Once we got back from the deb tea bullshit I was a tiny bit drunk considering I drank most of whatever the fuck was in that flask Shayla brought with her.

When we where back belly told me about cam cameron asking her on a date and I was really happy for her she was finally getting over Conrad.

Later on me, Susannah, my mom and belly where in Susannah's room helping bells get ready for her date with cam cameron, I of course picked out her outfit making sure she looked extra hot to make connie jealous, so I picked a cute crop top with a cute but very short pair of shorts, and let me tell you belly looked hot like if I didn't have feelings for Jeremiah then I'd definitely be asking her out.

Laurel walked in and looked at belly "you look nice hon" laur smiled at bells "I cant believe crop tops are back. Remember how I thought I was such hot shit in that baby tee I wore freshman year?" Susannah asked my mom and Laurel while laughing "well Susannah I bet you where hot shit" I smiled at her Susannah just laughed a bit and smiled at me.

Belly then handed Susannah her lipstick back "have fun tonight" Susannah told her "are you not driving with us?" Laurel asked confused "uhm.." belly awkwardly started until Susannah came to her rescue "didn't belly tell you? She has a date" "sorry mom" belly said to her mom giving her a nervous look "his name is cam" belly continued while smiling "yeah his mom works at the club, really nice boy, very smart" Susannah explain "like Harvard smart" belly smiled "it's fine. Of course you can go, I've dragged you to enough of these book parties over the years, have a great date" laur said sounding a bit upset "thanks mom" belly replied sounding really happy before grabbing me and pulling me to go downstairs with her "do we need to talk about consent before you go?" Laurel questioned, then belly ran out the room pulling me with her shouting no.

As we got downstairs I saw Jere, Conrad, Steven and Ben playing video games "see you guys later" belly spoke up making Jeremiah turn around "Damn!" He said then walked up to us "You...look...hot" he said while spinning belly around "not as hot as you tho star" Jeremiah winked at me causing Steven and Ben to both turn around and shout "stop flirting with our sisters" which made me roll my eyes "anyways yea your right she does look hot" I smiled at bells "really you think so?" Belly asked "mhm if I wasn't..." I turned around and looked at all the guys realising I couldn't say anything about me liking Jere "well you know, then I'd definitely be asking you out" I winked at belly making her laugh.

"Wait hold on a sec, so I'm up against guys and girls now?" Jeremiah asked me while smirking "oh honey you've always been up against guys and girls" I winked at Jeremiah while smirking "yea it's true I one time saw her and Andrea making out in her room" Ben said while looking a bit jealous, hmmmm weird I'm gonna have to pull him up about it later.

"First of all we only done it to see what it would be like and second of all why where you looking in my room pervert" I look at him annoyed "and what did it feel like?" Steven asked me "it felt good" I smirked making Jeremiah laugh.

"Wait so are you driving with us or meeting us there?" Jeremiah asked, belly looked at me then back at jere while answering awkwardly "I'm not going to the book party. I'm going to the drive-in" "uh I have to go bye" belly laughed then gave me a kiss on the cheek while making her way to the door. I caught Conrad staring at her making me smirk at him, "ok well I'm going to get changed quickly" I said then ran up the stairs and got changed into a cute dress wearing my bikini under it.

Then I heard my mom shout "Star come on we're leaving" "ok coming" I shouted back whilst finishing up with my lipgloss and running downstairs and into the car.

After a couple of minutes Susannah asked me "so has anyone caught you eye yet this summer?" Making everyone in the car turn to me, I felt under pressure and didn't know what to say so I just said yea leading them to ask me who it was making me panic "uhmmmm- Steven" I burst out making mine and everyone else's eyes widen in the car "Steven, as in my son Steven?" Laurel questioned surprised "uhhhh yeaaaa" I answered back awkwardly after that we all went back to being silent this time it was an awkward silence.

After a while in the book shop I decided to buy a copy of Laurels book since I always read her books. Meanwhile I was reading Conrad was drinking in a corner all alone and Ben, Jeremiah and Steven where messing about stacking books up in Stevens arms.

After a couple more minutes I felt all the boys come sit next to me on the couch, which meant I was basically sitting on Jere's lap "hey I'm bored, do you wanna go surfing or something" I felt Jeremiah whisper into my ear while his arms where rapped around my waist "maybe" I whisper back oh wait that reminds me I have to tell Steven something "Steven" I say whilst steven turns to look at me "yea" he asks "uhmmm ok so don't be alarmed if any of the moms tell you I like you ok?" I say nonchalantly "WHAT!!" I hear all the boys yell and I saw Jeremiah clench his jaw making me smile, was he jealous? "calm down, I don't actually I just said that to get them to stop annoying me about who I liked?" I said "ok uhhh anyways, who do you like?" Steven asked and I just laughed "as if I would tell you" and with that the subject was dropped.

"You know this shit is so boring can we go somewhere" I hear Conrad ask "no we're here to support Laurel and where do you want us to go to the moon?" I rolled my eyes at him "laur has enough people here supporting her already and if your offering to take me to the moon, then yea I'd love to go" he gives me a sarcastic smile which I return "yeah, where" Steven asked connie "we could go into town, I don't know, buy some weed from that guy with the Rainbow Dash tattoo?" Jere asked "nah he got arrested last summer" Ben said "oh shit, really?" Jeremiah sighed "what did you expect you literally said yourself he had a rainbow dash tattoo" I spoke making Jere laugh.

"Yeah, we could go to the drive-in" Steven said "no Steven we're not going to the drive-in your not ruining belly's first date cause you wanna act like a child" I shut that idea down "yeah, gross no I-I don't wanna watch belly hooking up with some kid in the back seat of a minivan" Jere said "yea neither" Ben agreed "yo actually..." I heard Conrad say "let's go to the drive-in" connie said making me glare at him "wait like...like really?" Steven asked "yeah, why not?" Conrad said making me groan, he's so jealous that it hurts to watch sometimes.

The boys began to get up but I stayed seated making Jere turn to me "aren't you coming with?" He asked making me shake my head "nope I'm not gonna be apart of ruining belly's date I said making Jere nod "Jere you coming?" I heard Ben shout "uh nah nah I'm gonna stay here with star" he shouted back making Ben nod and run out to the car with connie and Steven.

"So you wanna go surfing now?" Jere asks making me smile and nod "ok let's go" he said pulling me up.

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When we finally got to the beach I pulled my dress off while Jere took of his shirt and we both ran into the water, we started messing around and splashing each other for a while until Jeremiah grabbed me stopping me from splashing him again and making me stare into his eyes.

We both started to lean in whilst staring into each other eyes, then all of a sudden I felt his warm lips on my lips making me smile into the kiss, as things got a bit more heated he lifted me up by my things and carried me over to the sand and laid me down.

As he went down to my neck leaving hickeys I began to realise what we where doing while Jeremiah was pulling down my bikini bra straps I stopped him "jere we-we should stop" I said "why what's wrong?" He asked me sounding concerned "n-nothing it's just I don't think we should be doing this" I explained making Jere laugh "Star I've loved you since we where 7 years old and I know you have to so give me one good reason why we shouldn't do this" he asked.

"I-I just don't want my first time to be with somebody who I'll have to pretend it didn't happen with the next day" I explained "then you won't have to" he said, making me give him a confused look "Star Wilson I've been in love with you since we where 7 so will you be my girlfriend?" He asked making me smile but then my smile faded "what?" He asked "Conrad, Ben, Steven, Belly, Laurel, My mom, Susannah" I started to list "ok A belly has been trying to get us together forever now same goes for Lydia and my mom B Steven and Ben will come round to the idea of us and C Conrad and Laurel won't care" jere said.

"Ben will make everything more complicated" I told him "fine then, let's not tell anyone it'll be like our dirty little secret" Jere said making me laugh and him smile "fine" I agreed and Jeremiah smiled whilst kissing me and picking up where we left off.

And that was the night I lost my virginity to Jeremiah Fisher my first and only love.

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