"It's been a week and you have completely ignored the love of your life you wounded with your backpack."

"Jin! Shut up!" Although, he was actually very right. I had tried running away from the boy ever since the horrible situation and Taehyung would get angry if I looked away. But it's not as if it was that much of a big deal, right...?

No... I'm so fucked.

"He's been glaring at you any chance he gets ever since the incident." Namjoon explained, "I think the least you could've done was say sorry instead of running away that day."

"I know! Just-" I slapped his hands on my head and pulled my hair angrily. "Agh! I'm such an idiot!"

"Yeah you are." Yoongi butted in.

"Thanks, not helping."

"Just repeating what you said."

I slumped down in my desk, feeling utterly discouraged. I huffed with sadness because I feel hopeless. The pang in my heart was terrifying, too. Taehyung, my crush, was hurt because of me. And I am being a Goddamn coward by running away from him. At this rate, he probably already despised me...

"Bro, just say sorry." Namjoon said.

I itched the back of my head, biting my lip nervously. Suddenly my palms started sweating and my heart raced with a flutter in my ribcage. "I-I can't do that."

"Awh, little Hoseok's heart is gonna get itself in a twist if he even looks at little old Taehyung." Jin fluttered his eyes and placed his hands against his cheeks, pretending to be a peppy girl. Namjoon snorted and Yoongi smirked slightly, finding it amusing.

"I think I'm just gonna go home now. Thanks for having me around for late studying~" I packed my things up and walked out of class, hearing their goodbyes and slight protests, but I just didn't want to stay. I exhaled, looking at my feet. I actually feel so guilty about it. It's eating me up inside but... How do I say sorry?

Even if he forgave me, he wouldn't love me back anyway. So... Was there even a point?

If we were friends, I'd suffer.

It's best if I leave it as it is. 

I continued walking until I exited the entrance. I opened the door and-

"Ouch!"

I blink a few times, stumbling back at the sudden force that impacted my chest. I shook my head and then stared in front of me. Straight away, my eyes popped out of my head and I was frozen in my shoes with my jaw dropped.

"Y-y-y-y..." I fumbled with my words, unable to get anything out.

The cute boy stared angrily at me, pointing an accusing finger. "You!"

"M-Me?"

"Yes, you!"

I waited for Taehyung to say something more, since I really didn't know what to say.

"You, my frenemy, are going to do things for me from now on."

"Yo-Your frenemy?"

"Yes my frenemy! Are you deaf?"

I ignored Taehyung's comment, not really minding it anyway since I must be acting pretty dumb. "U-Um... Why?"

"Because if you won't apologize to me, then you better repay me with actions." Taehyung crossed his arms. He had a serious glint in his eyes, but I found it really, really cute.

Feeling caught up in the moment, I blurted, "Okay. What do I do?"

"You start now." Taehyung stomped his foot, "D-Do you have a car?"

"I... Yeah, why?"

"I missed the bus and... I got nothing else to bring me back." His burst of confidence depleted at the end of his sentence. I couldn't help but bite back an 'aw'. He was just so cute!

"Alright, lemme uh... I'll go get my car."

And so, we were together. In my car. Driving to his house. Physically, I looked calm. Mentally, I was fucking screaming. I occasionally glanced to him, watching his legs kick nervously against the ground of my car. He put down and put up the window nonstop, looking outside with half-glazed eyes. He was definitely tired, yet it was only about 11 pm. Yeah, I suppose that's late, but... Not that late. Right?

Finally we arrived. None of us talked during the entire car ride, so I was extremely scared and happy at the same time. The boy I am crushing on was in gunshot of my own car. It was something I fantasised since the moment I started liking him. And it just fucking happened! How crazy is that?!

"S-See you tomorrow?" I stuttered, looking at him through my open window.

He yawned, closing his eyes momentarily. I guess judging from his expressions, I was hiding my freak outs enough for him not to notice. "Yeah..." He was definitely tired and I had a huge urge to just pick him up and take him inside, but refrained myself to do so. "At lunch, you are sitting with me from now on, too."

A-At lunch?! Away from my friends?!?

Despite knowing that was the case, I was a nervous wreck here and once again spurted, "Okay."

You're going to regret this, Hoseok.

"G-Goodnight then?"

"Mhm... Goodnight."

I watched him walk into his house; which, by the way, was nice. There were fields everywhere, but it was too dark to get a full feel of it all. Before Taehyung could ever wave at me at his porch, I already drove away feeling really guilty from what I just did.

But... One thing was on my mind.

I am going to be providing for the boy I accidentally hit in the back of the head?

I am going to pay back what I did... to my crush?

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hoseok is gonna die from all of this