Johns face went beat red as he was pulled into a needy kiss. He had always had feelings for Alex he just didn't think he felt the same way, but he was mistaken. He wouldn't have done that if he didn't like him, right? John melted into the kiss and smiled, feeling as if he was on cloud nine. after a minute Alex pulled back and glanced behind him, smiling widely. "Let's get out of here." He suggested. John nodded, feeling completely under his spell and got up, following him outside.

When they got back outside Alex turned back to him and smiled sheepishly. "I am so sorry." he apologized. John shook his head and stuffed his hands in his pockets. "I liked it." He admitted gaining a confused look from Alex. after a second it hit him. He didn't understand. He thought he kissed him just to kiss him. Alex bit the inside of his cheek nervously and shrugged, pushing his hands into his sweater pockets. "Lets go." He changed the subject. John nodded and took Alex's hand, making him gasp in surprise. He liked John as a friend but he just wasn't someone he saw himself with.

John was beaming as they walked down the road, hand in hand. When they got back to Alexander's dorm John pulled Alex into a kiss. He really did mess up. Alex didn't push off in fear of hurting his friend so he let it happen. when John pulled away he smiled down at him lovingly. "Alex, do you want to go on a date tomorrow?" He asked, still holding his hand. Alex felt his blood course with panic as he nodded slowly. He didn't know how to say no. John grinned and kissed his cheek before walking off, leaving Alex to regret his decision.

He still had feelings for Thomas, which seemed inevitable at this point, and little to no feelings for John. He some how found himself walking to Thomas' dorm to apologize,not knowing what he was doing anymore. He felt dragged down, aggravated with the situation.  He had to make it right on one end at least. He took in a deep breath and knocked lightly, praying he didn't get punched in the face.

A few seconds later the door opened, Thomas standing on the other side with a very irritated expression playing across his face. "Hamilton." He growled, crossing his arms. Alex took in a deep breath and before he knew what he was doing, he hugged him. hesitantly Thomas hugged him back, letting him in the house.

Thomas got on his knee and looked into Alexanders eyes since he was excessively shorter than him. "Tell me whats wrong." He said and put a hand on his shoulder. Even when they "hated" each other it always seemed they could always go to each other. Alex looked up at him and wiped off a single tear. "I'm sorry for everything. The party, the coffee shop, everything. I miss you and I know I messed up but I'm really sorry." Alex rambled, all of the past events crashing down on him.

Thomas held his cheek and ran his finger along it, calming him down and bringing him to his chest. "I forgive you, Alex. It's fine." He said and ran a hand through his hair. Alex held onto Thomas' shirt and closed his eyes while Thomas swayed slightly with him in his arms. It was peaceful, something neither of them had felt in a while. The stress of the situation was getting to both of them slowly but most defiantly effectively. Thomas would be lying if he had said he didn't miss Alex too.

"Alex, come on, let's go cuddle." Thomas suggested and stood up, grabbing Alex's hands and pulling him up as well. Alex sniffled and nodded, stepping on the tips of his toes connecting their lips. "I really like you." Alex mumbled, Thomas nodding in agreement. "I like you too, Alexander. Let's go." He hummed and pulled him to his bedroom. Alex smiled and fell on the bed, cuddling against Thomas' side. Thomas wrapped his arm around the smaller man and kissed his head. Alex looked up at him and rolled on top of him, sitting on his stomach. Thomas gasped in surprise and held his thighs, looking up at him with contentment.  Alex laid his head on Thomas' chest and breathed against his chest. "I have a date with John tomorrow." he said, enthusiastically. Thomas bit his lip and ran his hand up Alex's shirt.

"I'm dating James." he said with about as much excitement. Alex felt himself grow slightly jealous but he kept it in. "Do we keep this to ourselves?" he asked quietly. Thomas thought about it for a second, nodding in response. He didn't want to but it would kill James and who knows how John would react. Lafayette would be sure to kill him if he hurt his friend. They just had to slowly row away from the two, right?

Nothing could go wrong. right?

After a while Alex fell asleep on Thomas' chest, this being the most sleep he had gotten in days. Thomas smiled at him and pulled him off his chest and to his side. "goodnight, baby." he purred and kissed his cheek, falling asleep as well.

Holy shit, I'm not dead. So, how do you feel about this? XD You want to kill me? whoops.