Tyler has had a crush on Josh for as long as he can remenber, and it doesn't help the fact that they're best friends. Josh is openly gay; he's had sex with more guys than Tyler could count on two hands. It was probably due to the fact that he was somehow extremely attractive to anyone, gay or straight.

Tyler hasn't come out yet, he's afraid to. It's an irrational fear, because Josh obviously won't hate him for being gay. Nevertheless, Tyler's throat still closes up every time he works up to courage to come out. He always ends up changing his mind and saying he'll do it another day.

He thinks today is that day, because he's sick of seeing Josh bring a different man home every weekend. Yes, home. They live together, but only as friends. They're both in their early twenties, sharing a house simply because they hated to be away from each other.

Every Friday night Josh will bring a new guy home, and every Friday night Tyler spends feeling sorry for himself in his bedroom. He doesn't want it to happen again, which is why he's shaking when he knocks on Josh's bedroom door.

There's no answer for a second, but then Josh tells him to come in. Tyler smiles upon seeing Josh, who is sitting on his bed with a blanket covering his waist.

"Hey, Ty. Need something?"

"Yeah, actually," Tyler starts, and takes a seat on the edge of the bed. "I have to tell you something."

He glances at Josh, seeing him gulp. There's a bead of sweat dripping down his forehead. "What is it?"

"I- Um... Well, I... I'm... Josh, I'm gay," he finally chokes out, dropping his eyes to his fingers, which are toying with the blanket covering Josh.

"Really?" Josh sounds rather amused. Tyler looks at him again, and notices he's smiling ever so slightly. He nods.

"Yeah, I just didn't wanna tell you because... Well, I don't know why. I was worried," he rambles, nervously clenching the blanket in his fist.

"It's okay, Ty. I obviously don't care if you're gay. Have you ever been with a guy, though?"

"No."

"Have you ever watched gay porn?"

Tyler's eyebrows raise in shock. He has, obviously, but he feels weird admitting it to Josh. He just nods.

"Ever jerked off to it?"

He blushes now, his cheeks growing hot along with the spot between his legs. He's never talked with Josh about stuff like this. It's kind of embarrassing. "Um, yeah..."

"Do you ever imagine it's you and someone else?"

"Um," Tyler hesitates, eyes dropping to where Josh's hand had slipped under the blanket. "Have you?"

"Yeah," Josh is biting his lip, and Tyler tries to ignore the fact that the blanket is moving up and down. However, he can't ignore the growing heat in his jeans.

"Me too," he admits, throat suddenly dry. He wants to see what Josh is doing under that blanket.

"Who do you think about?" Josh presses on, and Tyler realizes how gruff his voice sounds.

"Don't hate me, okay?"

"I wouldn't ever."

"I think about you," Tyler says so quietly he wonders if Josh hears it. He eyes the man cautiously, and watches as a large smirk spreads across his face.

"Really now?" Josh says in a teasing way, and Tyler nods shamefully. "What would happen if I were to say I think about you too?"

"I-I dunno," Tyler mumbles. "What're you doing under the blanket?"

Tyler gasps when Josh pushes the blanket off of him, exposing his hard cock. Josh's hand is wrapped around the head, and his thumb is rubbing over the slit. Tyler gulps, because holy fuck Josh is so hot.

"I was thinking about you," Josh chuckles. "Want to help me out?"

Tyler nods, eagerly. He's been waiting for this for so long. He would've came out a lot sooner if he would've known this would happen. Tyler positions himself between Josh's legs, eyeing his massive hard on.

"I've never done this before, so..."

"Don't worry about it. I'm sure you'll be amazing."

Tyler nods shyly, and takes Josh's tip between his lips. He swirls his tongue around Josh before licking a stripe over his slit. Josh's hands are locked in his hair. He's panting, and Tyler looks at him through his thick lashes.

"That's good, Ty. Can you take more?"

He nods, he wants to make Josh feel amazing. Tyler relaxes his throat and takes as much of Josh as he can, hollowing his cheeks like he's seen on porn. He tries not to gag, but can't help it when he feels Josh hit the back of his throat. The brunette pulls away to catch his breathe and swallow the saliva that had collected in his mouth.

"You good?" Josh asks, and Tyler hums in response. He gets right back to it, taking less in his mouth this time. His hand strokes what he isn't sucking. Tyler knows he's doing a good job from the way Josh is moaning and tell him so.

"So fucking good. Want me to cum in your mouth, hm?"

Tyler hums "mhm" in response, and continues with his actions until something warm and bitter hits the back of his throat. He gags, but swallows every drop. His mouth slides off Josh with a pop, and he smiles.

"Did I do good?"

"You did fucking great, Ty. Wanna try something?"

"Sure," Tyler agrees, only because he's hoping whatever it is will pleasure him.

"First, take your clothes off," Josh orders. Tyler obeys, liking where this is going. He strips down to nothing, and notices Josh is looking him over from head to toe. "God, you're stunning. Why couldn't you have walked in on me jerking off sooner?"

Tyler chuckles at that. "What now?"

"Get the lube from the drawer in the bedside table."

Tyler does so, and notices the bottle is nearly empty. He doesn't point it out as he hands the bottle to Josh. The latter gathers some in his hand and eyes Tyler.

"I want you to ride my thigh, babe," he starts, and Tyler can't help but blush at the name. "Can you do that?"

"Yeah," he mumbles, watching Josh spread the lube over his own thigh. He squirts what's rest in the bottle in his hand and wraps his fingers around Tyler's dick. It feels amazing, and Tyler moans just from Josh spreading lube over him.

"Someone's needy, hm?" Josh chuckles, dropping his slippery hands to Tyler's bare hips. He guides the boy to straddle his thigh. "Get started."

Tyler doesn't have to be told twice. He feels like he's living in a dream. He brings his dick down against Josh's thigh, slowly grinding against it. Tyler's already moaning, and he's sure the older man is going crazy considering his thigh keeps brushing against Josh's dick.

"Feel good, Ty?" he asks, his hands resting over the brunette's hips, helping him grind against his thigh.

"Y-Yes, so good," Tyler gasps, and it's his turn to pull at Josh's hair.

The latter leans in, his lips crashing against Tyler's in a heated kiss. It feels even better than Tyler ever imagined, aside from the fact that his dick is rubbing up against Josh's thigh. Josh breaks the kiss after a minute, but attaches his lips to Tyler's neck.

Tyler feels the older biting and sucking at his skin. The pain goes good with the pleasure he's feeling, and suddenly there's a heat in the pit of his stomach.

"J-Josh, fuck... 'M gonna cum."

"Cum for me, baby. Want you to cum all over my thigh," Josh growls in his ear, making every hair on Tyler's body stand on end.

Josh helps him rock his hips a couple more times until he's overwhelmed, and he cums all over Josh with a drawn-out moan. Tyler slowly comes to a stop, and rests his head on Josh's shoulder. He's panting while he comes down from his high.

"Holy fuck, Tyler. I never thought that would happen."

"Me neither," Tyler chuckles.

Josh's hands grip his ass, and it makes Tyler's heart flutter. He picks his head up to peck Josh on the lips, mirroring his big smile.

"Guess I won't be going out tonight, hm?"

"Guess not."

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Sorry this wasn't good