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Yoongi's Pov

"Stay with me, please", she requested me in a weak voice and I looked at her. She looked so weak and pale, a person who completely contrasts to the Sun Bear. I sat down beside her and held her hand. She smiled when she felt the touch. Her body is cold.


"I'll be here. Sleep now", I told her and she nodded closing her eyes. I looked at her and remembered how pathetic and scared she was a few moments ago. She literally fell off her knees at the convenience store.


And the worst part is that she couldn't even recognize who I am until I spoke. She even lost her ability to see for some time. When the condition is so serious, why didn't she consult the doctor? Aish! Does this girl even take care of herself?


I literally lost my life seeing her in such a state. She looked lifeless and most importantly scared. I don't know why but it made my heart shatter to see her like that. It really pained to see her crying like that.


I want to sleep now. I saw the Sun Bear who is peacefully sleeping. I am not getting sleep on the ground. I don't think she would mind if I sleep beside her. I just slept beside her, curling myself in the little space left.



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"Ouch", I woke with a thud. What the hell! I am on the ground and I could see Sun Bear glaring at me.


"Yah lil meow meow", she yelled and sat on the bed. What did I do now?


"What is it now?", I asked in frustration. She disturbed my sleep. I looked at the phone and it is still 8 AM. Aish! I am waking up so early because of this girl


"Why did you sleep beside me?", she asked and I sighed. I just slept on her bed. Why does that matter?


"I felt so sleepy and you asked me to stay with you. The floor is too cold to sleep", I reasoned and she became silent. I got up with my back aching and she forwarded her hand to pull me up. I sat down on her bed and held my waist as it is paining. I think she kicked me.


"I am sorry", she blurted and I just nodded.


"But why did you keep the alarm at 8 in the morning?", she asked me. Did I? I then remembered keeping the alarm for her.


"You need to work at the restaurant right?", I reminded her and she widened her eyes.


"Oh My God! I completely forgot about it. Thank you so much for reminding me lil meow meow", she smiled with a wide curve on her lips. She looked nice with the morning look. What the fuck! What am I even talking about? Yoongi, I think you are hit on the head.


"Sun Bear", I called her and she looked at me with her eye brows raised. Should I tell it or not? But I don't want to see her like that.


"Sun Bear, don't go to the restaurant.", I told her and she looked at me confused.



"Why?", she asked and I stepped to her.


"You are stressing too much you know? You literally made me lose my life yesterday.", I spoke without thinking and she stayed silent. Wait! Did I say I almost lost my life? What the hell! What would she think of me now?


"Yoongi", she called me by my name and I looked at her shocked. Is she alright? She stepped towards me and came really close. I could feel my heart beating really fast and she leaned even more close.


"Are you alright?", she placed her palm on my forehead to check my temperature, I guess. I shoved her hand away and stepped back.


"What are you doing?", I asked her and she still looked unsure.


"Did you just say those words?", she asked me and I nodded not making it awkward. I want it to be casual and normal.


"Just don't go. You seem too weak", I tapped her forehead and she scrunched her nose.


"I am not weak, you lil meow meow", she scoffed at me and I chuckled. But I am really concerned if it happens to her again.


"Okay you are strong enough to kick a man off the bed, but still I don't think you can manage all the jobs. Your body needs rest and what if something happens to you again? Just think for once", I suggested and she thought for a moment.


"Even I wish to have a break from the jobs you know? But I just can't do. I understand your concern Yoongi, but I just can't quit them", she explained with seriousness in her tone and I nodded. I can't force her to quit since it was her source of income.


"Then be careful. And yeah I am ordering breakfast. You look tired to make anything and the groceries were still in the store, so I am doing that", I told her and she smiled. I got out of her room and walked to mine to freshen up.


I changed myself into comfortable clothes and walked to the living room to see her already waiting for me with a wide smile. For the first time, she looked beautiful. Just because of her calm self. I walked to her and sat beside her.
"Let's eat fast. I need to go early", she stated seeing the boxes in front of her. I understood why she was so smiling. Food is the reason, I sighed. But I felt calm seeing her like this. I still remember her crying in pain the day before.


"Are you sure about going there?", I asked her once again and she nodded her head trying to show an assuring smile. But I can tell, she is somewhat scared. Who the hell wouldn't be when they can't see anything all of a sudden?


"Why don't you consult a doctor?", I asked her to open the box while she continued munching not answering my question.


"I don't like hospitals", she spoke and I sighed. Her life is literally crashing at a moment and her reason to not visit hospital is that she doesn't like them. Like, seriously?


"First they charge too much and second", she paused and looked at the ground. "Eomma died there", she completed and I held her hand smiling.


"It's okay. I can't change it anyway", she spoke in a low voice and I feel bad for being the cause to raise the topic.


"Where did you get these paintings? They look nice, but they must be covered well", I diverted her mind and then she looked at them. Her eyes glistened and I regretted my words again. I don't know if they are emotionally related to her.


"I painted them and my mom hung them on walls. She thinks them as masterpieces", she chuckled at her own words and I looked at them again. They are indeed masterpieces. They were done so well. This Sun Bear painted them all. Woah! They are so good.


"Then why don't you paint. I mean when you can paint them so good, why don't you go to an art school", I advised and she let out a chuckle. Is she mocking my suggestion?


"Are they that nice?", she asked and I nodded. They are indeed great.


"I left the art school so I could do more part time", she revealed and I felt sad when she said that. I could see her passion on the walls. No one can paint them that great without having zeal and passion.


"Are you happy doing that?", I asked her and she looked at me for a minute with an unreadable expression on her face.


"I don't want to lie that I am happy. The paint in my hand makes me feel like the owner of the world. I could portray any kind of emotion with the colours. It feels so different when I have the brush in my hand. It can't give me money though. So, I need to quit it for now and I don't even know if I could pursue it in the future", she spoke without an emotion and looked at the other side.


Does she think looking away would help her hide away those tears? Gosh! This Sun Bear is really something. I pulled her arm and made her look at me. Don't cry Sun Bear, tears would never suit you.


"Stop crying now. You look even more ugly", I commented and she pulled from my hold. Wiping her tears, she scowled at me.


"Don't call me that", she spoke in sobs and I forwarded my palm to wipe her tears. I was surprised when she let me do that.


"Thank You", she muttered. We completed the food in silence and she walked to the door.


"I will be leaving then", she stated and I walked to her. I just want to make sure she is good after all that happened yesterday. I still don't if she is alright to go for work today


"I will come along till the restaurant", I spoke and she looked at me perplexed. After a minute, she just shook her head lightly.


"It's okay, I know what you must be thinking. I will be fine. Don't trouble yourself. You did a lot yesterday and I don't even know how to thank you for that.", she mouthed and I placed my finger on her lips.


"I didn't say I want to listen to your speech or advice now. I said I want to walk to you until there. I want to do that because I feel like taking a walk, not because of anything. What were you thinking?", I eyed at her and she shook her head.


"Fine", she uttered and I walked along her. The restaurant is quite close. All her job places are quite close to her house. Thank god! She at least had sense in choosing the jobs, I thought to myself.


"I will be leaving now", she spoke and waved me a bye with a wide smile. This is so different from the angry Sun Bear. I smiled and walked back to the house. I need some sleep now.



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It was night and she still didn't turn up. Did she fall again? I wore my jacket and walked out of the house to her store. Today was actually a very boring one. She didn't come for lunch and I ate it alone. It made me feel very different. Gosh! Did I get used to having lunch with her?


I walked to the store and I waited for her outside. She was carrying a bag and a man was walking beside her. He looked young, I walked to her but stopped when she was laughing and talking. She then looked at me and her face beamed with a smile.


"Lil meow meow", she mouthed and I couldn't help myself but smile.


"Who?", the man beside her asked and she looked at him ignoring my presence.


"Oh! I was thinking about my cat", she spoke stuttering and I wondered where it is. As far as I know, there is no cat in the house.


"You have a cat in the house. That's so cool", the man spoke in a sweet tone as if he is trying to woo her. He is all smiling and she talked to him so nicely. Who is he? I don't like him at all.


Am I feeling jealous?

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Here's Yoongi just talking and brushing his hairs

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