I know this is an art book not a rant book, but I can't help it...

Do you ever feel that your own hard work is gone in just a split second?

And the plot twist?

It's not your own cliché killjoy parents, mean people, or jealous siblings, but by your own doing.

Yes, have you ever experienced to destroy your precious magnum opus by your own hands. Your blood, sweat, and tears are being crushed by your own idiocy.

It's gone now.

I'm mourning and I don't think I can recover from my own blow.

I can't handle the overwhelming regret anymore.
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Why am I saying this?

Do you know that you can save your layers in a small file in your digital art? When I first discovered, I was ecstatic because my medibang and ibis app won't be overwhelmed with too many canvas. Eventually, I tend to draw to vent until my storage is close to full.

Now what are the other alternative storage?

Google Drive.

And so I moved the least important ones to Drive. There the problem arises...

I forgot to wait for it to finish uploading before deleting the files.

LOOK WHAT HAPPENED TO ME 😭😭😭

Most of my finished artworks that haven't converted it to png or jpg are all gone.

You know what's worse?

It's 85% of my saved layer artworks are gone and I'll never get it back! 😭😭😭😭

At least, I haven't deleted my fan art comic series that I was planning to post on my instagram (because I'm a horny and sadistic bitch who just happened to have too many story ideas).

I'd lost my motivation and it's something I can't explain to my family because they won't understand. Adding to my gruesome college, it's really overwhelming to lose the world you'd created in just a blink of an eye. How I never feel so painful to see such little file drives I saved after that chaos?

Just why...?

I want to cry but there are no tears came out.

That's all and I'll sleep for now...