~Reader-chan's POV~

I sat in front of my computer looking for a laptop so I can replace the computer.

I was fustrated already. What happened earlier was too much for me. I wasn't expecting to see him there but at the same time, I didnt want to see him there. Then again, I did

My feelings are confusing.

One part of me says go back to him then the other says dont, leave him miserable and make him learn a lesson.

Does he know that I still love him? Even if Im acting cold towards him? I do want him to come back but at the same time, I dont.

I want to kill that bitch. So bad. I want to run away..

I sighed as I stared at my computer screen. Thousands of thoughts, depressing and violent, went through my mind. Ah, (bff/n) is good with this stuff... But I font know if i should call him.. I dont want to be a bother..

I looked at my phone then at my hand.

"Nah.. he might be busy" I said aloud to myself. My room was silent. Outside of my room, there was faint chatter. I didnt know if my mom was talking on the phone or she let someone in that she knew, but I tried to listen closely,

"Thank you very much" Said a male voice. I recongnized that voice but I continued to listen,

"You're welcome, Kaneki" What is je doing here?

"How are you and (Y/N)?"

"We're fine. Everything is going well, no complaints. How about you? Anything new?" It stayed silent for a bit.

"Well, theres conflicts between (Y/N) and me and I'm sure you heard about it.." He began to say, "And I was wondering if shes here so I could speak to her"

"Oh. Im not sure if shes here, I just got back and..." It was silent again for a few seconds, "I have to leave again, sorry. Stay if you like, make yourself at home. I'll be back in an hour, bye" Mom said. I heard the door. Pretty sure she left me alone with... him.

I heard footsteps. I kept my eyes on the computer screen. If he comes into my room, I swear Ill fucking-

His footsteps suddenly stopped. I watched the door from the corner of my eye. Theres was a faint knock on my door. I didn't answer. He knocked again. I stood up and opened the door, I didnt have a choice did I? I stared at him, with a blank expression.

"Hey.." he said, his hands folded, with the same facial expression "Can I please talk to you?"

"No" I said seriously.

"Let me just explain my side of the story at least.." I sighed. I crossed my arms across my chest, waiting for him to start.

"Ok.. um. You know that time where we were suppose to me at the park. Well.. I was there early and I waited for you.. since I knew you were coming over. Then I saw Touka.. she started talking to me then suddely grabbed my collar-"

"Yeah I know. Everything you're saying is complete bullshit to me. Everything you're saying is lies"

He slapped me. He looked at me with anger.

"Shut up" He said. "Thats the thing, you dont listen. As I was saying, she kissed me. I didnt kiss her back. Everything was so unexpected." When he was done I punched his stomach. He was hurt but he got back up, more angry than before, but his voice was calm and sad

"(Y/N).. please believe me.." He walked towards me but I backed away till I hit my bed. He quickly pinned me down, unexpectedly. He looked at me, straight in the eyes.

His eyes looked lost. Depressed. Like it was missing something. He let go, and rolled over, making me on top of him. He hugged me tight and started breaking down, crying. I was surprised. I felt bad so I awkwardly hugged him back, but my face was still blank.

"(Y/N)... I love you. I miss you" He said between his sobs, "Please come back. Please!" He begged and continued.

I didnt say anything, slowly I quietly cried.

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~Kaneki's POV~

About half an hour later, I finally stopped crying like a baby. I let everything out. Everything was true and I was holding those feelings for so long.

We were in the same position. I was actually surprised she didnt fight back. For so long, I wanted to hold her again. This might be my only chance so I'm gonna make it count.

"(Y/N), even if you're still mad at me, just remember I'll always love you.. no matter what.." I said quietly. I didnt get no response. I looked her face.

Oh.. she fell asleep..

I chuckled quietly. I decided to close my eyes as well and tried to sleep

I wonder if she still feels the same..

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A/N: Hewwwoo my lovely readers. Ive come to talk for some, I guess some important matters I dont know

Ok, so first sorry I haven't updated in like years. I updated twice just for you guys.

Im not going to make an excuse and say I was busy and shit because honestly thats not true. I lost my inspiration for writing so I stopped for a while. This is actually the first book I updated in a while so yay?

So second , I wanna like change the cover of the book so I need  y'all to choose which you guys like best, just comment

#1

#2

So like, if ya voted (which I doubt will happen) Ill update the cover next update? Maybe. That'll be at least two weeks for now. I have tests coming up so Im just gonna study for that.

Anyways. Ill just end it here. Just remember:

Everything I do in this book is on purpose-

Goodbye :]