×Trigger Warning!×
•From here on out there will be more triggering scenes such as bullying, depression and anxiety, eating disorders, sexual assault, and some sexy scenes in the future. •

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×Marchis's POV×

It's been fifteen minutes since i've thrown up, I take off my shirt in the mirror. I'm not happy with my appearance. I could ask Reese or Lake, but obviously when you ask or tell people that you look fat, they deny it, even when it's the truth. Humans are automatically born to be caring. The people who call you ugly and fat don't mind exposing the truth.

I can't stand my appearance, i've hated myself from the moment Grayson cast me aside. The only person who i've ever cared for romantically threw me away like a piece of forgotten trash. He told me I was ugly and he only like skinny pretty girls. Ever since then i've thrown up almost everything i've eaten, or I just don't eat. What's the point of wasting food? I haven't had a proper meal in about five months. I always cared about making sure Lake ate and I didn't mind the hunger.

As I hold my stomach, I hear the doorbell ring. I put my shirt on and brush my teeth real quick. I run to the door and see Asher standing in the doorway.

"Hey Kitten" He smiles and I want to melt.

"Hm?" is all I can get out, why must he be a model. I can't help but drool over his looks, well, figuratively. If I did really drool... ew.

"So, my mother really likes you. She wants you to come over again sometime." He looks at me pleadingly.

"What if she doesn't believe us?" I ask, "What if she wants us to prove it."

He walks in the house and closes the door behind him as if he lived here.

He rolls his eyes and casually says, "Then we kiss in front of her."

"Uh! No." I say and he walks up to me and pushes me against the wall.

"Listen Kitten, You do what I say, When I say it." He puts his leg between mine and has me completely pinned against the wall.

I begin to protest, "No, I'm not going to kiss you." I say and feel a hand around my neck. My breathing is sharp and staggered. He's choking me, is he going to kill me? His mouth goes closer to my neck and he kisses my neck softly sending shivers down my spine. He kisses up my ear and goosebumps consume my body. He then kisses down my jawline before I feel him sink his teeth into me. My neck is extremely sensitive and I feel my neck tingle as he sucks on my neck. I slam my eyes shut and wince in pain and pleasure, but i'd never admit it when the excitement fills my body.

He was very rough with me... Did I like that?

He sighs and releases my neck, "Fine." He scoffs in a slight pouting tone. He's acting so childish, maybe i'm the first one to tell him no, that's not his parents of course.

"Did you just give me a hickey?!" He smirks, "Now if my mom questions our relationship, there is no question."

He's pretty damn clever for being a manwhore. I realize his leg is still between mine, as I go to push him away. The front door clicks, then Lake and Reese walk in. My face goes bright red and I push him off.

Asher smirks at Reese, "I didn't know you were into younger men Reese." Reese rolls her eyes, Lake chuckles and walks over to Asher.

"Hey man, I'm Lake, Marchis' brother. Sorry to interrupt, whatever was just happening."

I feel my soul shrivel up and die. Reese looked at me with a concerned look as if I had gone pale, or as if I was pinned by a model, oh wait, I was.

"Nothing happened." Asher says and I sigh in relief. Reese then comments, "The hickey says otherwise." Reese says and my eyes widen and I run off to my room and Reese follows.

×Asher's POV×

My Kitten ran off with a lioness and I was left with Lake. Lake looks around and asks a weird question. "Hey, uh, weird question." He scratches the back of his neck as he thinks of how to word whatever he's trying to say. "Did Marchis.... Did she eat?" He looks at me with caring and concerned eyes.

"Yeah, my mom cooked for us." I tell him and sit on the couch that was in what I assumed was the living room.

"Did Marchis go to the bathroom at all, or was she ever alone for a long amount of time?" Lake asks.

Now I'm concerned as well, why is he so worried about her?

"She hasn't gone to the bathroom since i've been with her, and she was alone in the house for a few minutes before I came back.

Lake runs off to check what I assume was the bathroom, I follow him as he inspects everything. It smells like febreeze was freshly sprayed and the sink was wet. So she took a shit and washed her hands. Well that's what I fucking thought, then I see panic set in Lakes eyes as he checks the tooth brush. "DAMMIT!" he yells.

"Asher, It was great meeting you, I hope we meet again, but for now, good day." Lake pushes me out the door and closes it.

"What the fuck just happened." This family is fucking weird, I think and I get on my bike and ride towards Darby's Diner.

I park my bike and walk in to see Ashton, Blake, Jay, and Ryan.

I walk over to our round booth and run my hand through my hair. Ashton laughs and looks me dead in the eyes. "Mom called me excited about a girl you brought home." There's a devilish look in her eye. "Yeah, what about it?" I ask her daring her to test me.

"Yeah she said your girlfriend was really lovely and was so charming she wanted you guys to take it public." My eyes widen.

"God fucking damn it! I can't please that women!"

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{A/N: Sorry for the wait, I will post more frequently now and from this point on there will be more triggering and more sexual contact. Obviously not every chapter but here's your warning}