~Kaneki's POV~

I walked a bit behind (y/n). She was skipping happily. I watched how her long (h/c) hair (pretend you have long hair) was swaying back and forth.

"So Kaneki, what do you want to do when we get back?" (Y/n) asked, looking back at me with a smile. I stayed quiet, thinking about it for a while. Hm, so what should we do..? I really don't have a clue about what should we do.
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"Heh...I really don't know..." I smiled nervously at her back. She just giggled and kept on skipping.

We arrived at Anteiku and went inside and went up to our room. (Y/n) went to the bathroom to take a shower first and I started preparing the bed. When I finished I went to make some coffee.

5 minutes later, I finished making the coffee. I poured some into both cups then went to the room and found (y/n) on the bed reading a book. Swinging her legs happily

"Hey, I made some coffee.." I walked over to her and carefully handed her cup. She placed the book down and took the cup.

"Thanks~" she said and took a sip. I sat next to her and hugged her around the waist, while drinking my coffee with my other hand. We drank our coffee in silence.

I place my half-finished cup on the nightstand and gently hugged (y/n), trying not to make her cup fall.

"Hmm. Kaneki..?" She said a bit worriedly. She placed her cup down and she hugged me back.

"What's wrong with giving a hug from the one that I love..?" I smiled and kissed her passionately. She blushed a bit and gently kissed back. I smiled into the kiss and pulled her closer, making no space between us and held her hand. I licked her lip, asking her for an entrance. She teasingly denied it. I moved my hand up her shirt and lightly brushed my finger against her back. She arched her back and gasped softly. I stuck my tongue in her mouth and explored it.

She moaned in the kiss. I smirked and gently pulled away. We both gasped air. Once we catch our breathing pattern, I laid down, pulling (y/n) with me and pulled her close.

"I love you Kaneki.." She said softly and smiled. I put lock of hair behind her ear and stared at her beautiful (e/c) eyes. I smiled back gently.

" I love you too (y/n).."

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~Touka-chan's POV~

"I love you too (y/n).." I heard those words behind their door. I felt like my heart got ripped into a million pieces. I just don't know why, I get so jealous of their relationship. And I don't want to ruin my friends relationship...

I've had a "little" crush on Kaneki ever since- well, I don't know. I never knew this feeling would hurt so much. Just seeing my friend with the guy I like. It's just-

"UGH!" I ran into my room and shut the door. I dropped to my knees and started to cry silently.

Why am I not good enough?! Is it my appearance?! My attitude?! My personality?! Or just everything about me?!

I like him, way before she came. Why can't I just not have this damn feeling?! It's annoying and it hurts! I sat there crying.

There was a faint knock my door.

"Touka-chan... Is everything ok?" I heard that small voice. I stood up and wiped my tears away. I opened the door.

"Hinami, why are you up at this hour?" I said with a small sniff. She clutched her teddy bear to her chest.

"Can I stay with you for tonight? I can't sleep...." She held her teddy tightly, "okaasan.." She mumbled sadly, trying not to cry. I took her hand and lead her to my bed. She climbed on top and I tucked her in. She frowned.

"Why were you crying...?" I faked a smile and patted her head.

"Ah. Don't worry about me.. Now goodnight." I kissed her forehead. She nods then closes her eyes.

I placed some blankets on the floor and a pillow. I laid down on it and hugged the pillow against my chest. I closed my eyes. I fell asleep tossing and turning. 'You're not good enough...'