Hello the loyal beautiful readers that haven't left this trash ass book yet

even if I haven't posted in a week or so- maybe even more- I honestly don't want to check how long I haven't posted...
just cause I already feel guilty about it >.<

BUT YOU GUYS KNOW I WOULD NEVER LEAVE, I just had to take a short break because of a very stable actual problem. That literally made me unable to write, like I couldn't see for a while.

Most of you don't know this but I suffer from styes, except my styes don't go away.

What are styes?
Long story short- when you have a bunch of eyelashes the oil cells behind your eyelashes can get clogged with bacteria and you'll have a red bump on your eye.

Now because of my extremely thick and long eyelashes- that I absolutely hate for making me deal with shit like this- I usually have to get the styes out by surgery.

This is the tenth time I had a surgery on my eyes for this type of case, except this surgery hurt more then I prepared myself for. It was absolutely horrible, I got it done on Tuesday this week but I had been preparing a week before with a steroid shot in my eye.

Now my eye is getting better, the bruise is gone but  my eye still hurts a bit, and I get headaches from looking at a screen too long. It took me two days to write this chapter because of how I got dizzy with only one paragraph.

But I love you all and want you to know I'm not dead, and I will be posting soon.

I repeat I'm nOt dEaD and I will be posting soon!!

I'll post a text and social media chapter to fill the time until I can get completely better to finish trainees pt 3 and this new one shot I'm working on that you guys will hopefully like ;) I only need like another two days to heal before I come backkk~

ANYWAYS LOVE YOU ALL
I HAVE A HEADACHE
IMA GO BACK TO SLEEP
EAT FOOD YALL
STAY HYDRATED
LOVE CHU
MUA~💋
BUH BYE MAH LOVELY BITCHES!