Dee's POV:

I step into shower.I don't know when but at one point of my life showers became the best place to think about my future.Here I am again thinking or should I name it as overthinking?"I love him, it gets hard for me to avoid him,it's hard for me to resist my feelings towards him.can I propose him?what if he thinks of me just as a random fan,who go around proposing their idols? what if he sees me as an immature girl? its just some more days and soon I should be leaving to India.I can't stay here forever.

He kissed me,didn't he? does he like me?I don't know the only best way is to ask him directly,but do i have the courage to do that?ahh..molla..michingettah" yes I learnt few hangul words and I am proud of me.I heard shika's voice I guess I have spend a lot of time in the shower.

I stepped  out from the room and my nostrils hit by an delicious smell. "pancakes?" i screamed. "yes" she smiled and i smiled wide.

Shika's POV :

"Ahh..I love u moon" she said. yeah moon, that's what she calls me."aara... now pali eat it..bani mogo" i kissed her from side.she started eating,we both talked for a while and had some fun. "food is the best way to get rid of stress,isn't it?" she asked."yes,it is" i said and I gave a knowing  look. "what?" she asked." what? what? you know what it is now tell me"I said.

"no,I am fine.it's just nothing.you know me right? I love food" she said."yes,I know you"i replied with stern voice."I am done with break fast" she moved to kitchen,more like escaped.

Onew's POV:

I reached SM and soon the others will also join me.I went to cafe to have a coffee,at present this is must for me to think and process about what's going on in my life.I love her.I know I love her, but I don't know why i love her. we never spend much time together but the moment I have with her,they are sweet,she can make me happy with her presence itself.Its..I don't know whether it's love at first sight or its gradual,maybe both.she's pure and naive.She attracted me when I saw her for the first time,no woman mad me feel like the way she did.That feeling increased gradually while i was being with her.

she's strong and fragile at the same time,only the one who knows dearly will know it.Now I understand  why shika worried about her."hyung..hyung"tae came towards me.."oh you guys are already here"I came out of my thoughts."Hyung.. is everything alright?" jonghyun asked."why do you ask that suddenly?"I smiled."guys pali people are waiting"minho said."lets talk after the meeting"said jong. 

Dee's POV:

we are watching TV.I went to shika and hugged her tightly."yahh.. girl you want to break my bones"shika said. I didn't let her go, she hugged me back and started comforting me.She pulled away "now tell me what's wrong?"she asked. For a second my eyes got watery and I smiled."you know me well,don't you?" I said "yes pagal"she giggled.

"now tell me what's wrong?" she asked."i guess I am in love.." and even without letting me complete  my sentence she started screaming "wow...yayy..I am happy for you.who is he..lemme guess"  this time I stop her flow "your guess is right...it's onew but.." . "what but? let me tell  this good news to oppa" she said.I stopped her "no,no.. don't please I think its still too early for that" I said.she frowned.

"I love him..I like him and i fought my own thoughts to differentiate whether I love him like a fan or a girl.I even avoided him for few days.I didn't want to develop this feelings.He is idol and i'm a normal girl and moreover I am just here to visit,after few days I will be leaving for India and I don't even know whether I will be coming back or when I will be coming back.It gets hard for me to get away for me,if once started developing this feelings.so, I wanted to deny my love for him.I didn't want my feelings to grow but, here I'm.. loving him and confused"I said she gave me a look and hugged me "what are you confused about?" she asked.

"I am Loving him..but I don't know whether he loves me or not and I thought of making fool of  myself by proposing.what if he rejects me? I don't want that embarrassment and I didn't want our relation to get spoiled.but.."i stopped again.

A/N:

Here is the last update for today. Thanks for waiting and i hope you guys liked it.Good night.2 more hours.