It had been two months since everything started, and Will couldn't help it. He couldn't stand the same place that Gleeful without thinking about him. He knew it was all insane and that he wouldn't be able to live like that for any longer, it was all so weird, and it always made him want to cry for. He needed to leave. He couldn't be in love with Dipper, he couldn't keep in that situation, knowing that he would never have a chance. It was crazy. He needed a break from all of that, he needed to break free and breath. He needed to think his life. He wanted to lock all his feelings inside and beg them for never leaving again, because loving Dipper Gleeful was certainly more painful than it should be.
"M-master?" He asked. Oh dear lord, he knew that no words would ever be able to explain how much having to say that hurt him. It was as some knife was slowly stabbing his heart, he screamed for help but no one ever came. He was alone with his feelings, and that scared him more than anything ever did.
"What?" Gleeful asked looking up at him. He took a deep breathe, trying to get ready for what he had to say.
"I-I..." He made a pause, he wasn't sure if he could say it. No. He had to be brave enough. He didn't want to live like that anymore. "I want t-to l-leave"
"What do you mean by that?" Gleeful asked completely confused, and seeing his full confusion in the eyes broke Will's heart in tiny pieces.
"I-I mean t-that... I-I don't w-want to w-work here a-anymore..."
"What?!" The tone of surprise in his master voice had caught him without a warning. "And... What? Where would... Where would you live then?"
"W-with my b-brother f-for a w-while" Will answered staring at the floor.
"A while? So you expect to come back one day?" For a few seconds, Will thought he had saw a glance of hope in his master's eyes, and a voice that was expecting for a positive answer.
"I-I don't k-know" Will was about to cry, but he was holding the tears the max he could, he had to keep the tears inside his eyes, he couldn't let them run widely free. He couldn't cry in front of his master. Dipper looked at him for a while as he was thinking of something really important, then he simply shook his head.
"Right. It's ok... Just go then. Take your things and get out of here, but do it fast, please" he said trying to look back at the journal. He made a pause and looked at Will. "If you ever want to come back, you can, do you understand me?"
"Y-yes" Will was sure that as soon as he got over that crush, he would come back, he wanted to. But if he did so, wouldn't everything come back? What if he never managed to get over his awfully huge crush towards Gleeful?
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Gleeful stood up and left the kitchen. Normally he wouldn't let Will leave, but in that situation? Maybe loving had made him dumb, but he didn't care at all.
He always listened to people saying that when you love, you let go. So he let Will go, if he ever came back, then Gleeful would be happy, but if he didn't, Gleeful would be happy for him being glad.
He couldn't be selfish, could he? After all, love isn't selfish, love is suppose to set you free and not to bring you problems.
He loved Will, therefore, if Will would be happy without him, that would be perfectly fine, because all he wanted was to see Will happy. Although that if Will needed him to be happy, he was sure he would be more than happy.
It felt weird to watch Will go, actually, it felt terrible, Gleeful wanted to to disappear, he felt small and useless, he wanted to run after Will and tell him how he wanted to go with him, but he couldn't do such thing.
So when he saw Will with his bags, leaving for God knew how long, he couldn't look, he turned his back and went to his room.
Will Cipher, the most adorable blue-haired boy was leaving, maybe for two weeks, maybe forever, Gleeful hated it, but he had to let him go.
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This was sad so I am not writing a big chapter, my heart is broken, little pies :(
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Edit 1: I've been reviewing each chapter to make important changes in: content, grammar, spelling, erasing and adding sentences, all to give you a better fanfic :)