the car while I just plugged in my earphones to listen to my music on the way.

Even though my father is making me pissed this early in the morning, I cant stop thinking about Applejack and how I rejected her.

But hey.. Aj's a tough girl, Im sure she'll get over about the rejection and she will talk to me like nothing happened.. I hope so.
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As soon we finally made it to school, I immediately got out of the car without saying goodbye to Scoots and my dad.

S: "Bye sis! Be safe." My sister yelled but I just ignored her.

When I entered the campus, I saw Applejack on the distance since we go to school in the same time. I just smiled nervously when I tried to catch up with her.

But the cowgirl wont look at me, its like she's pretending that I dont even exist.. In her life.

Rd: "I guess she dint see me because Im short." I thought to myself with confidence.

Me and Applejack usually race back to our class whenever we see each other so I ran ahead of her.

When I looked back, my eyes widened in shock when she's not racing with me..

Rd: "B-but.. We used to do this.. Together Aj." I mumbled to myself in slight pain.

She just bent the tip of her hat to avoid looking at me, making my heart ache uncontrollably.

Rd: "Danm.. What is this feeling? Why am I being so goddamn affected?!"

When I felt my eyes tearing up, I immediately ran inside the nearest girl's bathroom before anyone could see me.

I then opened the faucet to make the water running, washing my face afterwards. But when I heard the door open, I quickly turned off the faucet and wiped my face with my handkerchief.

"Hey shrimp.."

As soon I heard a familiar voice talk behind me, I quickly turned around, only to see Applejack with a mad look.

Rd: "W-what? Are you here to attack me again like last time?" I asked in slight anger.

Aj: "I wish.."

Rd: "What do you want?"

Suddenly, she threw her ball directly in my face, making me gasp in shock.

Aj: 'You left this at the park idiot. "

Rd: "Well can you just give it to me properly instead of throwing it on my face?!"

Aj: "Eh you deserve it." She growled back, placing her hand in door knob.

What am I doing? This is mt chance to apologize to her! But why do I feel weak all of a sudden?

Rd: "Applejack.. I-"

The cowgirl completely ignored me while stepping out of the room, slamming the door loudly afterwards.

Rd: "Your an idiot Dash! Idiot.." I muttered to myself while facing the mirror.

That was my chance to apologize and tell her the truth.. Why did I hesitate to do it?

As soon I heard the bell rang, I quickly stepped outside the bathroom and ran to my class before the teacher notices Im gone.

Luckily, I made it just in time when I realized the teacher wasn't here yet. So I just took a deep breath before walking to my seat next to Applejack.

We usually talk about our volleyball plans by now but.. She wont even look nor reply at me.

Rd: "Did I really messed up that bad?" I asked myself while slightly bowing my head.

But when I accidentally looked to my side, I saw Aj's eyes were not the same unlike this past week..

"They're back.. Her angered eyes from before.."