Namjoon stared at Y/n, who was sleeping with the newborn. They were home now, he caressed her hair and then kissed her forehead. What would he do without her?

He got so scared today at the delivery room, he is glad that everything went fine.

She opened her eyes, she is used to this now. Whenever she wakes up she always sees Namjoon staring at her with a smile. “Do you need anything honey?” He asked in a low voice, he didn't want to wake up the baby.

She shook her head. He kissed her forehead. “Now my family is complete, I love you so much.”

He held her hand, kissing it softly. “Taehyung, he visited then why didn't you let him meet the baby?” She asked.

Namjoon’s smile drops, why would he let Taehyung meet the baby? Why is she mentioning Taehyung right now?

“I thought you didn't want the baby to meet Taehyung either.” Namjoon said with a soft tone.

“No, he was really excited, he was so happy.”

“But he left you, now he just wants to party, spend money, and live life. He doesn't want responsibilities.” Namjoon said.

“He has been calling me nonstop.” She said, he stared at her disappointed. Why is she letting him call her?

“Why didn't you block his number?” He asked and picked up her phone from the side table. She watches as he unlocks the phone, she was surprised. How does he know the code?

“You know my code?” She asked. He ignored her and deleted each number except of his, she needs no one else except him

“Don’t pick up his calls.” he said and placed the phone back on the table.

The baby started crying softly. Namjoon smiled and patted the baby. Before Y/n took the baby in her hands. “Right now focus on us.”

“I will. He is most important to me.” She smiled. What does that mean? Is the baby more important to her? What about Namjoon? Is he not the most important person in her life?

“What about me? Am I not important?” He asked.

She smiled. “You are important to me.”

“Before the baby and everyone else right?” He asked. She laughed. Why did she laugh? He is serious and he wants to know the answer.

“Are you okay Mr. Kim? Why are you asking this?” She chuckled again. She thinks it is a joke. It is not.

Does this mean he is after the baby? He doesn't like this feeling. He wants to be her first. He agreed to share but this baby can't be her first. He wants Y/n’s love, all of her love. He doesn't want to share it with anyone.

He never gets to experience her love alone and this way he might never get to experience her love all by himself.

He tried to not think about it, and take things lightly. But he somehow couldn't. He didn't want to get neglected by Y/n. He wants all of her attention on him, like he has all his attention on her.

He got quieter, he was excited but now the excitement was only and only worry was left.

Y/n doesn't even sleep in the room with him, she used to but then she noticed Namjoon was not sleeping at night. She thought it was because of the baby. But it wasn't. Namjoon still couldn't sleep.

He just wants Y/n by himself. Is it too much to ask?

He woke up and went to take a shower. When he came back he looked at the side table and there was no cup of black coffee.

He went to her room, and he slowly opened the door. She was awake until late at night, he could hear the baby crying. But he couldn't go to her. He just couldn't.

Things are not the same, she is not the same. She is not his maid anymore. She doesn't act the way he wants her to act. She doesn't show extreme care to him.

Namjoon decided to go back to his room. He was pissed off, nowadays he gets angry every single day. He tries to keep himself as busy as he can so he doesn't talk to Y/n.

Namjoon changed his clothes. It was sad, he is feeling lonely and he misses her. She is ignoring him, what if she wants to leave him? How is he gonna make her stay? Does she not love him?

“Mr. Kim,” He heard her voice and stared at the door where she was standing. She walked near him, she still calls him Mr. Kim sometimes. He didn't mind it, he actually liked it when she called him that but now he was worried, what if she distanced herself to him.

She placed her hand on his cheek. Just a simple gesture made him calm, he looked at her face. She was looking at him with tired eyes. “Are you listening to me?”

He shook his head, “Sorry, what were you saying?”

“Why didn't you wake me up?” She asked, “I am sorry, I am not giving you time. I even put the alarm but I couldn't wake up,”

She started doing the knot of his tie. “I promise from tomorrow I will get back to our old routine.”

She cares. He can see from her eyes how tired she is because of not getting enough sleep yet she wanted to wake up early for him.

“No, I want you to focus on Yourself and Yeon. You need to rest." He said.

“But I miss focusing on only you, I know you are used to it. And this is new to you.” She said as pull the tie a little. It's so easy for her to melt away all his worries and make him blush this way.

He hugged her tightly and kissed her face and neck. “I love you so much,” He exclaimed.

She laughed, “Love you too, I should cook something for you, give me some minutes.” She said and was about to leave but Namjoon held her hand. As they went to the kitchen, he made her sit on the chair.

“I will make breakfast for us.” He said.

“No, you will get late, I will cook something quickly.” She exclaimed.

“Shush, it's fine. You are tired and didn't even sleep at night. I want to make breakfast for you.” He said. He said and took off his coat. He took off his tie, she can tie it up for him again. He wore an apron. She sits in the kitchen and watches Namjoon cook.

It was a painful sight, she was having anxiety just by having Namjoon near the stove. Namjoon was laughing at her reactions. He was feeling more confident about cooking as Y/n was around.

In the end he was able to make two omelette which were not burned. He made a heart on it with the sauce and served it to Y/n. But she was sleeping, she had her head on the table. She was really tired because of last night.

He placed the placeed near her and sat on the chair beside her. He kissed her cheek, taking care of a newborn is difficult. He caressed her hair. She didn't forget it, he just needs to understand too. He is still important to her.

She woke up and quickly apologized for sleeping Namjoon chuckled, “No worries, Just eat this, and rest okay?”

She smiled as the heart on the omelette. “Cute,” She mumbled. They both ate their breakfast with smiles and they talked.
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Namjoon was trying now. He remembered the time when his niece was born and how his sister hardly got time for herself. He went to her room, where the baby was crying.

Y/n looked at Namjoon. “Sorry, didn't I wake you up?”

He shook his head. “What happened? Is he okay?” He asked and walked near her.

She shook her head. “Nothing, he is fine.”

“Can I sleep here?” He asked.

“You will get disturbed.” She said, He shook his head.

“I will not, I couldn't sleep because of stress related to work not Yeon.” He said. “Can I sleep here?” He asked the question again. She nodded her head. She told him it will take some time to put Yeon to sleep.

He was okay with it. After Yeon was asleep she put him in the crib that was placed near her side of bed.

Namjoon smiled as she lay beside him and hugged him. He missed hugging her. He caressed her arm, and kissed her forehead. He wanted to talk to her. Like they used to, he wanted her to ask about his day, and tell him what she did. But Y/n was tired.

“Good night,” She mumbled softly and fell asleep. Now Namjoon was again left to think deeply. The baby has completely swallowed his and her private time.

Can she only worry about him? Think about him? Love him?

Again he couldn't sleep, he was awake for hours. He heard the baby start crying. Y/n was in deep sleep so she didn't wake up, Namjoon carefully put her head on the pillow. He was furious at the baby, he swears if the baby woke up his Y/n from her sleep.

He picked up the baby from the crib. And the baby stopped crying as he rocked him in his arms.

He stared at the baby, Yeon was awake and was staring at Namjoon with a confused face. Yeon’s eyes are different and special like his father, Taehyung.

“What? Why are you staring at me? Are you not going to fall asleep?” Namjoon asked in a low voice trying not to wake Y/n.

Then he tried to make the baby sleep, it was not easy. Yeon was not in the mood to sleep. He walked back and forth with Yeon in his arms for two and a half hours until Yeon finally fell asleep.

Namjoon yawned, he got tired too. He was too scared to put Yeon back in the crib and wake him up.

He laid on the bed and put Yeon on his chest. He checked and Yeon was sleeping. This feeling was so overwhelming. It felt so nice. Y/n moved in her sleep and she hugged Namjoon arm. This felt perfect, they are a family. He was worrying for no reason.
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Namjoon stood outside Taehyung's apartment, the door slightly opened. He hesitated, but knowing he had to check on him. He was told that Taehyung hasn't been coming to office and he hasn't been picking anyone's calls.

The apartment looked like a mess. Namjoon gave this apartment to him in such a good position and now if was a mess of empty bottles and disheveled furniture. Taking a deep breath, Namjoon pushed the door open and stepped inside.

"Taehyung?" he called softly.

Taehyung sat slumped on the couch, a half-empty bottle dangling from his hand. His eyes were bloodshot, his hair was messy.

He looked up slowly, a hollow expression on his face.

"Mr. Kim," he mumbled.

Namjoon crossed the room and sat beside him, the smell of alcohol heavy in the air. "Tae, what's going on? You haven't been yourself at the office. “

Taehyung took a long swig from the bottle before setting it down with a heavy sigh. "I miss them, Mr. Kim. I miss Y/n and our child. I can't focus, I can't... I just want to see them. You are preventing me from meeting them.”

Namjoon is trying to prevent them from meeting Taehyung. He is isolating Y/n slowly even though she hasn't realized it yet. Namjoon is just too scared to lose her.

Namjoon's jaw clenched. He had expected something like this, but hearing it confirmed stirred a mix of anger and frustration within him. "Taehyung," he began, trying to keep his voice steady, "They're with me now. You need to accept that and move on."

Taehyung's eyes filled with a fresh wave of tears. "How can you say that? They were my family... my life. How am I supposed to just forget them?"

Namjoon leaned forward, his tone firm. "Because you have no choice. What's done is done, and you're only hurting yourself more by holding on like this. Look at you, Tae. This isn't who you are."

Taehyung's shoulders shook with silent sobs. "I don't know how to move on. I feel so lost without them."

"Then you need to find yourself again. You are ruining what you have too, You didn't leave them for money, I know money was not goal, you wanted power, you wanted a position and when you have the power and life you wanted, why are you giving it away?”

Taehyung nodded his head. “I want this life, but I want it with them, I want to spend it with them, I want to take care of them. Without them there is no point.”

Namjoon rolled his eyes. “Don't make me want to send you to another country. Forget Y/n and Yeon. Find someone else, try dating. I am sure you will end up attracting a whole crowd with your handsome face. Use it.” Namjoon said.

Taehyung stared at Namjoon, “But Y/n-”

Namjoon said. “You can't even take her name, you hear me? I don't want you to even say her name. Come back to work, soon.”
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When Namjoon came back home, he could smell the fresh scent of food. He walked in and Y/n was not there. The new house help was making the dinner, she looked at Namjoon and greeted him.

He ignored her and went to his room. He asked her to hire someone to help her with the baby and housework. She agreed as she indeed needed help.

He saw Y/n in his room. She was arranging his wardrobe. She looked at him, “I am almost done, it has been a long time so I thought to rearrange your wardrobe, you can take a shower I will be done in the meantime.”

She said she had put out some clothes for him to wear. He hugged her, “I missed you,”

She nodded her head, “I know Me. Kim, you miss me all the time.”

He breaks the hug, “Is there anything wrong in missing your beautiful wife?” He asked. “Did you miss me?”

“I didn't get time to think about anything other than Yeon. I was busy with him all day, and just got time in the evening.” She replied.

He wrapped his arms around her waist. “You got time so spend it with me.”

“I would but I have too much work to do.” She said and tried to get free of his grip but he held her tightly.

He kissed her neck, “Work is not important, this is.”

He holds her hand, pulling her closer to him. He then kissed her lips. He doesn't remember when was the last time he made out with her. He cupped her face, her cheeks are one of his most favorite parts of her.

He took off his coat. And pinned her to the wall. She was a little surprised by it. How perfect life is like this? He comes home and gets to kiss the love of his life.

She needs to focus on him, he hasn't made her obsessed with him. He needs to show how much he loves her, how good he can take care of her.

And he tried, he tried to make sure she feels his love and care. But it's impossible for him to show the amount of love he has for her.

He took a shower with her, it was more than a shower. He is going to think about the shower for a long time, how her body was pressed against the glass wall, the water pouring over her body, her soft moans. Everything was perfect.

Every moment with her is a perfection. She was lying beside her, her body naked under the blanket.

Their moment got interrupted by a crying sound. She was about to stand up, but Namjoon told her not too. He stood up, and wore his shorts, before he went to Yeon's room.

Namjoon came back with Yeon in his arms and laid him beside Y/n. “Little buddy is hungry I think,” he said.

She smiled and then started breastfeeding the baby. Just a few years later, Yeon needs attention now. Then he will grow up, and Y/n will be able to focus more on Namjoon right?

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