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Tears ran down my cheeks as I looked around.
Why does everyone leave me!

Flash back

Derek and Scott (basically all the wolfs) has gone to try and kill Deucalion.
Stupid I know!

It has been hours though and I was awaiting in Derek apartment seeing as they were all going to come here after.

I heard footsteps and I walked to the door a rant about them taking hours already in my mind.
'Guys you have bee-' I cut myself off when I saw stiles stood there with a sad expression.

Dread courses though me.
'Stiles where's everyone else?' I asked
'You mean where's Derek.' He corrected and I nodded
'Scott told me it happened so fast.' Stiles said walking in and my eyes filled up
'Scott said......one minute he was fighting the next to was falling. Falling down two floors into a flight of stairs.' Stiles said and tears overflowed
'Where's Derek stiles!' I yelled and he looked down
'Thi- this isn't funny where is he!' I yelled
'He's dead.' Stiles whispered and I took a step back.
'Derek's dead.' Stiles finished and I shook my head
'Get out.' I mumbled and he nodded walking away.

As soon as the door shut I broke down into tears.

End of flashback.

I was sat on his bed, inhaling his scent.
One of his shirts was clutched in my fists and I wiped my eyes again.
This was all a nightmare.
I didn't get to tell him everything I was going to tell him and now I couldn't.
A noise broke me from my sobs but I didn't move. It was like I was drained.
It was like I was dead.
I curled up in a ball hugging my legs.

'Derek.' I whispered
'I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.'
'I didn't tell you what I wanted to tell you and Now I will never be able to..'
'You saved my life. You were there for me. You protected me and took your time for me. You didn't kill my brother- I wanted to too don't worry. I'm sorry didn't save your life.' I finished
' I love you. I'm not in love with you but I love you and I know that isaac lives Allison.
I see the way he looks at her.' I sighed

'Is all that true?' My head wiped around and I saw Derek leaning sloppily against the wall with miss Blake holding him up.
I was speechless.

'Thank...thanks for bringing me here you can go.' Derek rasped to the teacher who seamed hesitant before sitting him on the edge of his bed which was still sat on.
'Goodbye.' She said and I heard her hells. Clip clop on the floor before the door shut.

Silence.

...

'Are you going to say something?' He asked
'I don't know what your supposed to say to an hallucination.' I answered.

He died.
He can't be here right now.

'What makes you think that?' He asked
'Because in a minute I'm going to wake up and be devastated all over again.' I explained
'I'm not a dream.' He said and I dared myself to put my hand out and touch his bare chest.

It was warm. Alive.

I blinked a couple of times before crying again. This time out of happiness.

DEREKS POV

I'd never seen someone cry like this.
Well not for me anyway.....
She was sobbing full on sobbing.
She covered her mouth but her eyes were squinted in a way that showed she was smiling
'Don't cry.' I whispered and she took a deep breath.
'Your alive.' She said in shock and I nodded smiling.
'Jessie.' I started putting my hand on her cheek and wiping her tears.

'Did you mean all of that?' I asked and she nodded
'Every word.' She said quietly
'You love me.' It was more of a question in my mind.

She loves me!
This ain't just any girl, this is Jessica stilisnki! My mate, the one if die for, the best person in my life.
And she loves me.
Me.
Sad, lonely Derek hale.

JESSIES POV

'Of course I do.' I said in an obvious tone.
'Your sure?' He asked
'Yes I'm sure.' I said in a silly tone and he chuckled
'Are you.....ok?' I asked pointing at one of the cuts that scattered his body
'Time will heal.' He said and I nodded
'How did you find out?' He asked
'Stiles.' I stated
He nodded and I nodded too.

'Can I hug you?' I asked suddenly having the urge for his to surround me
'You don't have to ask.' He said squeezing me tightly as my small frame clung to his.
I could feel his head resting on the top of mine and I closed my eyes for a second remembering the moment.

'God don't die on me ever.' I said and he nodded pulling away.
'Never.' He promised and I rested my forehead on his.
'Your my mate.' I stated
'I'm your mate. ' he stated

He put his hands either side of my face wiping the tears that escaped.
'My sister loves you bye the way.' He chuckled and I flicked my hair in the girly way.
'Well I am fabulous.' I laughed and he rolled his eyes
'How long have you known I was your mate?' I asked
'Since the day I met you.' He answered strait face
'......wow.' I breathed out my eyes bulged.

'So when I was with isaac-'
'Yes it sucked.'
'Sorry.'
'Why?'
'I don't know.'
'Then don't say sorry.'
'Who's that girl the man was on about ages ago?' I asked and he stiffened before sighed
'My first girlfriend.' He said and I nodded
'She was human and I killed her.' He said looking down and I shook my head
'I refuse to believe that.' I said honest and determined
'No....' He shook his head, ' she was dying and I ended it.' His voice cracked
'Then you did it for good.' I said lifting his face up with my hands and looking I or his eyes which held guilt.

Mine held sadness.

'It's ok Derek, your the good guy!'

He went quiet and I decided to tell him about Scott.
'Me Scott were together once.' I blurted and his eyes bulged.
'Scott McCall!' He said
I nodded
'We were 15? I think. Anyway he was my first kiss and all but he broke it off when Allison came.' I whispered
'And then she took isaac from you too.' Derek finished and I nodded.

We both started at each other for a while.
'You were dead to me an our ago and know we're talking about our tragic love stories.' I laughed and he chuckled.
There was a comforting silence and I noticed a few things.
'Did you know you have a small scar just under your lip.' I said
'Did you know you talk in your sleep?' He said and I rolled my eyes
'It was horrible.' He went dramatic
'I think in your dream I was murdering you or something.' He said and i laughed.
'Oops.'

'You know before I met you stiles talked about you all the time.' Derek said
'Honestly.' He said looking at my raised eyebrow
'He talked about this happy geeky girl full of life with long blonde hair and a book obsession.' He explained
'That's all I knew of you. Then I saw you in the subway, crying, sad, depressed trying to kill yourself. Right then I knew you were just Like me.' He said looking strait into my eyes.
'How?' I asked
'You but up a good front, but inside you were dying.' He said and my eyes flickered to his lips and back.

'Jessica what I'm trying to say is I think I'm in love with you.......oops.'  He murmured and my mouth opened to say soothing but nothing came out.

Instead I pressed his lips on mine.

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I think it took a while before Derek processed I was kissing him but when he did he kissed me back.
He put his hands on either side of my face, were his hands shaking?

My hands were rested around his neck and after a while I pulled off.

You know that heartbroken happy face someone makes like when the love of there life moves to Africa or something? That was Derek's right now.
And then he smiled, a really smile teeth and all.
And then we kissed again letting out all those moments where we shared eyes contact or our hands accidentally met. When we were together and there was no reason why, the excuses we made not to kiss each other.
Now there was nothing.
Nothing to stop us giving in.

And we gave in to me being his and him being mine.

Yyaaasssss they Kissed!!!!!!!!

What should there ship name be.
Dessie or jerek or whatever one u can think of that's better than mine.
Honestly make on up It will make me happy 🤔☺️😘😋