'Freeze your brain'/G4
My apologies GrayLotusChild for what i've done. I've discovered Heather: the musical and I love it!
-Song Grahm sings does not belong to me, it is from Heather: The musical
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Casper and Grahm sat together on the quilted bed in Casper's room. They sat silently, Casper with his knees hugged to his chest and looking to the floor, Grahm leaning back propped on his hands as he glances to Casper every few seconds, almost a month after... the incident. Grahm sighed heavily and grabbed Casper's arm pulling him up to stand beside the bed. Grahm looked down at Casper, the blonde sputtered "Wait-" and "What are you doing-". Grahm smiled sadly, taking Casper and leading him to the large door beside the bed. Grahm threw the doors open shivering as the biting winter winds rushed into the bedroom from the balcony outside. Casper shivered and backed up. Grahm proceeded forward til he was leaned right over the balcony railing.
"Grahm, w-what are you doing?" Casper said quietly, fearfully, as he held himself. Shuffling forward to stand beside Grahm, Casper looked at him worriedly. Grahm looked cold as ever, but his face drew a large crooked smile.
"You're planning your future, Casper Stone. Grow alongside your brother, till something makes you alone," Grahm sang, Casper staring at him confusedly. Grahm sent his boyfriend a sad glance with a small smile. "But the sky's gonna hurt when it falls. So you may aswell start building walls..."
Grahm reached down and held onto Casper hand tightly. "Freeze your brain. Swim in the ice, get lost in the pain." He looked up into the falling snow, letting it freeze through his bones and chill his body. Casper hugged Grahm for warmth but received to reciprocation. Grahm looked lostly into the storm. "Shut your eyes tight, till you vanish from sight,let nothing remain -Freeze your brain, shatter your skull, fight pain with more pain."
Grahm clamped his eyes shut, gripping the balcony like his life depended on it and sang into the wind with Casper's arms wrapped round his torso. "Forget who you are,unburden your load, forget in six weeks you'll be back on the road. When the voice in your head says you're better off dead, don't open a vein -!"
Grahm stopped singing, he quieted his voice and looked down at Casper with glossy tearful eyes. He looked down as he stared into Casper's eyes. Casper reached up to wipe tears from Grahm's eyes, water bubbling in over his own face in the process. Grahm wrapped his arms around Casper and sank them both to their knees on the snow covered balcony.
"Freeze your brain," Grahm whispered into Caspers ears, the last of the song.
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