"JUST USE YOUR IMAGINATION"
MADISONS POV:
"Shawn!" A screechy voice said from the line of girls.
She ran up to him and kissed him right on the lips, the ones that used to belong to me. Shawn smiled at her and he blushed.
Who was this girl and what was she doing with my Shawn?! Well, I guess he's not mine anymore.
You lucked out, you waited too long. He loved you...but you were too blind to see
Those words stung, and they hurt me. I was too blind to see. How could I have been so blind to a boy like Shawn?
"Um excuse me? If you're not gonna move I'll get security," a purple-haired girl said from behind me.
"Oh sorry,"
I quickly got out of Shawn's sight. I heard him faintly call my name but the ringing in my ears blocked the rest out. Hot tears once again filled my eyes and they ran down my cold cheeks.
"You're over him, he's over you," I whispered to myself as I tried to find the girls restroom.
I reached it and I ran into a stall and burst out crying.
"He never loved you, he never loved you," I tried to convince myself.
I grabbed onto my knees and cried harder.
"Why do I always have to mess it up? Why can't I just disappear?!"
Maybe you should disappear, no one would notice anyways.
I hated that voice inside my head. It hated me.
I shook my head no.
"He's just a boy, you can always find another. Another boy, just use your imagination. I'm in Shawn's arms right now..."
I let that soak into my mind, it didn't help at all.
"I just want one more day, one more day to be in his arms!"
You wasted your time. He found someone...someone better
"STOP!!!" I screamed.
My heart started racing and my head was pounding.
I needed to find Cameron, and fast!
I wiped my tears away furiously and kicked open the door.
I ran to where our seats where and didn't see him anywhere.
I ran out and searched like a crazy woman.
I needed to tell him what I saw, I needed to be held by someone.
I needed Advil for my head. I searched everywhere and couldn't find him.
My tears came back and I sped up my running. I didn't look to where I was going and I ran into someone.
I looked up and saw....
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I hope you guys are having a great day/night/evening wherever you are. And comment down below on who you think she ran into. Muahaha! I know these titles probably suck but I always forget to add them in. Oopsies. I'll try harder next chapter. Bye loves,
~Handwritten1998
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