Warning: A makeout scene

My whole life was a mess, boys always hurt me so I stopped trying and decided to just live my life. I ran into Cesar's brother in the bodega, we talked for a while and from then he was my bodyguard from everything. Of course, I felt feelings for him but I knew he didn't like girls like me, I studied and he probably likes Cholas.

I was reading my book for school when I heard a tap in my window, I opened the curtains and it was Oscar holding up two beers.

"Oscar? What're you doing here?"

"I thought you needed somethin' to relax. You've been studying for a while," replied Oscar sitting down on my bed.

"I don't drink, I mean sometimes but not right now."

"If you don't want to it's a'ight. I'll drink," said Oscar opening a beer.

I shrugged, "Fine, I'll drink."

A few sips after Oscar was testing me on my practice test, I've been doing good.

"You hella smart (y/n)," said Oscar

"Hey, how come you didn't finish school?"

Oscar looked away, "Pues (well), Los Santos couldn't manage on their own. I had to take over."

"But you don't think about going back?"

"I can't (y/n). Do you think they'll accept someone like me? I'm just a kid from the streets, they see me as a threat." said Oscar taking a sip from his beer.

I sighed, "I don't understand why they're scared of you. I'm not."

I got closer to him and traced his teardrop tattoo, if I was gonna be bold I should just do it now.

I leaned in and placed my lips on his, he thought about it for a second but kissed me back. He laid me and continued to kiss my neck going down to my chest, he stopped and looked at me.

"Are you okay?" asked Oscar

I kissed him, "I'm good."

We continued to make out for a few more minutes and stopped to take a moment for air.

"I guess I better study..."

"Yeah, I'll let you. I gotta take care of something anyways. You good by yourself?" asked Oscar-grabbing his things.

I nodded, "Yes, go and do your things."

He kissed my forehead and whispered lovely things in my ear. I smiled back and waved goodbye as he climbed out. I'm glad I was bold.