26: I hate you
Okay, uhhh...we're gonna have another time skip to where Y/n is back to school because I can't think of anything to happen over suspension/in school detention...sorry XD
Mark's POV
Y/n's laughter was filling the cafeteria. Allen and his whole table were being extremely loud every now and then. Every time I looked over there, I regretted it. Y/n looked like she was having the best time with them.
"Hello? Mark?" Madison pushed my face to look at her. "I'm talking."
"Yeah, yeah, I'm sorry." I lie.
"Well looks like those rumors will be a reality pretty soon!" Tyler spoke from his spot, referring to Y/n and Allen.
I slap his arm, annoyed by his comments. Both Tyler and Madison can't stop talking about how much they hate Y/n. I don't understand why they hate her so much, all I see is an amazing person.
I still have no idea what Y/n was talking about last week. It honestly hurts me for her to think I would lie to her. She absolutely hates me. I plan on going to her house this afternoon to talk to her, and hope things will work out. All I can do is hope I don't fuck up even more.
"Anyway, she was just a bitch about it." Madison shrugs. "She tried to walk away though, but I beat the shit outta her." Madison folds her arms with a triumphant grin.
"Yeah, you did absolutely no damage to her but you beat her ass." Tyler scoffs. "That makes sense." He says sarcastically.
"What are we talking about?" I ask, confused.
"The fight, duh." Madison giggles.
"Oh," I nod. "what exactly happened, again?"
"I threatened to fight her if I found out she did something, she tried to walk away, then I punched her after she thought I couldn't beat her in a fight." Madison smiles widely.
"Wait, found out she did something?" I raise a brow. "What would she do?"
"Thats not relevant." She shakes her head, taking a sip of her water.
"To me it is." I nod. "She suddenly hates me after you two fought and I want to know why."
"You think I am to blame?" Madison gasps, looking offended.
"Y/n and I were fine before you decided to beat her!" I raise my voice just below a yell.
"I did nothing, don't accuse me of anything!" Madison slams her water bottle on the table.
"Okay," I calm down. "all I'm asking is for you to tell me what you said to her."
"Last time I checked, it wasn't any of your business." She rolled her eyes.
"That just tells me you did something!" I exclaim, anger rising.
"I'm done!" Madison stood up and grabbed her things. "I'm tired of you revolving around Y/n. When someone says anything about her you go into protective mode. I'm sick of it!"
"Please leave." I quietly beg, causing Tyler to hold back a laugh.
"You want me to leave?" Madison asks, clearly offended. "Fine. Don't come back to me when Y/n continues to ignore you."
"I won't." I roll my eyes as she walks away, fists clenched.
Y/n continues to laugh with her new friends that she once hated. Tyler sits in silence next to me, unsure of what to say. Realizing that Madison was most likely the cause of Y/n hating me, I place my head in my hands, already tired of this day.
Throughout the rest of the classes, I couldn't focus no matter how hard I tried. I couldn't stop thinking about why Madison did it. What was she thinking? What if I went up to her friends and told them things to hate her. She most likely wouldn't care, she talks non-stop shit about them.
Walking down the sidewalk, small flakes of white begin to fall around me. It was December now, and freezing cold.(if you live somewhere it doesn't snow...just live deeper in your imagination XD) Being the smart person I am, I wear a thin jacket instead of a coat that will keep me warm. I know, I'm basically Einstein.
My numb knuckles come in contact with the wooden door of Y/n's house. Zach opens the door, his fringe perfectly straight. He looks at me with confusion then his eyes light up with excitement.
"Guys, its snowing! School might get canceled if it snows enough!" He yells into the house.
Ken runs onto the porch, ignoring me.
"No, no, no, no, no!" Ken whines. "It can't snow, it just can't! How else am I gonna see Blake?"
"So you admitted it! You do have a boyfriend!" Zach laughs.
"Shut up, Zach!" Ken scolds, slapping his arm as she walks back into the house.
Zach turns back to me with an amused grin. "Do you wanna come in or something? I'm getting cold, you better say yes or leave."
"I just need to talk to Y/n. Is she here?" I ask.
Turning around, he screams her name. A faint reply was barely heard before the thirteen-year-old demands for her to come downstairs. Apparently she listens to Zach more than her own mom because a few seconds passed before Y/n was running down the stairs.
"Don't tell me you tried to make your own contacts again." Y/n says as she runs down. "Your eyes aren't meant to be black, so don't try to make them black!"
She walks into the kitchen then stops a few feet away from the door as she sees me. With a face of annoyance, she slowly strolls up next to Zach.
"What do you want?" Y/n asks, folding her arms.
"Take this damn jacket and go! I'm cold!" Zach complains. He shoves a jacket in Y/n's arms and pushes her outside, slamming the door shut. She flips Zach off through the door, slipping her arms in the jacket.
"Y/n, I-" I began.
"You want to apologize for being a terrible person?" She interrupts. "Sorry, apology not accepted." She rolls her eyes, reaching for the doorknob when I grabbed her hand.
"Can I please get one sentence out without you interrupting me?" I say.
She pulls her hand out of my grasp, folding her arms, waiting for me to continue.
"Whats going on with you?" I ask, shoving my hands in my pockets.
"Why don't you ask your girlfriend." She rolls her eyes. "You seem to tell her the truth."
"I don't know what she told you, but its not true! Why would you believe her?"
She stares at me in silence. Her gaze drops to the wood below us.
I take a step towards her. "Y/n, please believe me when I say I have not been lying to you. Without you with me, I feel so bored all the time, so dejected."
"She said after I left and sat with Allen, you wouldn't stop talking about how much you hated me." Y/n speaks in a low voice, her gaze still on the floor.
With those words, anger and hatred lifted. With her tone, my heart broke with her voice.
"Y/n," I whisper. "I never said that. Please believe me. The only words I have spoken about you are all good things, trust me. I wouldn't dare to say a thing bad about you."
She lifts her head and meets eyes with me. "I want to believe you." She mumbles.
"And you can!" I whisper, nodding with a hopeful smile. "Please Y/n, you have no idea how much it hurts to know you hate me."
She stares at me with with an unreadable expression. We stood in silence, staring at each other before I decided to break it.
"Why would you believe that bitch over me?" I quietly ask, taking another slow step towards her.
"Its not that I believe her," She sighs. "I just don't want to get hurt."
"I will do everything in my power to keep you from pain. Mental, physical, verbal, you name it." I whisper, cupping the side of her cold face.
"You sound so weird." She chuckles, shaking her head.
"Its what I'm best at." I grin. "Do you believe me?"
Y/n stares at the floor again in thought. I was willing to fall to my knees and beg for her trust, and if thats what I have to do, I'll do it. I don't care what I need to do to regain her trust, I just need her back.
A soft smile broke out onto Y/n's face as she nodded, meeting my gaze again. I smile brightly, happiness flowing through my veins.
"나는 당신을 사랑합니다." Y/n mumbles, surprising me completely.
(Look familiar? *cough cough* chapter 12 *cough cough*)
Surprising even myself, I press my lips against hers. She slightly giggles and wraps her arms around my neck. It felt like my stomach could fly away from me from the amount of butterflies. My face reddened, and not from the low temperature. A smile plasters on my face as I rest my forehead against hers, staring at her eyes that looked like one.
"나도 당신을 사랑 해요." (I love you too) I mumble, seeing the smile on her face.
"Your face is so red!" She giggles.
"I hate you." I mumble, pulling away and covering my face.
"You love me." She grins, pulling my hands away from my face.
She has no idea.
I just found out that my parents told me the wrong definition for Sneer and I've been using it incorrectly this whole time :D
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