~~~A/N~~~

Warning: Angst

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- Hey you shouldn't be there. - You said confidently.

Person in purple in front of you didn't answered.

- You're lost, let me help you.

- ...no... - he quietly answered.

- But...

- I said no. What are you doing in place like that anyway?

Sky was filled with various shades of gray. Dust was flying around. Rubble, with pieces of wood and brick were lying everywhere around. It looked as place right after being demolished.

- I'm looking for something. I know I left it somewhere around this place. What are YOU doing here?

- It's none of your  business.

- But I told you my reason! That's unfair....

- Then leave me alone... - You stood staring at him for a moment then suddenly grabbed his arm. Though he tried to escape your grip he couldn't do it, which suprised him a lot.

- You can't stay here! Your brothers are worried! - When you said second sentence he slightly jumped and looked straight into your eyes.

- How do you know I have siblings...?

- I won't tell. - you covered your mouth with hand that wasn't holding his.

- Why?

- Because you didn't tell me why you're here.  - you rolled your eyes then looked at him - Or maybe you don't know?

He shivered and looked other way.

- M-maybe...

- Then let's go from this place! I bet you miss them too.

- No.. nobody would care if trash like me disappeared.

You hand started to slightly tremble. - Don't say that...

- But it's true.

-No it's not! They all care!

- How do you even know?! You're not our friend! Why would you know what's going on their minds?! You don't - His sudden outburst caught you off guard, but you quickly recovered and slapped him to shut up, starting your own outburst.

- Trust me! Even if you hated one of your brothers it would have influence on you if he disappeared, right?! None of siblings wouldn't react if one of them disappeared! No one is that heartless! Even bully would react if his victim won't appear ever again with no information! - After shouting at him everything you calmed down and lowered your head - So... can you come with me?

After few minutes of awkward silence, he nodded and you with smile pulled him forward. After moment you heard wheezing behind you and all you saw is a guy that looked like he ran the marathon. You suddenly stopped.

- Do you want to rest? - withouth any word he sit down and you joined him, letting go his hand. After he regained his breath a little you asked him shyly.

- What is your name?

- You apparently know so much and you don't know my name? Pathetic. - He scoffed, while you again lowered your head with shame.

- I... know... but I never....

- Ichimatsu. - you turned suprised - What are you looking at?

- Ichi... matsu?

- Any problem with that?

- No... it actually... sound nice - You noticed him slightly blush.

- I-it doesn't m-matter. What's yours?

- [Y/N]...

- Y-your name is more beautiful.

- Thank you... - you mumbled.

- Huh? What where you saying?

- N-nothing - you raised your hands.

- Mhm..

- Anyway.... Ready to go?

- Um.. I think... Can we NOT go that fast this time?

- O-oh, yeah! Sorry... - You chuckled from embarassment, but suddenly stopped when you felt something on your hand. You looked down to see other hand holding yours.

It was Ichimatsu's.

When you looked up at him he was blushing furiously.

- W-we we-were wa-walking li-like th-that mo-ost of t-time, so we sh-should co-continue, right?

- Um... Sure! - you sweetly smiled, which somehow only made him more red.

After walking for another hour, or something like that, you heard Ichi coment.

- This place is one big ruin... I wonder what happened..

- It's always been like this.... - you closed your eyes to remind - Place that is total ruin. With no story or proof anyone lived here. No one travel through empty streets. No sound around can be heard. Place always look like it was destroyed not so long ago... Dust stay in place, with no wind to move it.  Like whole place was frozen in time. - Empty town where you still can decide if you're coming back.

- Boring...

- Then how about we go on carnival?

- Carnival? In destroyed town from who knows long? - You nodded in answer.

- It might sound dumb or impossible, but it's true. Look we're not so far away! - both of you noticed colorful lights in the distance. You couldn't wait to stop by such colorful place in that grey world, so you dashed forward.

You stopped right in front of carousel, when you heard rapid attempts to regain breath.

- Oh.... sorry...

- Never.... mind.... let's... go.. on... it.. already...

Both of you sit down on plastic horses, when machine suddenly started moving, which startled you and you hugged the animal you were sitting on. Pretty soon you heard chuckle from behind your back.

- Is someone scared? - you heard teasing from Ichimatsu

- Shut up. - You blushed from embarassment - Not everyday machine starts on it's own.

- Mhm...

- Anyway, after this stop, we're going on ferris wheel. I need to show you something.

- What exactly?

- You'll find out when we go.

- Then why wait? - He suddenly jumped off the horse and waited for you.

After moment you finally get off, grabbed his hand and went to wheel. Just as both of you entered it started on it own, but stopped when you were on the top.

- See? - you pointed at the gate, which wasn't far away from carnival - This is your exit.

- Mine? Not our?

- Our? Why would it be our?

- Well, since we're both stuck here, alsoyou'reokayanditwouldbenicetohangoutsometimes....

- I never said I was stuck here. Alsothanks. 

You rested your head on his shoulder.

- So, when wheel turn down we're going right?

- I guess? You're leading this tour.

- Heh, I wouldn't call this a tour...

After some time you were again at the ground. Next minutes of walking towards gate were in total silence.

It didn't took long for both of you to get in front of gate.

- So, this is it. Exit. - You said with sad smile. - This is where our ways are separated.

- I don't think you found what you lost, let me help. - Ichi suddenly said, which only made your smile smaller.

- No need to. I'll find it sooner or later. - you started to slighlty push him towards exit. - Just go.

- Why?

- Because unlike me, you can still go back! - With one stronger push he fell outside the gate and led away your eyes from him. In this moment something caught your eyes and sad smile became slightly bigger - there it is - you threw thing over your shoulder.

To your suprise, after you picked up your item you saw he was still standing there stopped by invisible barrier.

- Let me back in!

- Sorry, I don't control this place, besides i wouldn't do that even if I could.

- I.. I want to spend more time with you! Please return with me. Or let me return!

Both of you were tomato red and tears were coming down your faces. You went step forward and rested your forehead on barrier.

- I'd love to spend more time with you, but... I won't... I can't return. And don't you dare return here! If you come back, I'll push you out as soon as I see you! So.. goodbye. - you turned your back to him and walk away, trying to hide tears, while he was following with eyes light from your lantern you found near exit, until it was not possible to follow anymore

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Suddenly Ichimatsu sit up in bed and looked around. He wasn't in his house. It was... hospital? It was hard to tell since apparently it was middle of the night. He hugged his knees and rethink this, dream or whatever it was he experienced.

In the morning doctors were really suprised when they saw their patient awake. Pretty soon when docs left his room, five identical brothers invaded the room. All started crying, hugging him and even if it was unpleasant for him, he didn't bother to fight with it.

- Could you explain what happened?

- You don't remember?

- No...

- Well, you were found dying by Jyushimatsu. What happened earlier we have no idea..

- Aren't you bit too worried about such trash?

- Well, since 'this trash' was unconcious for a week, I think we have right to worry about him.

- A... week?

- WE MISSED YOU!

- Please be more careful, my dear bruzza

- Shut up Shittymatsu. I'd rather to come back to that place instead of listening to your painfulness

- That place? What are you talking about.

After explaining everything to them all five stayed quiet.

- It... it sounds like you were between life and death, something in middle... - anoying oldest brother said. Who would expect he would say something more smart

- And that girl... could she be the reaper or something. - painful brother reacted

- Of course no! She was wandering ghost! Fact she had a lantern is enough proof. - trying to be mature sibling scolded the other one

- Isn't she... this girl who lays here unconcious for a... year now? - Pink little devil asked.

- So... she won't wake up then? - Jyushi asked and even though he was smiling it was visible that he felt sorry for her.

- It looks like it... - Ichimatsu finished the talk.

~~~A/N~~~

Yup, thank for reading.

Sorry this isn't request

Inspired by Kagamine Rin - Final Wonderland and song I won't return and I'm not sure who's singing it

Have a nice day/night/whatever time you have now c:

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