"My heart is aching
Almost breaking
If you hear me
Come back to me"

"Leave. We're fucking done (y/n)!" yelled Oscar throwing a liquor bottle at the floor.

My face was red and swallow from crying, "Fine. I don't care anymore. I can't do this anymore."

I ran out slamming the door as I left. Oscar has been my boyfriend since middle school. We never broke up; we've argued but that was about it. This time it felt real.

It's been a few months and I still haven't gotten over my breakup. I got home and I went straight to my room, I grabbed my earphone and played my playlist. The first song that came on was "Tear Drops Are Falling".

"Teardrops are falling

And you made me cry

Yes, teardrops are falling

Falling from my eyes"

I never liked showing emotion but today my heart hurt like a bitch. I got used to having Oscar with me 24/7. I loved the way he smiled after I would kiss him. I loved the way he always brought me food when he would come home from his errands. Everyone thought he was a big tough cholo but with me, he was soft and showed emotion. It was all a mask for the outside.

"You stayed away so long

Come back, my dear"

Luckily I was alone, I let out a loud scream. I got myself up and looked for my hidden liquor bottle, I found it and opened it up. I gulped down a few sips. The burning sensation made my stomach churn but I didn't care I needed something to cover my pain. Why did I have to fall in love after my mom told me love is pain?

I grabbed my blanket and covered myself. I hated this feeling. I hated not being able to call Oscar and tell him my pain. He would always rub my back or play with my hair when I was in pain. I miss him.