I groaned silently, placing my chin against my palms dramatically. Class was always sort of boring, but I knew it was also sort of important for my future job. And then my parents would also get angry at me if I happened to fail, which I didn't want. But I didn't really care about school, even if I should. It's just so stupid. And definitely flawed. 

However, besides the constant disliking of school flooding my mind, there was always one other thing that I could never get out of my head. Nothing educational, nothing boring. Actually... Not even close to being boring. The fact is...

I am in love with Kim Taehyung.

At first, I didn't find anything special about the boy. He was simply another new face to look at. Another pretty new face, actually. He was seen as a quiet and strange student, since he came from the country and has been caught doing things people considered as 'weird'. People didn't seem to take a liking to him, which only furthered my motivation into wanting to be his friend... Though suddenly, one day, it hit me like a damn truck and I just couldn't keep my eyes off of him. This was only a few months ago, when school started.

I couldn't understand what about the boy that I loved, but it didn't really matter.

Right now, Taehyung was sitting one desk in front, on the right row from where I sat, staring at the board and writing down anything he could as the teacher talked. That place was his spot; the desk, I mean. I didn't mind, since it was still so very close to me and I could daydream about him. And wow, he was all I ever looked at in class. Screw learning when all I had was a cute boy to look at.

No, I wasn't going to ask him out. That was completely out of the question. He is most likely straight or a homophobe and I don't want to be faced with a disgusted expression plastered on my crush and let that ruin my self-esteem. So, just watching him was enough. I just hope he doesn't find out because I don't wanna come off as creepy and never see him again... Or worse, have him tell me he hated me.

Class soon ended after my mental thoughts completely consumed my mind and soul (let's not forget daydreaming about Taehyung),  so I grabbed my things and automatically walked up to my friends, taking a quick glance at the boy and then purposefully avoiding his eye contact before Taehyung saw me. "Heyooo~!" I smiled and pulled off a peace sign.

"Yo," Namjoon waved back, getting up.

"Guys look; there's a seagull on a post lamp. I bet it's calling another seagull for a good fuck." Jin pointed to the bird outside the window, making stupid bird noises. We all snickered but rolled our eyes at his strange weirdness, seeing him look back at us with a smirk on his face. "Well it's true!" I pulled up a funny face and started bopping my head, making dumb bird noises.

"It's not gonna wanna be with you, that's for sure."

Yoongi walked up to us, looking like he wanted to kill every living thing in sight. But it was normal. "Eyo Yoongiiii!" I grinned.

"Ah. Hey." Yoongi nodded his head. We naturally started walking out of the classroom, ready to go to our lockers for the end of the day. Then I felt somebody lightly shove me; I grinned at the action, turning to look at Jin, obviously the guilty person.

"So you still didn't talk to your crush yet, mmmmm?" I immediately dropped my grin for a minute, but quickly pulled it back up and laughed awkwardly while my cheeks stung. "F-Fuck off, of course I didn't!" I blushed, glancing around the hall so Taehyung couldn't hear me. Yes, he didn't know I liked him, but the paranoia was still there.

As we opened our lockers, I grabbed my backpack and placed it on my back with a loud huff, knowing that I'd just come back to school tomorrow and do the same action again. But hey, at least I'll see Taehyung again. I closed the locker, and started walking with the others in the hall.

"Aaah don't be that way Hoseok~ Jin's only trying to be a supportive friend." Namjoon poked behind my nape and I moved it away playfully. They continued this act to tease me, so I would just fling their hands away to prevent them from touching me.

Then I felt something extremely strange against my skin, making me nearly jump out my shoes. "What the hell!" It felt like a fucking cold ice pack against my neck! I looked down at Namjoon's hand, seeing exactly what I guessed was the object.

"That's it!" I smiled, turning to stare at them once more. They fake gasped in sync, wondering what I was gonna do with fake horror.

I quickly gripped one strap from my backpack, whipping it off my shoulder. "You're gonna get it, you guys!" With a good swing, my backpack flew off of my shoulders as I kept moving it until it made a full half circle behind me, ready for it to come back so I could whip it against my friends.

... But that never came. Instead, it felt like my backpack was stopped midair behind me, touching my back once more.

I watched as the faces of all of my friends were fueled with utter shock and wide eyes. I swear it was like watching a slow motion comedy scene in a movie when somebody got in deep shit; Namjoon was biting his knuckles and Jin was wincing, while Yoongi just mouthed the word 'Oh, crap'. Even people around the hall made an audible gasp. 

Confused, I turned around with a frown to see the big discovery. Lo and behold, the biggest crush of my life, was frowning as he held onto his face with pain.

I looked down at the backpack I held, and then back up at Taehyung, back down, and finally resting eyes on him once more. I widened my eyes as Taehyung stared at me, and it had processed to me what I had just done.

That was the biggest mistake I've ever made. I could feel my whole world shatter, watching as my crush stared at me with displeasure.

My name is Jung Hoseok, and I'm deathly in love with Kim Taehyung.

... The only problem? I just hit him in the head with my backpack.

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well im starting the new fanfic ;]]] hope u guys enjoy it~

im also gonna try first person - i rlly hope u guys dont mind? (honestly was so hard to write cuz i kept unintentionally doing third person lmao)

also, i have two other fics to write so im not sure how fast ill update this one ouo but i will try i swear