Kokichi's POV

I wake up and start freaking out.But then I realize I'm okay.Im still alive.How do I know what?I only know that because someone wearing black nail polish is holding my hand.I sit up and look at the person holding my hand.Its Shuichi and hes sleeping.I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding in.I slide my hand out of Shuichi's grip.

"Oh your awake now." I jump a bit at the sudden voice.Then I started remembering exactly why I was scared and where I was."Sorry.Didnt mean to scare ya.Im Benjamin Saihara.You already knew my nephew,Shuichi.But please call me Ben." The man says."I'm Kokichi Oma...." "Yeah I know.Shuichi has been talking about you a lot these past few weeks.You worried him a lot.Hes hasnt been sleeping too well since you disappeared." He explains.Shuichi was worried?And he was talking about me a lot?"I dont understand....why was he so worried about me?" "Well kiddo its because hes loves you." Shuichi loves me?That cant be true.....can it?I mean the kiss we had both times....all three times....were just nothing.Shuichi would never actually truly want to kiss me.Beside I'm trash.

"We're home now.Shuichi wake up!" Shuichi jolts awake and looks around."Whats going on Uncle Ben?!A-are they following us again!" "Nah I was just waking you up.Ha!" "That isn't funny!" Shuichi looks cute when hes frustrated.Oh wait I'm still wearing his hoodie and hat.I hope I get something else to wear.Dont get me wrong I love what Shuichi let me wear but underneath that is horrible.My parents are the fucking worst!"Alright everyone out.We need to get stuff set up." Ben says as he gets out the car and goes into his house I'm assuming.I take off Shuichi's hat.

I see my book in Shuichi's hand."I'm guessing you read it,huh?" "Y...yeah...noth the whole thing though.Just the first and last entries." "I'm sorry that I love you.You can just stop acting nice to me.You know I'm gay and that I like you.You hate me.Just admit." "I don't hate you at all!I really really like you too!" Shuichi says.But he quickly puts his hands over his mouth and looks away from me.He really really likes me?"ShuShu.....are you saying......you love me back?" I ask.He looks at me and he nods.Oh shit hes crying.

I move Shuichi's hands and hold them in mine.I put my forehead against his and close my eyes.We stay there for about three minutes."Why were you crying,Shumai?" "I though you would hate me.." "What am I doing now?"
"Holding my hands,putting out foreheads against each other's,and talking to each other." He responds.I open my eyes to look into his golden ones."Exactly.....I've never dated anyone in my life....I've never touched someone like this either....and no one has touched me like this.....Shuichi please.....if I may........I want to tell you that I love you.To the moon and back.Well more like to Pluto and back because that's the only really cute thing coming to mind." "I love you....too.." At that moment we kiss each other.It was like a connection......sparks flying.Ive been kissed before but not like this.Everytime Shuichi kisses me I feel happy with myself.

We pulls away from the kisses and look at each other."Wanna talk about this tomorrow,Kokichi?" I just nod.We both both get out of his uncle's car and go inside.

"There you two are!I just ordered us some pizza." I was confused.I mean I havent eaten in a few weeks so I was glad to hear that but its coming from an adult.He doesn't sound mad."Actually me and Kokichi were going to go get some rest.We'll eat in the morning though." "Alright you boys have good night.Shuichi,you know where I'm at if you need me." "Yes sir.Good night Uncle Ben." I bow quickly."Its no problem boys.Dont get crazy upstairs." Shuichi just grabbed my hand and started running upstairs.Which confused me.

He opened the door to a really emo looking room.(The picture above)I like it though.We walk in and he makes me sit on his bed.I dont mind though.I see him looking in his closet.Until he pulls some sweatpants,a large shirt,and a pair of boxers.He hands them to me."I think these will somewhat fit you.I need to talk to my uncle about something,okay?" I smile and nod my head."Alright.I'll be back up here in a bit." Shuichi walks out of the room and closes the door behind.I look at the clothes Shuichi gave me.I guess I should put them on.

Shuichi's POV

I closes the door behind me and start walking downstairs.I shouldn't run up the stairs ever again.That made me really dizzy.Once I make it downstairs I walk into the living and sit down on the couch next to Ben."Hey Shuichi.What are you doing down here?" "I just wanted to talk to you." "Let me guess its about the kiddo upstairs?" I nod."What are we going to do?I dont think putting him in a orphanage is great idea.When kids are there at that age no adopts them.We can't kick him out on the streets cause that's a horrible thing to do!I just want to help him but I'm not sure how..." I confess.Ben gives me a pat on the back."Dont worry about a thing.I've got everything figured out.Now get your ass upstairs and go the f to sleep!Its two in the mornin!" I laugh a bit.I get up and say goodnight to Ben once again.

I go upstairs and walk to my room.I sigh and open the door."Okay I'm back no-" I cut myself off when I see Kokichi standing there naked.He looks at me.We kinda just stand there for a second."I'M REALLY SORRY!" I says as I slam the door close.My face feels hot.I think I'm blushing....I just saw him naked.I put my back against the door and slide down it to the ground.I cant believe I didn't knock on the door first.I just assumed he was done getting dressed.I close my eyes and start hugging my knees.I screwed up.I really screwed this up.

After a few minutes I hear a soft voice."Shuichi.....I'm done getting dressed now..." I hear Kokichi say.I sigh and stand up.I open the door to see Kokichi sitting on my bed.I walk into my room and close the door behind me."I'm sorry about earlier,Kokichi." "It's okay.Not the first people have done it.Hey I noticed you have eyeliner.Do you happen to have any makeup remover?" "Uh yeah I do." I walk over to my dresser and grab some makeup remover."Can I use it real quick?" "Sure." I hand it to Kokichi."Warning I'm talking off my shirt." I nod.He takes his shirt off and starts using the makeup remover.To reveals scars all over him.I guess his parents made him put foundation on to hide them.He puts some on his face.Oh there's are those cute freckles of his.He sighs.

He hands the makeup remover back to me and puts the shirt I gave him back on.I put the makeup remover back on my dresser."Thank you,Saihara-chan!" "Its no problem." "So are you going to change too?" He asks me.I look at myself in my mirror.Well I really should.Ive been up for quite a long time and when I do sleep I have my binder on which is dangerous.But should I really?What if he finds it weird."Hey you look nice no matter what,Shuichi.Dont feel uncomfortable." I look at Kokichi and nod."Could you turn around though?" "Of course.Anything for you,Shuichi." He closes his eyes and turns away from me.I sigh and start stripping.When it's time to take my binder off I take a deep breath and start taking it off.Once I do that.I grab some clothes to wear.I dont know why I have this black turtleneck but I like it.

I just put on some boxers and a turtleneck.I look over at Kokichi. "Y-you can look now." "Okay!" He turns around and opens his eyes."I guess 'chan' makes you feel uncomfortable,huh?" "Its fine....wait you dont hate me because of this?" "Nah.I could never.Besides you should be proud you had the balls to even go through surgery.I dont think I would be able to." He says as he grabs my hand pulls me over to the bed to sit next to him."Like I said before your pretty.I cant lie about that ever.So dont be ashamed..." Kokichi tells me.I see him look at my hand but look back up at my eyes.I grab his hand and smile.I feel him squeeze my hand a bit.I pull him closer to me and lay down.

"So I'm sleeping in here with you?" "Yep.But only for a few days." "Okay....can you say those three words again for me?" He asks."What three words?" "Y'know the words you said in the car before we kissed....those words." He whispers."I love you,Kokichi." I see him smile."Heh.....that's nice to hear....your the first person to say that..." "Then I'll keep saying it.I love you.I really love you.I'll love you forever." I kiss the top of his head."Thank you..." He nuzzles into my chest.Well I guess my massive boobs more like.I feel weird at first but I slowly get used to it.

After ten minutes I hear soft quiet little snores.I knew exactly who it was.I kiss the top of his head again."I really do love you,Kokichi....and I'm glad your safe again.I close my eyes and drift to sleep.

Ben's POV

I turn off the TV and get off the couch."Its like five in the damn morning.I have to go to work in a hour.I go upstairs.I should probably check on those two boys.I walk to Shuichi's room and open the door a bit.Those two are just sleeping like nothing happened.I close the door and go to my room.I change into my work clothes and go downstairs.I write a note for them and leave my credit card on counter.I walk outside and get into my car.I turn in the car and start driving to work.

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