Insecure
requested
I looked at myself in the mirror, I was always a bit thicker than other girls, it made me so insecure. In the media thick girls were seen as something sexy but for me, I felt fat, ugly, worthless. Everyone always told me I was attractive but I never felt it.
I stared at myself harder, finding every inch of myself ugly, I felt the familiar sting of tears pouring through my eyes, I hated feeling this way.
"Babe- hey why are you crying?" asked Oscar hugging me from behind, "Que pasa (what's wrong)?"
I tried letting out my words but only sobs came out, he turned around to face him, how is he with somebody like me?
I pushed him away, I needed to leave. He grabbed me by my hands and sat me down on his bed.
"Hey! Stop, tell me what happened," said Oscar
"Why are you with me? I'm so fat and ugly. I'm not a hot hyna."
Oscar raised an eyebrow, "Shut the fuck up (y/n). Do you even hear yourself? You're beautiful in your own ways, in my eyes you're the most beautiful girl ever. You treat me right, you see something different in me, you're not scared of me. I don't care what size you are, that doesn't define you."
I smiled, he always knew the right words, "Thank you, Oscar. I feel a little bit better. It's going to be a journey loving myself."
"And I'll be there to help you in any way," said Oscar kissing my head.
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