I just posted a new book of blackpink oneshots, if you could check it out I'd appreciate that so much~

also this chapter is a bit different since I've
never made the reader have some sort of
disability that sort of holds her back. If you like topics like this I was thinking of creating another one where you're blind ^^ Tell me if you'd like a part two :)

WELCOME BACK @Y/N
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PROFILE
•name: jeon jungkook
•age: 20
•cuddle employment: 2 years
•positions: bottom, spoon, top
•style: soothing, comforting, breath control,
lowering stress
•prefers: private area, bed or medium sized couch
•time: 20 minutes - 1 hour
•payment:
20 - 40 minutes = $8.00
40 - 60 minutes = $10.00

DO YOU ACCEPT
CUDDLE REQUEST?

[yes]

[no]

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7:45PM

Jk: Hello, you requested to sign up with me?

Y/n: I guess I did... why did something come up? it's okay if you can't do it-

Jk: Huh?

Jk: Oh no it's fine! I was just making sure that's all

Jk: Your first session was already paid for correct?

Y/n: Yes

Y/n: I used my credit card instead of cash I hope that's fine

Jk: Honestly any type of payment is fine with me, don't worry about it~

Y/n: So...

Y/n: You've been doing this for a while right?

Jk: Well yes, you could say i'm an expert of some sorts :)

Y/n: I bet hugging someone isn't that hard
though, right?

Jk: Oh but it is, you really have to keep your thoughts in check

Jk: There are certain positions my clients like, and the whole point of me being there is to help them feel safe and at peace. Some positions might be intimate or create a vulnerable environment, so this job can be uncomfortable for some people. 

Y/n: That makes sense...but intimate?

Jk: I have a book filled with different positions you can have during our sessions

Y/n: I'm not very good at...touching

Jk: care to explain darling?

Y/N: I'm scared to touch people, im scared of people touching me

Y/n: it's a weird thing about me and it frustrates me so much that i can't even shake someone's hands...my friend recommended this site to me because of it

Jk; she wants to help you get over this fear I presume?

Y/n: Yep that's what friends do apparently

Jk: I feel honored you chose me to help you, i'll try my best sweetheart

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1:59PM

You paced the floor of your living room, the nervousness and fear bubbling up inside of you.
Just feeling your chest tighten, and your breath becoming uneven, made your hands tremor slightly as you fiddled with your shirt.

You didn't want to say this...but you don't feel like seeing him today, or ever.

You immediately hated the idea of someone touching your skin, starting to second doubt yourself on if you could really do this.

Plopping down on the couch, you tried to hide yourself under the blankets. Your knees curling to your chest as you hugged your legs out of
second nature, trying to control the nerves
from bursting out.

A short beep echoed in the room, your eyes squeezing shut and body burrowing even deeper in the couch because of it. You knew it was Jungkook texting you that he was waiting outside for your session. But you just couldn't bring yourself to check your phone, or even open the door for him.

You just wanted to be alone.

You couldn't do this.

It was a stupid idea in the first place.

With those thoughts set in mind you blurred out the rest of the world, forcing yourself to go to sleep under the slightly heated, limited amount of air the blankets provided.

Yet the knocking that was faint now persisted, footsteps pacing outside your door. Fluttering an eyelid open as you glared at the door, wishing for him to just go away and give up already.

"Y/n open the door, I know you can do this! We can just sit and chat if you're too scared right now!" He shouted out, loudly enough for you to hear him through the wall itself.

Letting out a sigh of frustration you pushed the blankets off of you and onto the floor. Slipping your feet in your slippers you picked up the blanket again, wrapping it around your shoulders to keep your body warm.

Hesitantly you slowly walked to the door, the plan was to politely refuse the session. He could keep the money, all you wanted to do was kick him off your doorstep.

As you nervously opened the door with your shaking fingers, your vision drifted up to meet a pair of golden brown eyes, glinting in the early afternoon sunlight. Looking at the rest of his face you were in awe at how handsome he was. He was even more good looking than in his profile pictures.

Immediately you turned bright red when you realized you would have to force him to cancel the session. This would probably be the only time a beautiful boy would end up waiting for you on your doorstep- oh cruel life.

"When you're done weirdly checking me out can I come in your house and start the session?"