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I hit 50K this is cRaZy- thank you so
much for all your love and support!
I'll be writing pt3 of cuddlebuddies on
friday so enjoy this little valentines
chapter until then.

Also small note
I edited the first chapter in this
book called rain rain go away
and I reuploaded it, trust me
it's way different from before
you should go check it out I think
you'll like the improvements~
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unedited; i'll edit it tomorrow
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All the boys came over to your house, since it was a weekend everyone was savoring these precious moments before they would have to go back to school for the week.

After the movie you guys just hung around the
whole day, playing stupid games just to make each other laugh. It was the most fun you had in a while, and you really enjoyed spending time with them.

Currently they were playing a really intense game of hide and seek. Namjoon was trying to find everyone, but so far he hasn't found not even one person. Which was surprising since all of you sucked.

It's already been fifteen minutes into the game, you were guessing it was going to take an hour.

Although it's not totally his fault, you guys do keep moving around and changing your hiding places- yet however there wasn't any rules that said you couldn't...

Running into the spare guest room of your house, you could already hear Namjoon walking in the hallway behind you. Quickly you dove under the bed, not even daring to breathe as he stepped in the room.

That's how determined you were to win.

Squished and cramped in, you held your breath, watching his feet pace the room.

Namjoon looked inside the closet and then in the joint bathroom, while you were just trying not to laugh at your sneakiness.

While he was checking the bathroom though, you felt something lightly brush up against your leg.

Automatically freezing still, your eyes went wide as you tried not to imagine a furry spider crawling on your leg. Hoping to some almighty up above that it was not a bug.

Yet only after a few seconds you felt it brush against you again, light and seeming to flutter. Just as you were about to scream and blow your cover, a hand clamped down on your mouth, blocking you from letting out a shriek.

Flipping your head around you came face to face with Jungkook, both of you so close that you could see the tiny specks of brown and gold in his eyes.
The small brush of his nose against yours, as he lowered his hand from your mouth, sent swarms of butterflies to invade your stomach. You felt lightheaded and giddy all at once, trying to make yourself not screw this up.

"Shhh..," he breathed out whispering, as he tilted his head slightly to the bathroom Namjoon was currently checking in. His breath hit your face and you just blinked your eyes in shock, smelling a sweet mint flavor from the gum he chewed earlier.

You nodded your head, still not able to find your voice. His eyes shown like milk chocolate under the slight darkness, the grin tugging at his lips still visible even with all the shadows from the bed.

Finally realizing your staring must be creeping him out, you stopped and quickly looked down. Glad for the darkness that hid the blush rising up your cheeks.

"Sorry..," you muttered out scooting away from him a little to give him space.

"No! I mean it's fine, if you scoot more he can see your leg...the bed is pretty small," he whispered quickly, smiling a little.

You knew you wouldn't be able to talk without sounding like an idiot, random words would probably spill out of your mouth at this rate. So you just nodded and scooted a bit closer to him, hiding your face behind your hair as you tried not to let your excitement clearly show.

Your heart beat faster as your shoulders were touching, the arm holding himself up while laying down brushing against yours.

Just as you were about to reply back Namjoon walked out of the bathroom and back in the room, sighing in confusion.

"Where the hell is everyone, I checked everywhere twice by now- wait a minute....YOU GUYS ARE MOVING ARENT YOU?!" He whined with a yell, pounding his foot on the ground like a child having a tantrum. You covered your mouth with your hand, trying your hardest not to laugh.

As Namjoon ran out the room to try to find the others, you finally let out a giggle, climbing out from under the bed. Jungkook followed you with a smirk on his face as you helped him up.

"Took him long enough to figure out, what was that twenty minutes?!" He whispered starting to laugh but trying to keep it quiet. You chuckled and nodded, tears coming from your eyes from trying not to laugh so hard.

"D..did you see him stomp his foot?!" You asked dying of laughter as you plopped down on the bed. Stretching your arms and legs a bit.

"Oh god..t..that was perfect," he chuckled out as well, flopping down next to you as both of your laughter quieted down.

"Y/n?" He asked, his voice suddenly nervous and not at all like the carefree laughing a while ago.

"Hmm?" You answered closing your eyes, wanting to know where this was heading. Currently you were laying on your back, about to take a small nap. You felt the bed shift as he sat up on it next to you, your heart beating fast for some random reason.

"Do you like any of the guys?" He asked curiously, another emotion in there that you couldn't quite make out.

Your eyes opened in shock, and you looked at his face, he wasn't looking at you but straight ahead, at the wall in front of him.

You studied his jaw and the way the lamp light reflected off, creating shadows on his neck. You took in how his eyelashes fluttered and his cheeks were turning pink.

With a startling realization...you found yourself attracted to Jungkook, in a more enchanted way then you felt with the other guys. Sure they made your stomach flip, but not the way Jungkook managed to...it just felt more special with him somehow.

Does that mean you actually like Jeon Jungkook?

"Y/n..?" He asked again, finally turning towards you, his eyes filled with nervousness and self doubt.

You cleared your throat, siting up and looking at his shoulder, fumbling with your fingers as you spoke.
"I don't know what I feel towards you exactly, I mean I know it's not nothing. All of you guys make my stomach flip, and you're all handsome and kind and amazing..." You mumbled looking up at him as he looked at the ground with deflated eyes.

"I understand...it's okay if you love one of them, thank you for telling me..," he murmured turning his face away so you wouldn't see the heartache in his eyes.

"N..No!" You quickly stamper, your hand holding onto his shoulder, he turned around to face you, confusion on his face.

"What? It's okay y/n I'll fully support your crush on one of the guys," he made himself choke out as he moved your hand from his shoulder, grabbing your other hand too as he squeezed them a little.

You shook your head back and forth.

"You got this all wrong Jungkook, I was about to say I like all of them in a brotherly way- but I only feel a strong pull towards you, I just don't know what that exactly means yet," you rushed out holding onto his hands tightly, as if he could slip away any second.

Relief flooded into his face, a small smile breaking out through the worry that was once there.
"So you're not rejecting my feelings towards you?" He asked hopefully.

You shook your head no, watching as his smile got bigger as one landed on your face too.

"Yah! Stop smiling like that!" You teased flicking the side of his head, trying to hide your embarrassment.

He wiggled his eyebrows, putting his hands up in an about to tickle position.
"You'll regret that..," he warned grinning as he reached over and tickled you.

You laughed your heart out, giggling and trying to push his hands away. Your chest hurting from laughing so much until you couldn't breathe.

"JUNGKOOK STOP DUDE!!" You yelled out trying to kick him to make him give up as a stupid grin was on your face, giggles exploding mid sentence.

He just smirked and pushed your hands away, but stopped tickling you. Nevertheless the playfulness drifted away when you realized he was on top of you, his arms on both sides of you holding him up so he wouldn't crush you underneath him.

Your breathing raced in a fast paced rhythm, his eyes locked onto yours, your chest moved up and down at how much breaths you were taking.

Time seemed to stop as he slowly leaned in, his nose brushing on the side of yours. The realization of what was about to happen didn't fully register yet for you, it was all moving so fast. Almost simultaneously his breath made way to your lips, as they parted softly automatically.

Without hesitation you leaned up, kissing him full on the lips, feeling this tingle wave flow through your body, while a shiver ran down your spine.

He pushed you softly back down, your hands going to his shoulders as he continued to kiss you with a gentleness you never experienced before.

He kept pulling back, and then moving back down and kissing you again, teasing you. In response you grazed your teeth against his bottom lip, hooking your fingers through his silky hair.

He growled softly and trailed his lips down, letting his teeth brush against your jawline, causing your lips to part in shock. He moved back up and captured your lips in his, swiping his tongue on yours as your lips danced to an unknown song that only the both of you seemed to know by heart.

Pulling back he placed his forehead on yours, looking at you with so much warmth and love. Both of your breathing were shaky, your hearts beating out of sync but still beautiful to hear.

"Please be mine, please make me the most happiest person in the world," he finally breathed out as he placed another peck on your forehead, pulling back to look at you as you saw his eyes pleading.

You nodded softly, whispering a yes before burring your face in his neck. You were floating on cloud nine, just wanting to stay in his embrace forever.

He sighed and wrapped his arms around you, pulling you in even closer.

"I love you."

"Love you more you idiot."