Author POV

The sun has risen up, indicating the start of new day. Sunlight is peeking between the curtains lightening up the room.  Ryul opens her eyes at first, but the sudden light hurts her eyes. After blinking and adjusting her eyes in light, she can finally see.

Looking around she finds herself back in Namjoon's bedroom. Swiftly she sits up and realizes her situation. But the sudden jerk leaves her dizzy and breathless. So she again falls upon the mattress.

She sniffled quietly, tears threatening to spill from her eyes . A solemn tear fell down her cheek; opening the dam. "Ahhhhhhhh.... AHaaaahhaaa". She started crying and screaming in her bed. Everything hurts now.  Her mind, her body. Every fiber of her cell.

Then the door opens with a loud thud. Two warm hands encircle her and slowing started cradleing her. Ryul is now hiccupping in her misery. "Shhh.. Mrs. Kim. We are here. Everyone is here". Sirayuki said calming her down. The screams died down. Ryul is still tearing down with occasional sniffles here and there.

"You are kind, you are smart, you are important. Always remember Mrs. Kim, you are strong". Sirayuki says comforting her. Butler Zen puts down the soup under Sirayuki's sign. He realised that he could not do much now because his presence might make Ryul uncomfortable.

"Now Mrs. Kim please drink the soup". Sirayuki says to her and takes the bowl of soup in her hand. "I don't want to" Ryul says in protest. "Ma'am your body is weak now. You need to eat it for the medicines". Ryul looks at the balcony . Mostly the doors are locked so she cannot run away but now the door the wide open giving her a perfect view.

Suddenly her eyes fall upon the pair of birds nesting on a tree. The baby bird must have came out of its shell just few days ago. No feathers on it body yet. It has still not opened its eyes. The baby chick is calling out probably looking for the mother bird.

Few moments later, the mother bird returns to her nest, with food trapped between her beak. Slowly she moves near and nudges her baby to eat the worm.

Ryul's eyes are filled with tears. She misses her mother. Her family, her friends, her life. Oh she thinks about Luhan.

She doesn't know what happened after her wedding. Whether Luhan was saved, and about her mom and dad. What condition are they living right now. I can't even contact them or know about their well being.

Going home is a big no because I know Namjoon will surely destroy my family if he found me missing. Thinking about her parents, Ryul held her knees together and started to cry in sorrow.

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Hey friends sorry, for the late update. I have completely forgotten about this story with no further plot in my head. For the past few months, many times I tried to write this story but every time my mind went blank.

Some ARMYs who are reading today may know that Kim Yeontan, the beloved dog of Kim Taehyung has passed away. In the morning when I opened Instagram it was the first news. From then I didn't really felt great.

It is also a notice to some of my followers and readers that for the next few years my schedule will become more irregular as I got into medical school. I am really excited and nervous.

Again I hope that all of you stay healthy. Borahae ARMYs. 💜