Sorry for updating late. Maddy didn't write full chapter so I finished it for her. Hope you all like it.

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Next day went slow. After what happen last night Aminah was trying to ignore us, us means, me, Yasir Bhai, Usama Bhai and those twin. When we get up this morning I try to talk her but she reply shortly and dismiss herself.

When we were on breakfast table the twin tell what happen last night but their parents weren't take it seriously they just shrugged saying its okay she can do that its not a big deal. They also said its her choice to do fun because every sister wants to do it. I was actually surprised by their words. I thought if I do these kinds of things in Yasir Bhai wedding he would kill me not really but playfully.

Today was Sunday which means we have only 2 days in Mehndi function. Hira Bhabhi tell me her Brothers going to dance in function from her side and from Usama Bhai side, it would be Yasir Bhai two more friends of him and my best friend Aminah. They all were going to dance their. Actually its Haram in Islam to dance but they were doing. I don't understand Why Yasir Bhai agree to do it? But then again its his choice to do it or not.

Its was evening now 6 pm. Elders were in backyard having tea and snacks. Some boys were in gym and other on terrace playing football. Most of the girls were also sitting their and cheering them by fliterous smile and winking including my brother but thankfully, Yasir Bhai didn't pay any attention to them. When it was going out of my limits I excused my self and walk out from there. I heard Aminah laughter behind me I shot her a glare causing her to shut up. She apologize before bringing me up there because I was sitting in our room reading book on internet. I took elevator to go down. Its 4 floor and I can't walk this much and make myself breathing heavily. Ding. Elevator door open and I walk in kitchen taking something to eat. I heard someone running in kitchen. I turned around and bump into someone.

"Ow! Watch it!" I snapped and rub the spot where I got hit. I heard a chuckle of someone. I looked up and saw a guy looking down at me smiling. I quickly take few steps back when I saw how close we were standing.

"Who are you?" I asked. I never saw him before here. I looked at him up and down. He was wearing dark blue jeans with a white V neck and brown leather jacket. His hairs was messed. He smirked at me taking a step toward me.

"Hi I am Rockstar" he said smirking and held his hand forward for me.

"Excuse me?" I asked confused. What does he mean by he's Rockstar?

"What? You asked me who I am so I am telling. I am Rockstar but you can call me whoever you want." He said with sly smirk. I frowned in confusion. who is he?

"You don't understand me? I mean you can call me like... -"He keep going on celebrities names but I cut him off..

"How about Headache? That would be perfect!" I said raising an eyebrow at him. Yeah, I am getting headache by hearing his stupid talk.

"Sorry?" He asked confused.

"I say Headache will be perfect for you. You want to know why? Because since you start talking its giving me really bad headaches. For me you're headache." I answer with smirked.

"As you wish" He smiling widely. He's such a headache.

"I would say its pleasure to meet you but sorry to say its not. Its gives me worst headaches to meet you. Now excuse me" I said walking past him. As I was about to leave I heard him saying something.

"What's your name?" He shouted at me.

"Like I would tell you Mr. Headache" I said before walking out completely. As I step on staircase I felt nervous. What was that? Since when I became brave in talk with a guy? What happened to me back there? I shook my head and pushed my thoughts away. I kept walking upstairs instead of taking elevator. I walk in our room I closed door behind me and took breath deep for calming myself. I decide to login to Skype to talk to Mom and Dad. I open my laptop and quickly login on Skype. I message Mom to come online. In few minutes she came. When I saw her I thought how much I missed her. Seeing her face every morning made my day great as well as for Dad. Speaking for him, he is standing behind Mom.

"Assalam-o-Alaikum Mom, Dad." I greet him smiling. I was happy to see them.

"Walaikum Assalam Khadija. How my little daughter doing?" Dad asked smiling back. 

"I am great Dad. How are you guys there?" I asked.

"We are fine. You're enjoying there?" Mom asked me. I don't know what to say. Am I really enjoying here? Or just getting bore?

"I don't know" I said with a shrugged.

"What you mean by you don't know? Did anyone say something?" Dad asked a worried. I quickly shake my head.

"No one say anything. I don't know I am enjoying here or not. We didn't do anything funny beside Aminah. Last night Hira Bhabhi who is going to marry Usama Bhai, her brothers came yesterday. Aminah give them red chilli water instead of juice. One glass was left so Yasir Bhai drink it and then they start screaming like crazy." I explain. They start laughing. I looked at them weirdly and waiting for them to stop.

"Did she really do that?" Mom asked once she stop laughing. I nodded.

"What so funny in this? I still don't understand why she do that?" I asked confused.

"Khadija my child in Pakistan where we lived there some peoples used to do fun with bridal families. Especially with bridal brothers or sisters. They do it for fun or they do because it was done before. But at your point she do for fun and I don't think she do anything wrong. You can also do that in Yasir wedding" Dad answered my question.

"Bhai didn't get mad at me if I do this?" I asked in surprised.

"No why he would get mad? If he get them I beat him" he said playfully. I laughed at him.

"But Dad don't you think he get older and its finally his age for marriage?" I asked getting serious. Yasir Bhai turning 27 next month.

"Yes he is. But you know how he is? When we start this talk he didn't give us proper answer." Mom said with a sigh. As I was about to say something but couldn't get a chance. Door burst open and Aminah came in with wide grin and jump on my bed.

"Khadija come everyone is gathered on terrace. Hira Bhabhi is calling us." She said with excitement.

"Mom Dad I will talk you later. Take care. Allah Hafiz." I said.

"You also take care of your and Yasir. Allah Hafiz" they said and we hung up. Aminah practically drag me outside toward elevator to go up on terrace. I asked her many times what happened but she kept smiling. Ding! Elevator stop and she pulled me out taking me out in terrace. Where everyone is. Actually all boys and girls. Why everyone is here?

"What's going on?" I asked quietly to Aminah.

"Bhabhi brother came. Khadija he's so cute." Really? Will boys ever look cute? Only in their childhood. I thought. "We are here" Aminah announced standing in front of everyone. My mouth open. What? He's her brother?

"You!" We both said on same time. All of them looked at us confused. Just then Yasir Bhai step in.

"You know him Khadija?" He asked confused. I nodded I was about to tell him but again cut it of. This time it was Headache.

"Yeah. She bumped into me in kitchen." He said smirking. What? I bumped into him?

"Excuse me? I don't. Its you who came rushing in kitchen when I was leaving. And you know Bhai he is headache" I said glaring him.

"Oh I did? I don't think so. Well thank you for the name." He said smiling.

"Huh? Did you ran from mental hospital?" I asked frowning. What type of guy he is.

"No way! How you know? You were there when I was planning it?" He asked smirking.

"You are insane" I snapped. We start argument.

"Okay guys enough. Let me introduced properly. Aminah, Khadija he is Rauhan Hira elder brother and Rauhan she's Aminah my sister and she's Khadija Yasir sister." Usama Bhai introduced us.

"Nice to meet you" he said. I rolled my eyes at him while Aminah smiled at him.

"I will be in my room" I said and turned around to walk away.

"Wait Khadija. I want to talk to you" I heard Yasir Bhai saying. I stop and waited for him to come. He took me on side where no one can listen us.

"Yes Bhai?" I asked.

"Tell me how you know him? " He asked me.

"Bhai when you all were playing football every girl there giving you all flirty smile but I can't see that some random girls giving you those looks," he smirked. Really? He would think I was happy to saw it? "That's not the point. When I had enough of that I go down in kitchen for something to eat but when I was leaving he bump into me and when I ask him who he is he said he is Rockstar."

"What?" He asked confused.

"Yes. He said he's Rockstar. Then I walk out from there. Then go in my room and video chat with Mom and dad and talk about your marriage and..." He cut me off.

"What? My marriage? Are you crazy? I already told you I am not getting married before you" he blurt out. He got quiet after last sentence. He realised what he said. I looked at him sadly and guiltily look. Sometimes I feel like I was a burden on him. He always says after my and Sana's marriage he search girl for him. He don't care what's his age that time. I really wish he found a smiple and beautiful girl for himself soon. But what about me?

"Khadija. I didn't mean to hurt you" He said. I feel his hands brush against my cheeks. I put my hands there and saw water there. I didn't feel I was crying.

"Yasir Bhai you never hurt me. It is my mistake. I was a burden on you and Mom Dad. I am sorry for what happen earlier at home." I apologize him and try to walk away from him but he stop me grabbing my arm.

"Khadija listen to me. You are not burden on us okay? And what happened back at home wasn't your fault. Never feel you're any kind of burden on us understood?" I nodded wiping my tears.

"Can I go back?" I asked. He nodded.

"You want Aminah with you?" He asked. I looked around to search my friend. She was chatting with Hira.

"No Bhai. She's enjoying here I can be my self." I said and took last glance of everyone. My gaze settled of Mr. Headache (Rauhan) he was looking at us with blank face. No smirk!

I turned around to walk down to our room. I was feeling like someone throw a big rock on my wound. I wanted to cry loudly but I couldn't. I don't want anyone to look how I am. I don't want them to feel sorry for me. I walk in room locking door behind me and leaned against it. I don't want to go out, never. I only came here for Yasir Bhai. I don't want to come here. I don't want to feel good. I can't ran away from truth. One day I have to face it. What I do when I go back? Go back to my normal routine? Wake up on prayers, eat breakfast, go school, then come back, help Mom, dinner with everyone, and go back to sleep.

How I to do that again? How I forget about Zaid? How I forget what they did to me? How? I know what Bhai is doing was good for me but I don't want all this. I wanted to be alone. I want someone who care about me, who love me, who were always by my side whenever I need him. I sat on cold floor, pulling my keens to my chest and hugging myself. I don't want how I long I stay like this before I fallen asleep.

"Khadija" I heard someone yelling. I creased my forehead. I try to move but I couldn't. I feel weak.

"Khadija" I heard again my name calling. It was familiar. I inch open my eyes and blink them few times to adjust my blur vision. Blur?

"I have been crying?" I asked myself. I raised my hand and brushed it against my cheeks. I saw my fingers slightly wet. I stood up and try to remember what happen, then it hit me. The conversation with Yasir Bhai. Thinking about Zaid. Thinking about the person I need most right now. Someone again call my name banging on door. I wipe my face with sleeves and open door to meet Yasir Bhai, Usama Bhai, Aminah and some other people, worries written on their faces.

"Khadija, Why the hell you weren't opening door?" Yasir Bhai yelled at me. I shut my eyes tightly. I have to calm down. I shook my head and took deep breath before opening my eyes.

"I was sleeping" this all was my answer.

"Sleeping? Then why you locked it?" Aminah said.

"Sorry I forgot I locked it." I said and walk back inside. After a minutes I heard some footsteps coming in. I turned around and saw Yasir Bhai, Aminah, Hira Bhabhi and Usama Bhai glaring at me. My bond with Hira Bhabhi had became strong. Its not like we were stranger like we know each other for long. Its only two days for our friendship. From the corner for my eyes I saw Hira Bhabhi brother (Mr. Headache) looking at us.

"Khadija don't do that again" Hira Bhabhi said. I nodded at her.

"But what happen to you? Why your eyes were red? Were you crying?" Aminah asked coming to me. I quickly shook my head and looked at Yasir Bhai, who had guilt in his eyes.

"I am sorry" he whisper.

"No, Bhai. It wasn't your mistake. It was my. I know I am burden on you. Because of me you can't enjoy your life" I said to him. This is right, everytime when he was enjoying something happen and what he planned got spoiled because of me. I am a bad sister.

"I told you not to say it" Yasir Bhai raised his voice. I looked down. I don't want to make him angry or don't want to ruin his vacation.

"Sorry" I looked up at him. His face softened, he wrapped his arms around me and give me a light hug.

"No, I am sorry for yelling you, for hurting you." He whisper.

"Its okay Bhai" I said still hugging him. We finally pulled away and looked around. Everyone looking at us in confusion expect Aminah and Usama Bhai. They know what's happening.

Everyone go out but Aminah. She stay with me all time when we were in room. She told me they already eat dinner. I didn't feel hungry I stay in my room. We played cards but then she feel sleepy and fall asleep. I already sleep so I stay awake like an idiot.

I sighed and walk to small balcony of our room. I tried to open it was jammed. I walk down in garden. I step bare feet on grass and feel lightly wet sand and grass tingle on my feet. It feel good. I walked and looked up at stars. They were shinning. Some of it broke and disappear in sky.

"What you looking?" A voice broke my thoughts. I turned around and saw him again. He was looking up at sky. Can't he just leave me alone?

"What are you doing here?" I asked. Is he following me?

"I didn't feel sleepy so I just came here down for a walk. But why you are here at this late of night?" He asked frowning. I looked at him before looking back at shinning stars.

"I also don't feel sleepy. I came here to watch stars." I answer him looking up at stars. They were shinning some of them broke and disappear in there.

"Oh" was all his reply. After few minutes I feel his presence next to me. I looked at him. This is the first time I notice his green eyes.

"What?" I raised an eye brow. He chuckle and shook his head before looking away.

"Why you are smiling for?" I asked frowning.

"Nothing. Its just..." He trailed off. He chuckle again.

"Just?" I pushed.

"You are different" he said smiling. I felt something inside me.

"Different? I good way or in bad way?" I asked. I don't know what he mean by 'different'.

"In a good way. You know when I got here girls try to get my attention but you don't. That's make you different" he told me. Now I know. He must be thinking just because of his looks I try to get his attention in first place but I didn't for two reason. One: I am not interested in him and second I am not that type of girl.

"To be honest I don't understand why girls always try to get guys attention. Earlier when you bump into me when I came in kitchen sick by the looks girls gave to guys on terrace in which my brother was also included" I told him.

"Really? You still think I do that? It was you who came in rushing." I said.

"By the way speaking of your brother, what happen when you and your brother talking?" I frozen on my spot. "I saw you crying when you're talking to him, then you locked yourself in your room when you came out you look like you had been crying badly. Something is bothering you?" He asked. I stood on my spot without moving an inch. Did he know? Did he watch me all the time? How he know I cried when I unlock my room?

"I do not cry" I said firmly. I don't want anyone to know what happen.

"Don't lie please. I know you're crying. I saw you crying plus you said your brother you're a burden for him" he said making me weak in front of him. Tear filled up in corner of my eyes as I re-flash my memories with Zaid, conversation with Yasir Bhai. I rolled my bottom lip between my teeth to stop crying but it didn't help. I failed as a pair of tear rolled down to my cheeks.

"Don't cry please. I am sorry I shouldn't asked you." His voice was soft.

"You don't have to sorry."I said quietly and turned back to leave. I came back to our room and rush into bathroom. I looked my self in mirror. My eyes were red. I splash cold water on my face.

Why always me? Why I am so weak? Sometimes Sana says I am weak because of what our relatives do. Actually she was right. I am weak because of them. I still remember all things. When I got my happiness? When I got rid of these tears which always came when ever someone think I am weak? Why?

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It is it. Next chapter will be update by Maddy (Insha-Allah). She is getting better slowly. She Thank everyone who prayed for her health.

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